There was a time when I truly believed I was superior, powerful and fearless, and all those who stood before me were inferior. I once poured arrogance into my stride and harshness into every cold word that passed over my tongue.

Yes their once was a time when I thought I could medal with the innocence of a young girl's heart, toy with her emotions, and get away with it.

But then I met you.

And you proved me to be wrong.

I watched you, fascinated by your ability to be so caring so thoughtful and gentle, yet so intriguing. I had not thought it possible to posses such quality, nor did I think it possible for me to fall for you. But oh, it was possible.

Now that you're gone, I am not whole anymore. You ripped a part of me away, as I did to you, and I cannot find the lost fragments of my heart without you guiding me.

I can never forget you.

I will never forget you.

Yes, I deserted you. I told I loved you, and led your heart astray. I said you could trust me, and you believed me. And when I abandoned you, leaving you to face perhaps death, I thought I could make myself forget. I thought I could make myself not care. And that's when I realized, I couldn't. I realized all this time, as I had stared into your blazing jade green eyes, trying to trick you into thinking I felt for you, I had not been lying.

I regret it. I regret it all. And now, when I gaze at myself in the mirror, I no longer see a superior young man, but a back stabbing, heartless shameful cowered, who can't even admit his feelings towards you face to face. So I write it down. You showed me that love has a completely different face to the one I always saw. You showed me that tampering with another's heart could never be justified. And it was you who taught me to see the world through your eyes.

The world is a harsh, devastating place. But in so many ways, immensely beautiful.

Though I know, that not in ten million years, could I ever be worthy enough to deserve you, I beg you to please, please forgive me. For I cannot forgive myself until you do so. Not a second goes by in which you are not on my mind, any that do, were seconds put to waste. I want to be the one to wrap you in arms that will never harm you., to lift the weight of your grief from your shoulders. Let your troubles be mine, for I want to be a part of you.

Not long ago I approached you, hoping to steal you heart. Instead, I found it was you who stole mine. I love you, and nothing on this earth can ever make me stop.

Ian Kabra.

So did you like it? Hope so!

It was my first fanfic [And i wrote it at 11:30 PM on a piece of scrap paper in pitch darkness ;)]

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