''And eventually...I've decided I should leave'' these words were still in Meredith's head. The words of her soulmate. After all bad thing that happend to them she decide to leave. And propably never come back. It wasn't surprising. Cristina always was kinda afraid of life but she never show it. If Mer could, I believe she would escape from this mess with her. But she can't. Here she has job, husband and her lovely kids. So there's no way she will drop this and follow her sister. 'Im sorry, but this is my decision' she said with tears in her eyes. looking to Meredith's eyes was too hard for her.
'But...What is the problem? Why exactly you want to leave this place. And me.' she asked. 'Look, I know this will be hard for both of us but we can do it, okay? You're strong, you're brave, you're my sister. So that means...You can do it.' she replied and leave the room.
She sat on the floor and burst into tears. She looked at her locker and suddenly she remembered her firts day at Seatlle Grace. Yang thought she won't get along with anyone cause she didn't come here for making friendships. But Meredith was different. At firts she wanted to meet her just because she was daughter of Ellis Grey - one of cristina's heroes. when they met, they know they're soulmates. they're one soul in one body.
And nothing can change that. Cristina thought of Burke, Geogre, Izzy, Teddy, Callie, Bailey and even Mousey. Yes, Mousey was good. She was crazy, weird but she was good and Yang liked her. ''Hey, I heard you're going away. Can I just...? Listen Cristina you can't just leave us like that...We need you. Hospital need you. These people and their hearts need you.'' Alex told her when he saw her sitting on the floor. 'Alex...I don't see any reason to stay at this hospital anymore. Meredith has her own life and her kids and she barely speak to me. Owen...Owen has Emma and and and...
and she'll probably give him kids. A new cardio' appear here soon..So.. I'm useless here.'' Karev took her hand, looked in her teared, korean eyes and said 'No. Cristina Yang isn't useless. Nobody can tell that. you're the best. But hey, I understand your decision, okay? If you seriously want to move to somewhere else, where there's peace and there's no bombs, no plane crash, no shooter in the OR - go on. I can't stop you, right?'' he said and on her face appeared a little smile. Tears on her face dried and there were just shadows of them.
'But you know that I'll visit you to drink a beer with ya? And I don't care if you'll move to Africa or Norway or somewhere further.
I still will go there' She laughed a little bit. ''Me too.'' Cristina saw Meredith standing behind her. Her face was in tears. ''Me too, Cristina. Me too.''