"I'm coming home, I'm coming home, tell the world I'm coming home, let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday, I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes, I'm coming home, I'm coming home, tell the world I'm coming… home…"
– Excerpt from 'Coming home' by Diddy Dirty money
Kish's POV
So my world had been restored, our mission finished, and we were going back to our homes, when we got back to the station for ships and got out, we were surrounded by people, congratulating us, thanking us, and basically just being happy. I went through this all this feeling numb, the noise and fanfare didn't reach me, so though I was going through it all, I was more or less not really there.
Finally everyone had gone away; I breathed a sigh of relief it was too much
"Guys, are you sure that coming back here was the best thing to do?" I asked hoping one would answer 'no we should go back' but, no such luck as they turned to stare at me like I had lost my mind, Pai spoke gently, a rare thing for him as he usually spoke with the essence of… stone, he really must think I've lost it.
"Kish, are you feeling alright? Of course we're coming back here, it's our home, you can't just mop because you're missing that girl or because you don't like the attention, besides last time I checked you loved attention." I shook my head slowly
"This is not where I want to be" I answered; Tart looked sympathetic to my case
"Pai, have you ever heard the expression 'home is where the heart is' well, I think that a part of Kish, still needs to get home" I could see that he too was suffering being away from his loved one
"You guys are crazy, we went to all that trouble, our planet, our home, has finally been restored and you're acting like you wish it hadn't" but there was a slight hesitation in his voice; he too missed somebody. It was getting late
"It's getting late, I think I'll go to my house now." I left them, teleporting out quietly, the still awing feeling of that came to me, with the feeling of my brain getting there before my body, and then finally seeing things, in a whole different place from the last, it was amazing.
My house was empty, no family here now, they were all dead from the time of our planet's apocalypse, but standing here in my bedroom, in the place that had been my home, in the time of the renewal I felt more lonely than ever,
"I wonder… would it kill me to try to teleport from here to earth?" I asked aloud, having every intention to try it no matter the consequences
"It will" said Pai; teleporting in
"Damn, Pai, what are doing here?" I wanted to curse more that he'd stopped me, but then he'd never leave me alone.
"I saw the look on your face. Do you think that I am so insensitive as to not know what you were up to?"
"Well, I don't really think that I should answer that bro, I mean you're always like this" I stopped speaking and put my face to look real grumpy
"I am not!" he protested, I smirked, being me I was able to get some sort of emotion from everyone, I sighed heavily though not always the ones I wanted, I thought of Ichigo of her beautiful smiling face, and that time when she hadn't seen me, where her hair had blew softly away from her face into the sun emphasizing the colours in her face, her melty chocolate brown eyes and strawberry pink hair… I sighed again though in pleasure this time, remembering her soft beautiful face. Pai noticed me once more
"Kisshu, sometimes you have to leave some one that you think you love, it is for the better, besides, we're home now, aren't you happy?" he was using my full name, symbolizing his seriousness in the matter.
"But Pai, I don't think I love her, I know I love her, I thought you liked that green one, and the purple one." He looked humiliated for a moment, but only for one moment, even my 'charms' couldn't keep him animated.
"Kisshu, get serious, we can't and won't love those aliens, the humans, are something completely different, and if that weren't bad enough you have to love one of the only five that are the most forbidden, actually I think she is the most forbidden as she is the leader of them, is she not?" screw him, I still loved her no matter what the 'know-it-all' thought. But for the while, I was stuck here, what good was it to go and die in the middle of nowhere in attempt to get to the one I loved most? I mean that way I wouldn't even get a glimpse!
"You know what Pai, whatever, you can't stop me forever." I told him walking up the steps into my room, he couldn't stop me forever, so now, I was going to work to find a way to get back to earth.
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I have told no one that I was writing this, I usually tell all my friends what I'm writing, but I stayed silent on this one… why? I don't know why. please review!