Standing outside the woolpack I take a deep breath my lungs filling with air as I put the cigarette I was previously smoking out I take a quick glance around before walking inside worried about the reception I am going to receive.

As soon as I walk in I realise I shouldn't of being worried about the reception because my mom runs over to me wrapping her arms around me kissing my forehead to which I wipe at trying to get rid of the lipstick stain before I look down at her with a warm smile.

"Hey Mom " I mime out loud before dropping my shoulder bag I was carrying on the floor and giving her a hug back not as strong but still a hug nonetheless " I missed you , sorry I never phoned to tell you I was coming back it was all spare of the moment me and ED split up and I had nowhere to go " I sigh before looking down.

"Oh baby you know your always welcome back we all missed you so much" she said as she nodded over to the rest of the dingles clan who were now making their way over much to my annoyance.

Once I spoke to a few off the dingles and got my job back from Cain I walked upstairs the jet lag getting to me as I lay on my old bed looking to the celling I quickly glance to my phone on the bedside table I look at an unread text from ED " I miss you" I mean the cheek of it I laugh as I shut my phone how dare he cheat on me then think he has the right to tell me that he misses me.

I quickly fall asleep my dream consisted of something that it shouldn't and I was mentally slapping myself thoroughly for even having such a dream I wake up my palms sweating and my face beetroot red looking down I see another new text from ED to which I ignore it before looking up I see my gallery I go into it which just reminds me off what I am missing and just how much I am missing it I see a picture from holiday 2 years ago off me and Jackson it brings tears to my eyes as I sigh looking down slamming my phone back against the table.