HardyKat asked: Roman has feelings for Seth, but he wasn't sure if Seth felt the same way. He finally confesses his feelings. He finds out that Seth had feelings for him too. They become intimate with one another for the first time.
He watched as Seth flipped through his new comic book, his light brown eyes shining as he looked through the pages. They were both at a diner, the two friends came there directly after Seth dragged Roman to the comic book shop. Roman wasn't as big of a fan of comics as Seth was, but he went because he knew Seth liked him there. Besides, it was hard to say no to the brunette, his hazel eyes would twinkle at Roman and he would eventually just give in. Not like he was fighting it anyway.
Whatever Seth wanted, Seth got.
"Are you just going to read that and not say anything to me?" Roman asked as he sipped on his milkshake. Seth was ignoring him of course. He was still too deeply wound in fictional characters to even hear Roman. "I guess i got my answer." Roman looked out the window, his gray eyes scanned the cityscape until he saw his friend Dean walk pass with his new girlfriend, Alicia. They were holding hands, kissing softly as they laughed, being all cute together. Apart of Roman wishes he had that. It's just that the person he wanted it with, happened to be his best friend, the same boy who was ignoring him for a comic book right now.
Roman realized he had feelings for Seth when they first had a sleepover at his house. Of course, they played video games and stuff, but that night when Roman's window wouldn't close all the way due to Roman breaking the lock on it, Seth told him he was super cold thanks to the budding fall breeze. Roman contemplated on exactly what to do, before he finally got enough courage to ask Seth if he wanted to lay in his arms, even though Seth knew he could have said no, that it would be weird between them, surprisingly Seth said yes.
Roman had spent the entire night holding him. With Seth in his arms things felt so right. His smaller frame fit so perfectly against Roman's bigger one. Seth didn't even mind it when his back was to Roman and Roman's big hands were wrapped around his waist. It was such a strange feeling, but it didn't feel wrong, it felt good. Seth felt.. good.
Roman started blushing as he thought about that night, he was thankful Seth couldn't see his face right now, because then the brunette would definitely notice the red that stained Roman's cheeks. He looked at him now, Seth was almost done with his comic. Roman wanted to fist pump to small victory because that meant he finally was going to finally get all of Seth's attention.
He must've been looking at him for too long because now Seth was staring at Roman, his face showed a confused expression. "Rome? You okay?" Seth smiled, softly grazing his hand over the samoan's.
"Yeah, sorry i was umm.. just thinking."
"About?" Seth asked, his hand now sliding into Roman's. It wasn't something that best friends did, especially when they were the same sex, but it didn't stop Roman from lacing their fingers together, squeezing Seth's lightly.
"I umm.." Roman blushed again, his tongue swiped over his own bottom lip as hazel eyes stared daggers into into own. He started to wonder now if Seth knew about how piercing his gaze was.
"Just about that time we had a sleepover and it was really cold cause i broke the window, and we ended up.."
"Cuddling." Seth finished Roman's sentence, and Roman now noticed his hand pulling away. Maybe he shouldn't of brought it up?
"Yeah it's no big deal." Roman played it off, "Sorry i was just thinking about it." Roman sipped the rest of his milkshake looking down, he knew he fucked up, but sometimes he just felt like telling Seth everything. He sometimes felt like spilling his entire guts to him and then just kissing his stupidly perfect lips. Even if Seth never wanted to talk to him again, he wouldn't be able to shy away from how Roman felt. It would be in the air, Roman couldn't take it back then.
"Rome. It's okay, it's just you know, that night was weird. Us cuddling, was... weird." Seth looked at him to see if he agreed.
"Why was it weird? Cause we're both men.. or because of something else?" Roman asked back. He could see Seth gulp, and his mouth open and close as he tried to retort. But he didn't say anything back, at not for a while. Roman could tell the conversation went south as soon as he opened his big mouth.
"I wanna go home." Was his best friends reply. That was Seth's way of telling him he was uncomfortable. Since Roman drove them, he had no choice but to nod, pay for his shake and lead Seth out to where he parked.
They drove in silence for awhile, Seth didn't even fiddle with the radio tuner like he usually does when he rides with Roman. He was dead silent, eyes stuck on whatever was happening outside. Roman hated this, it was all his fault. Fuck. He gripped the steering wheel hard, and made a sharp left, parking a few blocks away from Seth's house.
"Roman what gives dude?" Seth asked confused. He finally looked at him and Roman could feel himself almost melt when Seth's chocolate eyes fell on him once again.
Roman unbuckled his seatbelt, and turned to fully face him now. "I don't want things to be weird between us."
"It isn't."
"It is." Roman spat back, "and even though i may lose you as a friend i can't keep bottling this up.." Roman looked at Seth, it was like Seth already knew what he was going to say. His face gave off a pained expression, one that was begging Roman not to do this. But Roman's heart wasn't listening.
"Seth... I think i have feelings for you-"
"Rome please." Seth begged him.
"No, please don't interrupt me, i do, i have feelings for you and.. and i don't particularly know how to stay quiet about them anymore. I'm not smart enough to keep my mouth shut. I'm dumb enough to tell you that i think about kissing you. I think about you kissing me back, i think about how it feels with your body against mine and when we hold hands i feel.. I can't even describe it, Seth. I know you probably don't want me back, and that's fine it's just i can't... I won't keep this to myself anymore."
He saw tears immediately falling out of Seth's eyes. He did it. He fucked up. He never meant to make Seth cry and there he was, crying his eyes out because Roman had the nerve to explode him with feelings. He heard Seth sniffle, then practically bust open the passengers side door before he broke into a run home.
Roman watched Seth go and he thought about chasing him, but there was no good that it would do. He ruined it. Their friendship was most likely done because of Roman. He looked down and saw that Seth left his brand new comic book in his car. Roman picked it up and cradled it to his chest. It was the last thing of Seth's he probably was ever going to have. He decided to keep it. It's not like Seth would want it back anyway.
Even though he didn't have Seth anymore, he had a piece of him, and that was definitely okay with Roman.
"Wanna go out tonight? Me and Alicia are going to the movies but if you wanted to tag along you could dude!" Roman's best friend and platonic life partner Dean was on the phone with him, Roman never kept anything from Dean so naturally Dean knew all about him and Seth. He was trying to cheer Roman up but it really wasn't working.
"Nah like i said I'm going to be okay, i know that it's been about a week since we've spoken. But I don't regret what i told him. I miss him, a lot but he just needs space, and that's what I'm giving him."
"What if he doesn't need space and he really doesn't want to talk to you anymore?" There goes Dean asking the honest questions.
"He's my best friend, Dean. I don't know what i would do if he never spoke to me again."
Dean was silent for a second, "I guess. Hey how about i come over after my date and we can hang?"
Roman smiled, Dean was so caring. He heard his doorbell ring, and Roman rose an eyebrow, "Sounds great. Hey I'm going to get the door cause I'm home alone, I'll see you later dude." Roman hung up and headed downstairs, he looked at the clock on the wall, it was already 9pm. He was starting to get suspicious of who could possibly be at the door at this time. He yanked it open, his smile from the conversation with Dean soon fading as he saw Seth standing there. "Seth?.. Um, hi?" Roman says softly.
"Hi." Seth said back, "Can i come in?" Roman nodded immediately and moved to open the door fully for him.
The walked upstairs to his room, and Roman closed the door behind them. Seth stood awkwardly, shuffling back and forth on his heel.
"So what's up?" Roman asked.
"I just umm.. I.." Seth stuttered for a second. "I left my new comic book in your car the other night and i was hoping you found it?"
"Umm.. sure." Roman went into his upper right drawer, and took out the comic book. It was in perfect condition still. Seth would've guessed that Roman would have torn it apart by now. Then again, he knew Roman wasn't that petty. Roman handed it to him, even though he was planning on keeping it, he realized that maybe taking your best friends stuff hostage wasn't a good idea anyway. "Is that all you need?"
"Umm..yeah." Seth said, his eyes still refusing to meet Roman's. Roman walked him to his room door, and was going to open it, but Seth stopped his hand, and leaned against it, turning to look at Roman now. Their eyes connected, and Roman could've sworn he saw Seth bite his lip. Maybe he was just imagining it.
"Rome?" Seth asked, watching as Roman slowly closed the distance between them.
"Don't." Is all Roman said back as he leaned down and placed his lips onto Seth's. He was waiting for Seth to punch him, or pull away, instead the shorter boy just waited. Roman wrapped his arm around Seth's slim waist and then started kissing him. Seth was so inviting, he immediately started pecking his lips back, before he felt Roman deepen it. It was passionate, hungry, open mouthed kisses that made Seth ridiculously hard in seconds. He wanted Roman to touch him, he wanted Roman period. But he was afraid, what if people judged Roman? Or him? The answer slipped off his lips as the comic book dropped. He felt Roman pick him up and Seth blushed as he got carried to Roman's bed.
Roman laid him down across the pillows and got in between Seth's legs. He unbuckled his belt, sliding it off, then tried to pull down Seth's ultra tight jeans. "Shit, Seth how do you not chafe in these?" Roman laughed.
"It's a way of life." Was Seth's happy response. Roman laughed but finally got them off, then he stood, taking off his sweatpants. Seth propped himself up to watch, seeing everything Roman had to offer in his briefs. He was hiding something big and fat in those underwear, it aroused Seth and he didn't even know why. Roman kneeled on the bed, getting in between Seth's legs once more. He pressed himself onto the smaller man, feeling their dicks rub against each other's softly. Roman looked down at him, seeing Seth smile was something he wanted to remember always, and this particular smile was because of him. He was smiling because Roman was making him smile. That thought alone was making Roman hard.
"Rome, i want you to know, i ran because i had feelings for you too. I really don't know how to deal with them either. I thought if i came here you'd shout at me and tell me you never wanted to see me again. But it was worth the risk, i couldn't handle not seeing you for yet another day." Seth's hands caressed Roman's arms, he pulled on his shirt and of course Roman happily took it off, letting Seth see his big body hovering above him. Roman didn't feel like talking much right now, he started unbuttoning Seth's shirt then he tore it off his shoulders. Seth was mostly hairless, he had nice defined abs and his hip bone was to die for. Roman was scared to see what else he could offer him, but at the same time he was excited for things to come. "I want you." He heard Seth say, Roman couldn't help but oblige. After all, what Seth wanted, Seth got.
"Ro?" Dean came into Roman's house like it was nothing, Roman had told him long ago where his parents hid their spare key. Dean walked up the stairs to Roman's room, because the house was surprisingly quiet and that was scaring him. He turned the knob on Roman's door and Dean's eyes caught a sight he never thought he would see.
Roman and Seth were underneath Roman's blanket, making out while they were giving each other handjobs, or at least trying. Dean really didn't see anything except their tongues moving in and out of each other's mouth, and the fragments of their hands moving rapidly under the sheets. "Fuck, Rome I'm coming!" Dean heard Seth scream and eventually he heard Roman say the same thing. They kept going until it looked like they were both worn out. Roman fell right on top of him, then laughed as he kissed Seth again. The brunette just fell into each kiss, wrapping an arm around Roman's neck. Neither of them realized Dean was standing there.
"So i guess you two made up, huh?" Dean laughed causing both boys to look at him.
"DEAN!" Roman screamed, "Get out!" he yelled as he tossed a shoe at his best friends head.
A/N: Well there you have it! First one shot, done. If you want too, you can send me prompts to my tumblr, which is linked to my profile. Remember this is Rolleigns so that means no threesomes as hot as that is. Kinks are welcomed but will also depend on if i can see it in my mind or not. Smut is also welcomed too. Anyway i hope i get prompts! - Melle