This is my first story. And it is very close to me. Please read and review . Constructive criticism is really appreciated. Also if anyone is interested in being my Beta reader please do let me know as I really need one :)
I would also like to thank Emotion Masen for being an inspiration and also for suggesting the title.
Prologue:
BPOV
I went to the top floor where his office was. My plan was simple , see if he is in the office and if he is not drop the letter and get out before anyone sees me. But all that went to hell as soon as I saw him sitting there. My rational side was telling me not to do this , but as I have come to learn over the last year that I lack brain to mouth filter , I didn't listen and barged in his office and closed the door.
" What are you doing ? " Edward Said.
" I need exactly 2 mins 30 secs of your time and you are going to sit down , shut up and listen." I yelled. All the hurt and anger of last year came to surface. I didn't realised that I was crying until I felt the tears on my cheeks.
" Why are you crying ? Whats wrong ? " Edward asked.
" I am not crying " I said wiping my tears.
" Ok, fine , Whats wrong ? ". Edward asked again.
" Nothing is wrong , I came here to apologise to you , for whatever I have done to offend you. I have apologised to you before as well and at that point you were fine with it. But then I think I pissed you off and I am not sure what I have done to deserver your attitude? . I mean I get that I have walked a fine line with you but I have never crossed it. I don't know why you are mad at me and why do you hate me so much that you screwed up my career ? " . I started yelling while pacing his office. My thoughts were jumbled in my head and I couldn't put what I was feeling in words.
" I don't hate you " Edward said.
"what did you just say ?"
"I don't hate you , I have never hated you Bella." Edward said with such an intensity that it for a sec the earth moved beneath my feat. He looked so hurt and I couldn't understand why he looks like he is dying inside.
" Well it doesn't matter to me what you feel. " I tried to say with confidence.
In my mind I kept chanting to not fall apart but I was having a tough time. Because as much as I hated him I loved him too much that it was hurting me seeing him hurt. And no matter what I say , It still matters to me what he feels.
" Bella are you going to tell me what are you so upset ?" If you don't tell me how can I fix it ? I don't understand why you think that I hate you ? . " Edward asked.
"Look can you wait here , I have a meeting in few minutes that I can't miss and I would really like to know what is going on ?" Edward said looking at his watch.
" Its fine , go attend your meeting. It doesn't really matters anyways ,and I have a flight to catch." I said.
"What where are you going ?" Edward asked.
" I am going back home , my visa expires in a week. Look I just came here to apologise to you for whatever I have done to piss you off. Chances are that we are never going to see each other if our paths do cross again I don't want any animosity between us. I hope you can forgive me just like I have forgiven you. Bye." I said and turned to leave the room.
" Wait". Edward screamed.
And the next thing I know is that his lips are on mine.
Author's Note:
So what do you guys think.
Posting days for the story will Wednesdays and Saturdays.