Hun

Author's Notes: Hello how are you? That's amazing, i'm Louie by the way. Oh me I'm amazing. I wanted invite you to read my first story on here. Oh what's that? Yes you should be cautious cause this story has a high rock your face off rate;p. Seriously I'm excited about thi story, my grammar my not be proper english, but the storyline it's amazing. So yea with that said here comes the disclaimer: I don't not own Naruto, any Naruto characters, or any other products in this story. My birthday is on the 12th though would be a nice present .. Lol let's start the show..

Introduction

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

Goosebumps they appear and reappear when it gets cold. Those AREN'T the ones I'm talking about! The ones you have when you have the feeling, the hairs stand on the back of your neck, you feel invincible and that you can challenge the world, these goose bumps you get them and your blood rushes and it excites you. The feeling, the feeling of being in love. We're not talking about that mushy ushy movie love, NO! Defiantly talking about that dramatic, emotional, edgy love.

People say spring is the time for love lies. Well at least they are in my storey…well ours. Fall/Winter was the time for the making for him and me.

Tonight is a big night for us, Naruto's band Chelsea is playing live for the MTV music awards. Chelsea already released a music video and this was a major test he must pass to be signed. It's said that there's going to be over 25 million watching! Tonight is also important because tonight I'm going to tell him I love him. I've said it before but never like this; tonight we can make it official. Thinking of this makes my heart swell, I'm so nervous. I'm so-

I'm brought out of my thoughts when a knock is heard on the door. I walk swiftly to the door and I see Sakura through the peep hole. The widest smile is plastered on her face and she hugs me so tight my breathing becomes worst.

'Are you ready, excited, anxious, what?'

I sigh I forgot for a moment but I feel the flutters once again 'SA—SA—Sakura I'm scared, confused, nervous you understand?'

'I understand your nervousness but what scares you so much?'

'Sakura what if he doesn't love me? You know what if I didn't have enough clues and I'm wrong?'

She looks me dead in the eyes I can see sincerity and pain in her eyes. I'm sorry I've put her in this situation of me loving someone she loves too. She says 'Sasuke I know you and Naruto's past is rocky and you've been hurt. With that being be said this would be the dumbest decision on Naruto's life if he rejected you. Sasuke there's nothing to not love about you, your smart, creative, witty, independent, lovely, amazing word can't describe you. Sasuke you're beau-beautiful.'

I hug her with her choking on that last word. Did I mention how sorry I am? She's going to make me cry along with her.

She giggles 'Alright well do you want to do a line before we leave?'

'No.'

'Well I'm nervous for Naruto.' I frown at this and got to the bathroom so she can do whatever.

I look at myself in the mirror and smirk. I look at my teeth and decide to brush them again. I rinse and spit and run my fingers through my hair. Leaning over the sink I look from the needle on the sink, to my own reflection staring right back at me. I see this empty shell staring back and I need Naruto to make me feel alive. For him to be my knight in shining armor and save me from myself from this monster. I smooth my hair back once again knowing nothing is wrong it's just the nerves, sigh for the millionth time today, and I go to the living room knowing Sakura would be done with her lines by now. I need a drink.

'Ready to go?' She has this stupid grin on her face and her lids look like they'll never close again.

'Yea.' Looks like I'll be driving.

We finally make it to the car after Sakura forgetting her purse for the fourth time. I back out the parking deck and head toward the main road. Traffic says 'Hi' and invites us into the sea of cars. With so many people out on the street you'd think that they were headed to the same destination. Sitting bumper to bumper I can't keep from thinking about Naruto. I've done everything for him, and everything has been put on the line. I've come out to my parents, been practically disowned, followed him to New York, given him my body, gone hungry to give his band what they need, and given my heart to him. I hope he can do the same.

I turn over to Sakura she's knocked out and it makes me smile. I shake her back to life.

'Sakura, Sakura we're here wake up.'

She opens her eyes they go back to that I'm a live wire look. She looks around 'The Roosevelt?'

'Yea. Remember they're going to film inside the hotel room and we'll go to the after party later.' She shakes her head to this. We walk to the front desk and ring the bell needing assistance.

'Sakura, Sasuke.' I wipe around to see Naruto, Lee, Kiba, and Shika coming toward us. Time seems to stop and I can see every little detail on him. How his eyes sparkle, his bright smile, and his chest drop then rise again. He looked so amazing his hair framing his face and stopping at his chin, his shirt already unbuttoned and the suspenders and fedora he's sporting. Closer and closer he gets the easier it is for me to hear he's already laughing. I smile a little and he winks back. Lee comes grabs Sakura and kisses her on the cheek. Naruto grabs my waist and spins me around.

'Excited about tonight?' Naruto's grin is so wide I think no one can take it away from him.

'Yes very excited for you. Naruto put me down your making me dizzy.'

'Oh sorry. You promise be front row, you know I can't do this without my biggest fan.'

'I promise'

He grabs my waist and makes me look at him. 'No look at me. You promise you'll be there?'

My ears are hot so I know I'm blushing like crazy. I'm in shock so what am I suppose to do? Naruto's hand is holding my waist and the other is holding my chin up to stare at him. I'm being dominated in front of everyone right now and I really don't care it feels like me and him are the only ones in the world right now. Naruto begins to bite his lip and his smile begins to fade. God.

'I promise.' He smiles; I feel his hand slowly releasing my chin. He smiles again but this smile is more of a devil like grin and he takes hold of the other side of my waist.

'You promise?' He gets closer to my face.

I look at him strangely. 'Yea.'

'You sure?' I notice Naruto getting closer and closer to my face. I know the game he's trying to play and I'm going to win this time and keep my composure.

I smirk 'Yea.'

'Oh really?'

'Of course.'

'You sure?'

This time we're so close if any either of us move we'll be kissing. How I wish Naruto's clumsiness would kick in and make it happen. He smiles and licks my lip to tease me. I'm going to make him be the embarrassed one this time. I should pull him down so I'll lips will crash. He's a mind reader because his face says 'Do it'. I'm going to I'm-

'Oh my god how cuteeeee. I just love love love !

I glare so hard at her my eyes begin to hurt. She shuts up and tells us to go to room 339 MTV will be waiting for us. Everyone follows Naruto and Kiba it was there big night. We all jump into the elevator to ride to the room. We're in the elevator everyone is talking and laughing ready to party the night away. I'm talking to Shika about the pride parade coming up in New York and how important for me to be there. Me being a gay celeb it's important for me to show my support. Then my pants vibrate and I pulls out my phone; surprise, surprise I got a text from Naruto.

From: Naruto

'Come here.'

I smile into my phone. Shika looks over my shoulder and reads the text. Troublesome he says and looks at the ceiling. Shika there aren't clouds up there. I look up waiting for Naruto to get the text. He feels something vibrates, puts his hands in his pocket, and then he pouts. Hah ha score one for Sasuke, and Zip for Naruto.

'Bing' the elevator sounds and everyone exits except me and Naruto. He grabs my hand before I get a chance to move. We link fingers my stomach flops and my heart is in my throat. He smiles down on me; I can't help but pout this time.

'You're even cuter when you pout' he whispers. Not rolling my eyes would be impossible at the moment. For the rest of the walk were in silence; our fingers laced perfectly together and Naruto swinging our arms occasionally.

'Room 339' the door reads it ajar and we can see the film crew already setting up. Karin, Jūgo, and Suigetsu was already there. Karin (manage/agent) bossing around the extras, Jūgo (publicist/body guard) was eating cheese cubes, and Suigetsu (publicist/roade) was trying to get with an extra for the night no matter boy or girl. The trio was not professional yet, but they should be. They were like family to us but when business was at hand they were serious. Yep they were a nice little bunch Karin even helps my career from time to time.

'Naruto, Kiba! Get over to hair and makeup!' Naruto's gone before Karin could finish her sentence and Kiba follows suite. Karin latches onto the arm Naruto just let go of.

'Sasuke there's a new script I wanted to talk to you about. It's about two boys who both have been molested by their baseball coach, and they need each other to regain memory of the events. I thought you'd be great for the part of the male prostitute it's a very complex serious role. Remember the date we had and we discussed how you were looking for more serious roles.'

I look at Karin and walk off. Karin has this weird obsessive infatuation for me. Most of the times I can deal with it then continue the conversation, but sometimes it suffocates me and I have to walk off. This is one of those times; I walk to Naruto in Hair and makeup. I see Naruto sitting in the chair making kissy faces at himself his hair in a high pony tail, and Kiba sitting in the makeup chair getting some blush put on his face. Kiba hates when they do put makeup on them; he always scrunches up his face making the job more difficult.

'Kiba fix your face.'

-GROWL-

'Fine. Fuck it if you two want to go on national TV looking like idiots go ahead!' Deidara usually gets mad at them over wardrobe and make up. He says that they are destroying his art. If it wasn't for Dei's last wardrobe decision they may not be here.

'What's wrong with the way were dressed?'Kiba asked. 'Yea at least were not wearing leggings' Naruto chimes in.

'What's wrong with your out fits? Kiba for starters you don't have any sleeves and your wearing sneakers; this is a black and white affair.'

'This is fashion I'm wearing a bow tie aren't I…and the shoes are black. They're slip in Vans so you won't be able to tell.'

'Second don't interrupt me and Naruto your shirt is unbutton and I can see your tank top underneath. You both look sloppy and uncoordinated. The only uniform thing about you two is you both want to wear fedoras and black shades on stage. Wtf that doesn't make any sense and you won't be able to see through the shades. And these aren't legging their slacks that I brought in to look like skinny jeans. Not leggings skinny jeans.'

'Wearing a hat is better than me wearing this stupid pony tail'. Naruto shakes his head.' Two your wearing shades so why can't we. Last but not least our fans love our style right Kiba?'

They high five and nod at each other in unison. Then face toward Deidara arm crossed both not going to budge. Deidara just sighed to frustrate to deal with their stupidity right now.

'Uh guys we need you to go ahead and warm up; you got about ten minutes until we go live.'

With that Naruto and Kiba exit the room. I look around we all look so elegant tonight; even the extras too. That was like their theme elegant but edgy. Like for example having heavy metal play in a classical restaurant. In a magazine interview they called Chelsea urban Blues Brothers. Since then it's always stuck with them and their cult following goes along with it. They have Shino and his band as their backup band. Their music is like half blues half new age trippy indie music. I know sounds funny but think of have Amy Whinehouse and MGMT. For the show they their doing 16 songs; so they'll do 4 songs and have a break in between possibly.

I look around to see if Hinata has gotten here yet but she still hasn't shown. I ignore it seeing how more of our friends are here already. Gaara spots me and pulls me over to have shots with him and Deidara. We speak about tonight's show and possibly going to the after party if we weren't already too drunk. Some of the fans even come up and have a drink with us. Then I look up and see Naruto sitting with his Sax in hand.

For the first song Naruto plays a Saxophone solo. He begins to play and everybody is calm and hypnotized by his playing. The drums kicks and everybody jumps and some even sing along to the lyrics. Their filming us live them live; their filming Naruto live doing what he loves. Right now nothing really matters but us being here to see this. Sure they may not be showing Chelsea the whole time during the awards show, but this being broadcast live in time square for all of New York to see. It's being streamed live by Chloe heads across the nation. This is magical and life is beautiful. It may seem strange that I'm getting so emotional about Naruto's big moment, but it just reminds me of my first movie premiere. Life couldn't get any better.

Times goes by through the night and some songs are fast and some are slow. Before we even got to this day Naruto asked for all his friends to be front and center, but he mainly wanted Sakura, Hinata, and me to be front row. Sakura and I are dancing up front singing along but still no Hinata. Girls are pulling on Naruto screaming some are even crying. It comes time for the break Naruto and Kiba have a couple minutes to relax before they do an interview. Naruto hopes off stage and tells me to meet him in the bathroom in 5. I head off to the bathroom before he gets there not wanting to be obvious. Chelsea does their interview talking about how happy they were to be here; how they wish everyone was here too and how they love the fans.

I look around at the cream walls with the striped boarders, at the checkered tile on the floor, at the huge Jacuzzi sized tub, I look around at everything. The bathroom is huge; we can have a second party in here on its own. Everything was all out in the suite.

-Knock, Knock- 'Sasuke.'

I turn around Naruto is walking toward me like he has many times in my fantasies. He gives me that goofy grin, a terrible strut, and wiggles his hips at the end. I genuinely give him a huge smile. He grabs my waist; I feel his breath against my neck as he searches my skin. Finally finding what he was looking for he starts to play with my ear. He chuckles against the base of my ear; I feel my body temperature hit its ultimate high. From the huskiness in his laughs to the touching of our skin, the whole situation is driving me wild. Tickling of my finger make me look up at him and look down. Finally he stops the playing of my fingers and opens his mouth to speak.

'Mais sérieusement.'

Usually he speaks to me in French it's when were having sex. I think he's prepping me for sex. That disgusting having sex in a bathroom. I'm an Uchiha I have more class than that.

'Naruto pas ici ont une certaine fierté.' His look oh confusion melts some of my anger about the situation.

'N étaient pas, je veux juste parler.'I'm relieved.

'Ok so what's to talk about?' Squeezing my hand he kisses me. He starts to move backward, I began to pull away but he pulls my hand to follow him. He pulls down to sit on the storage bench and sits me on his lap. Our lips stay locked a little longer but he pulls away. The kiss was soft but sweet not too much and not too little. I look at him wondering where the random act of affection was coming from.

'I just wanted to say thank you.'

'For?'

'For being here, for your support, for your everything. 'Butterflies flutter once again at his last words 'for your everything' I blush a little. Naruto must feel the same way because pink dusts his cheeks as well. My mind is racing and everything from earlier in the day comes back. The whiskers on his face I trace one with a bit of sorrow on my face; I try to hide it so I don't upset Naruto. There's a strong possibility he loves me but there's always the slight chance he doesn't. I crash my lips into his knowing no matter if he did or didn't this would make me feel good for the moment. Our lips are kissing; the kiss is passionate, hungry, and needy. Naruto is shocked by this raw emotion put into the kiss which makes me even my anxious. I lock my fingers around his neck and pull him closer dominating the situation at the moment. Naruto pushes me back against the edge crawling on top of me. I need this so I don't put up a fight. His hands start roaming from my waist to my hair one currently grabbing my butt and the other running his fingers through my head. I think he enjoys taunting me. I unbutton his shirt revealing the tank top underneath. I rip it revealing his chase your dreams tattoo. Shocked by my current aggression he squeezes my butt causing me to yelp into his neck. He starts to unbutton my shirt revealing my chest. We start kissing again he bites my lip to gain entrance our tongues wrestle once he's inside. Naruto eventually wins and we explore each other's mouth with his tongue almost down my throat. My chest moves in rapid speed up and down I place my hands under his shirt on his back massaging the arc and bottom half; he arches into my touch. This is one of his hotspots and he moans into my mouth. We break the kiss him wanting more and me needing. He licks up the shell of my ear then kisses my lobe. Butterfly kisses were places in a trail down my neck until he hit a spot above my collar, both my and his favorite. First he started placing kisses in the area but slowly he steps up to licking, sucking, and then biting the area. He knew what this does to me and he smirks into his actions. My eyes roll to the back of my head I decide to get revenge. I capture his lips to stops his next move and pull us up I break the kiss at the moment he doesn't know what to do, Naruto's face reads flustered and confused.

'What are you doing?'

I glare at him. 'Shut up.' I playfully slap his face and start going to work on his neck. The tension that was there before is gone. Naruto was too busy melting into the mark I was leaving on his neck. It was his turn to have quick breathing to fiercely blush, and moan my name. His neck was so sensitive and I got bored so I moved to his ear. Teasing him I blew into his ear then sunk my teeth in. Biting and pulling on his lobe while my fingers crawl down his chest. A moan is muffled into my hair and all I want to do is tease him at the moment. So next I grab his hair and make him look at me we peck, and I lick his nipple. He raises his pelvis and almost knocks me off his lap. We kiss again and its sloppy lips all over I tilt my head to deepen it. I remove myself and am about to reach down to play with his nipples.

'Naruto you in there?' I hop off him so fast and hide behind the spare wall. He turns his back to whoever to button up his shirt.

'Uh yea come in…' Can you say awkward?

I peek around the corner to see Kiba standing there.

'I don't want to know but fix yourself. The party still going but they need us back on stage.'

Naruto tucks his shirt and puts his hair back in the pony tail 'Eight more to go?'

Kiba nods 'Yea.'

'Alright let's do this man!' Naruto ruffles Kiba hair and they walk out smiling like idiots. I go to the dressing room in the bathroom and look at myself. My hair is all out of place, I'm pink and red in certain areas, and my clothes look like I was just in a bar fight. I pull a comb from by pocket and slick by hair back again. Then I fix my clothes I look like a mess. I pull up the website on my phone and logged in to the chats forums on the site. Everywhere in the world someone is watching them perform many people saying they wish they were here, how lucky they would be if they got an ounce of sweat. The site is so packed the internet crashes on my phone. Sure both Kiba and Naruto were very attractive but there are more fans that love them for their music than for their look.

There's a knock on the door and Sakura enters.

'Are you coming? The second song already started.' She turns and leave I quickly follow behind.

We make our way to the front trying our hardest to be polite doing it. Naruto tattoos are glissading from his sweat; him and Kiba giving it their all. Kibas' guitar solo comes up and Naruto moshes along with the crowd. He jumps up and down head bangs and the rubber band on his pony tail breaks. I heard Deidra's over dramatic gasp all the way in the back of the room; he goes along with it grabs his fedora off of Sakura's head and kisses her on the cheek. She blushes so hard I hold on to her in fear of her fainting. Sakura has probably been named enemy number one by many people in the crowd. Kiba still ripping on the guitar Naruto pulls out a cigarette and smokes it a little until he has to play. The crowd quickly eats it up him smoking and singing on stage. At the end of the last rift Kiba walks over and has him light his as well. No one could believe it the crowd and MTV crew goes crazy, but our friends don't were us to this kind of stuff. The next song is a fast up beat dance song so Naruto decides to pull me and Sakura on stage. All three of us dance together and he even let Sakura sing along with him into the microphone. We're young and living ours dreams; we're having so much fun Sakura doesn't mind when he dips me on stage.

Were all dancing having fun when the door suddenly opens. Everyone in the crowd, the band, and even the camera men turn to see who's coming in. Hinata sashes in with a white dress on that stops mid thigh showing how her legs go for mile. The dress is sleeve less with sequins from the bottom of the waist line to mid way with a turtle neck but looser. Her shoes were a pale soft purple color, pearls in her ear, her hair parted down the middle big and bombshell like and her lips were red. Hinata looked hot not even going to lie probably looking the hottest I've ever seen her. Everyone in the room practically undressing her with their eyes. Naruto turns around whisper something to the band. The band begins a slow song and Naruto and Hinata make eye contact.

'I would like to dedicate this song to someone very special to me.' Naruto begins to sing but steps off stage towards Hinata. She takes her cue and walks toward him too. We all just watch in awe at this movie moment between the two. People clear the path for both of them to walk through. At some point we all expect her to open her mouth and sing to but she just smiles and let's Naruto sing to her. I try not to be jealous but I can't help it and this is putting an even bigger wedge in my relationship with her. They finally meet and Naruto holds her grabs her waist and they head toward the stage. They get to the base Naruto grabs her by the waist and lift her up on stage. The Sax solo comes on Naruto grabs her chin and kisses her passionately In front of everyone. Hinata shocked because her blush is obvious, but they stay like this until Naruto comes in to sing. The song ends and they applause louder than they have all night. Naruto looks into the crowd grin so wide.

He speaks into the microphone 'That wasn't planned.' Everyone laughs it up and he goes along with it. The show goes on from here and Chelsea plays their last song. Kiba ad Naruto take a bow and they exit the stage. They mingle with fans and sign autographs, then their rushed off for an interview. I'm so proud of them and think it's time to tell him. The moment is great and I feeling pretty positive about everything at the moment. So I text Naruto to meet me in the bathroom when finished. I sit patiently on the counter and watch the interview on my phone. They interviewer talks about how unpredictable and wild the show was, how amazing it was, and how because they gave positive energy so did the crowd. Naruto and Kiba respond with how they couldn't do it without each other, Naruto didn't know if Hinata was still coming, and they spoke of their matching tattoo 'Chase your dreams' except there in different places. They both lift up heir shirt to show national television their tattoo, except the world was probably looking at their bodies. They look so cute with their shades and hats, and their signature grins. Then the interview ends and goes to commercial. The dressing room door opens and I look to see Naruto.

'Hey.'

'Hey.'

He pounces on me like a hungry wolf. He starts kissing me all over and gets what little lip stick on me. It's hard not to submit to his actions, but I must stop this we have to talk.

He sucks on my weak spot but I push him away. He looks at me in confusion and I button my shirt before answering.

'Naruto…we need to talk.' I'm too shy to look at him in the face so I pear at the ground.

'Um…sure.'

'Try not to interrupt okay?'

'Okay.'

'Naruto.-I take a deep breath-I love you and not in a brotherly term. I'm in love with you, and I wake up every day for you. I'd do anything for and I have. I've gone hungry so you could live your dreams, followed you to a school to be with you, came out to my parents, and I'm willing to do more. Naruto I need you to help me live for me to feel alive. We've been through so much together too from rehab, to scandals, until now when our lives are still a hot mess but moving up .I need you to feel complete and right now I'm pouring my soul out to you. This more than a school boy crush this is loves Hun, and I want it with you.'

I'm proud of myself I actually got words to come out. It was short yea but at least I spoke. I smile and look up but my happiness fades when I see his face. He looks disturbed and confused and I just pray he doesn't hate me.

'Say…something please.' I can already feel the tears ready to leak from my eyes.

He looks into my eyes, they read I'm sorry.'Sasuke I don't know what to say. I mean I have no idea where your feelings are coming from. I appreciate everything you've done for me but I can't return the feelings. Plus you and me could never be together.'

His words pierce so far through me it feels like I'm permanently pinned to the wall.

'You can't what?' I whisper.

He screams 'I can't love you.'

'Why is it my personality my looks, am I not smart enough for you, what's wrong with me?'

'You're a dude. A gorgeous one but a guy none the less.'

My eyes almost bug out their sockets with that being said' Naruto, when the fuck did you ever start caring what others though?'

'I don't give a fuck what anyone thinks. Just like how I'm not giving a fuck about this conversation. What are you going to do Sasuke hmm cut your dick off and we'll be together?'

'No don't be stupid dobe! How the fuck are you going to say nothing is between us we've had sex need I to remind you!'

At this point were screaming at each other to much emotion in the room. I hope everyone from here to China can hear us to expose him. How could he not care about this situation, about me?

'Do you not hear the shit your saying you sound crazy! I fucked you so what that doesn't many were together. I told you, you can have sex with any gender but you only fall in love with one. Obviously you're not the one. Plus me and Hinata are getting back together. Hello were you not there when we just kissed?'

Ouch he was really throwing dirt in my face right now. 'How can you not have some emotional connection with someone you had sex with? We're not talking about a one night stand; no we're talking about fucking someone over and over and over again. News flash Naruto you cheated on her with me, I love you so much I put me and my best friend's relationship to the wind. How can you live with yourself knowing that you pulled that shit?

He was red in the face and his eyes they like silted. 'You just said it yourself we fucked. You hear me Sasuke we FUCKED!' He's now in my face like he's about to hit me screaming spit all over my face. I fucked you I didn't have sex with you. So it was like a one night stand for me every time except I imagined you as someone else. Sasuke oh wait you want to know what didn't change some screaming whiny bitch under me chanting my name every time.' The tears were flowing down at rapid speed now. He saw this smirk in my face enjoying my pain. 'Also not my fault you fucked your best friends man Hun! How about you stop spreading your legs all around town Hoe!' He bucked up on me with the last word.

I couldn't be angry at this point. At this point I was livid and slightly remorseful. I wanted to punch anything with a pulse. I just wanted to scream until my head busted I wanted to die more than anything. Everything went white and my next move wasn't really planned. I pushed him into the wall.

'Ouch wtf Sasuke my head is bleeding.'

I stormed out the dressing room. 'Sorry hoes don't care about anything but dick.' How dare he call me a hoe when he's fucked everyone in this whole town .That's probably one of the reasons he was on television tonight. At this point people are banging on the door demanding to be let in. I don't give a fuck anymore about anything, what is life?

'What the fuck is your problem Sasuke Are you trying to make me bleed to death?'

I'm gone at this point I'm numb all I feel is heat. 'Do you love me?'

'No!'

'What if I died?'

'Yea…wait what?'

This is the calmest I've sound all night. 'Would you care if you kilt me?'

With that said remorse flashes for a second in the sky of his eyes but he becomes angry again. 'Your making no sense, what are you talking about, you sound crazy!

I walk away closer towards the door. He follows suite and I hear 'What are you doing', 'you'll never be loved acting this way', and I swear I even heard 'Sorry I can't.'

I turn toward him 'GET OUT NOW!'

He pulls away from me face turning blue. 'Who the fuck is you talking to?'

'…'

'I said who the fuck is you talking to?'

'I'm talking to you, you killer!' I hiss at him.

He obviously is taken back because for the first time in a long time he is silent. Silence surround us just him and I in this room starring at each other. His eyes reading confusion and worry, mines reading sorrow and regret. I rub away the rest of my tears before I grab his hand. I clutch the door handle and say my parting words.

'How does it feel to know you killed me?' I swing the door open and kiss him hard and rough. He is stunned but kisses back like a farewell kiss. I finally bite hard on his lip dragging it with me as I pull away. I pull away with this smirk of satisfaction when I see I busted his lip. Blood drains down his chin and some trickles on his shirt. I've finally won one. I guess you can say I rest in peace knowing all of this was caught on national television, broadcasted live in time square. You don't love me? Naruto I'll expose you for what you really are.

I'm last seen smirking and waving goodbye for my last performance. I text Naruto's phone as forward saying Sasuke Uchiha is dead. I stroll over to the window enjoying my last breaths as I light a cigarette. Mhmm mhmm life is good. I smirk at my shit filled comment. I sit on the window frame looking down at all of New York, New York; I wink at her blowing kisses goodbye. I turn backwards, hang upside down, snort a little coke before I leave, and I jump. I jump like people do in bed commercials. I jump into the cold comfortable arms of death and smile. It's a long fall but I can feel my soul leaving me so I think my last thoughts. I think about Hinata and I feel sorry for doing what I did, I think of Sakura and feel happy because now she has a better chance with Naruto, I think of my friends and feel I'll see them on the other side some day, I think of my career it was short and sweet but I'll be known as the greatest actor of our generation; plus what other 20 something you know is nominated for a Oscar, I think of Itachi and I hope he isn't too hurt by my action, I think of my parents and I think fuck them, and finally I think of Naruto, how could I love you so much but grown to hate you?

I'm falling and it's not happening quick enough. I'm falling and I feel the goose bumps appear. What am I in love with death? I snort at this. I'm falling and I think one more thing… Life she's a bitch.

(Sasuke's POV)

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

I'm falling I'm falling I'm getting ahead of myself in the 's go back a couple of years shall we?

Name: Sasuke Uchiha

Age: 18

Origin: California but I'm of Japanese and European descent.

Style: Rock and roll chic

I was born into a nontraditional family Japanese family. My friends joke that I was literally born with a silver spoon in my mouth, and that my blood runs blue. Ha ha not funny and I really can't help if it's true. Blame my parent it's my dad's fault. He was at a point in time a famous rock star. He also lived the typical wild rock star life drugs, booze, women. Then he found the light of god walked into it, and he has never looked back since. So now in current time he is a catholic priest and we attend church every…single….Sunday. My mother on the other the hand she is an interior decorator…. So were pretty much living the high life in New York. But no matter how high were in life, he would not accept the fact that I Sasuke Uchiha is gay. My dad if he knew he would say my soul would burn in the pits of hell for eternity, my mom not so sure what her thoughts would be. I do know her thoughts are his thoughts and his thoughts are bad. Even though the fact that my eldest brother and cousin are flaming gay, they sweep it under the rug and in seconds it's gone. No not I because I must live up to Itachi and I know I'll never reach. In time I've accepted that, when my dad will I don't know.

Summer is coming to a wrap well basically over because school starts to tomorrow and I'm not ready. I go to school Konohagakure High the school for tech, arts, just plain stupid. By just plain stupid I mean the whole population who bought their way in, and those of us with talent. By buying I mean the school is in an upper class neighborhood, were parents send their snobby upper class children to attend, you probably think I have no room to talk. But I can talk because I have talent. I'm an actor and probably the best of our generation, I'm not cocky it's called confidence. That's what I mean by talent as well there are those that don't live in the neighborhood get in with talent, and only the best of the best and he is one of them.

"Beep, beep, beep!"

"Sasuke-chan wakes up."

With the alarm blaring I smacked it off the desk, I'm not a morning person.

"What time is it?" 6:25 "God!"

"Don't use the Lord's name in vain Sasuke now up" Fugaku demanded as he banged harshly on the door. Having no problem with knocking it off the hinges for education.

Sasuke couldn't help but roll his eyes at the statement. Good old dad.

8/10/09

This year is going to be off it I can feel it. You'd think waking up the morning of your senior year you'd be excited. I'm excited for the last day to get out of here. I hurry so that I can get to my theater class before anyone else. Before I hope in the shower I pick a pair of boxer, my black skinnies, black Docs, a dark blue sleeveless shirt, and a pair of boxers.

(10 minutes later)

-Sigh- Breathing in and out as I gargual and attempt to style my hair. Some say it looks like a ducks ass I say it's original.

"Do you hear me crying tears like dia-." -Spit-

"Hello?"

"Where are you?"

"On my way why ?"

"Cause I want to get a good seat in homeroom."

"I'll be there shortly, chill Neji."

"I'll see you soon."

"Bye."

-Click-

I race down the stairs hopeful to grab some coffee. As soon I enter I see my mother making breakfast. I make my approach and kiss her and I can feel her dimple underneath my lip. I then reach and grab the nearest cup and pour myself some.

"Sasuke sit and have some breakfast." cheerily she says

-Sip- "Can't want to get there early. Plus I'm picking Neji up so can I get the keys?"

She smiled "Sure take the Rover."

"Bye mom."

"Goodbye sweetheart." she chirped

(17 minutes later)

"Good morning Sasuke."

"Hey Neji."

The rest of the car ride was silent because both of us were defiantly not morning people, so talking was kept to a minimum. After 20 minutes we finally arrived at school I parked around back not wanting the groupies to spot me.

When I arrived to first period I spotted Professor Kurenai and walked towards her to give my greetings.

"Sasuke how are you, how was your summer?"

"It was great checked out a couple schools, and did a couple productions. And how are you Professor Kurenai?"

"Oh that's great because there's a school production coming soon, and I think you'd be great for the lead."

"Yes I will defiantly look into it." I smile at her and she returns the smile and walks away.

-Click- -Click- -Click-

Here comes Gaara..

How do I know it's Gaara? I know because the clicking are heels and he is the only guy at KHS who dares to wear women's wear. Is Gaara gay yes very, buy he's comfortable and that's all that matters really. I look to see if I can spot the sound and there he is red heels and eye linear. Two things that Gaara could never live without.

"Sasuke" he says flatly

"Gaara...how are?" my eyes follow the students piling in.

" I'm tired...but seeing Deidara will make me feel a lot better." he purred

I crawled in my skin a little but played it off "Cool"

"Let's get to our seats announcement should start soon."

And as if they were listening in the office the PA Blasted.

"Good morning Konoha Gators!" "Welcome back to a long awaited school year, please stand for the pledge of allegiance."

At least they didn't have Tsunade do it this time she sounds as happy to be here as the rest of us.

"You may be seated for the moment of silence."

Everyone sat and there was a silence and in the silence is what sparked the opportunity for the slackers to sleep, for people to text, and other things that weren't suppose to do in the moment of silence. I look around and I'm already bored with this place.

Kurenai took her eyes from the ceiling to us "Well class what they didn't mention is we're going be doing auditions for a play well musical in the next couple weeks. So those that are interested please sign up in the hall outside."

"Alright let's get started..."Kurenai's voice faded into the background and as Gaara leaned over and that instantly caught my attention.

"You signing up?" he whispered

"Of course, are you?" I looked at him waiting for his answer.

"Of course." he smirked and we continued to smile at each other as class went on. Gaara and I have always been in competition but it's never got in the way of our friendship. Gaara has been my best friend since I can remember and nothing will ever stop that.

(Two weeks later)

"Welcome everyone...please sign in and take a number" Kurenai smiled at all the hopeful faces in the room. I look over to Gaara only to see him looking emotionless as ever, and all snuggled up against Deidara. Sometimes I see them together and I grow green with envy because I want somebody to love as well. There's only a select few that I love in this world but I couldn't be with them in a relationship. At the same time I feel like no one is ever good enough because they all want something. While feeling envy I also feel relieved because the pressures of having a boyfriend would just slow down my career and that's what I'm focused on right now.

"SASUKE!" I whip around so fast.

".."

"They need us on stage." Gaara says gaining his composure once again. We rush to the stage but have to wait because equipment for the band is being set up.

"Go boys just be careful" Kurenai says from the bottom of the stage. We walk right into center stage because it seems pretty clear. I look up at Gaara he gives me the signal to continue. I open my mouth and...

Boom

I'm in the chest but also hit with the smell of citrus.. Who is this idiot on top of me? From a distance there we look to be in an awkward position. Cheers, hoot, and hollering could be heard in the background

"Shit man are you ok?" a concerned voice says just completely ignore everyone else. I then feel his hand grab mind.

"What...the...f-."Mid sentence I just stop because when I open my eyes I see the most gorgeous eyes. His eyes they were deep and blue as the ocean . I've melted right then and there. He was scratching the back of his head and smiling nervously, his smile radiated, his hair was golden like the sun and long to past his chin (like Minato's), and skin was personally kissed by the sun herself. He was the total and absolute opposite of me. American looking blonde hair blues, I black hair black eyes. He was perfect like a Greek god, a god who just smacked me in the head. Ouch my head; I close my eyes for a secound and think.

Who are you stranger?

Author's Note: Awesome I know right :)! Yes I know very much indeed. You know what it was so awesome your going to come back and read again. It was so amazing your going to read again and your going to review too. Am I right am I right? Ok your so cute tell your friends bye bye^^.