It was this kind of weather again. I hate it when it is this kind of weather but I guess this is a part of nature that I have to deal with even if I don't want to. It was raining super hard and I really didn't want to go to school, walking through this.
But it is not that I can skip school because of the weather not being to my liking, I can't change it . How much I try to I just cant. So with a big sigh I grabbed my umbrella that was next to the front door and exited the house. I closed the door behing me and started walking to the corner of the street.
I don't like standing there waiting, especially with this kind of weather. Not only this weather but also when it is super hot or when it starts to freeze it is super annoying to stand here and just wait.
But I understand that I have to carpool to get to my high school. It is to far away from home to walk to and since I live with my grandmother who is very ill right now she would not be able to get me to school, so this is the only way to actually get there.
After ten very long minutes my ride to school finally arrived and that was good since if I had to stand there much longer I am sure I would have been soked. I am complaining to much today, I don't know why though. It just seemed to happen in my train of thoughts today.
My train of toughts seems to be a rahter negative. Well they have been of quite a while now. It started a few months ago when I bumped into some weird group of guys a few streets away from where my house is. They didn't let me pas and asked me rather odd questions while I was trying to get past them. After a while they just left which I found pretty strange but I assumed that they were doing some kind of questionnaire and really wanted me to complete it.
After the whole thing I felt a stinging pain in my right upper arm. It dissapeard a few minutes later so I didn't pay to much attention to that pain. It didn't seem that important to me. Though everytime ever since I can find myself ending up in a negative train of thoughts and I don't know why
I may want to have that checked out before it gets worse and that some out bad things will happen because of it
"Hey Tadase, are you okay?" I suddenly hear someone calling me. Was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice my friend Nagihiko tapping on my shoulder from where he was sitting in the car that stood parked in front of me.
To add to the things that I didn't notice is the fact that I was able to tell that I wasn't holding my umbrella correctly anymore and was getting soked but the rain that fell down from the sky. That was because when I wasn't paying attention and didn't hold my umbrella right.
I simply nodded as an answer to the question I was asked by my purple haired friend. Though I think the time it took me to give him this short answer was way to long since his expression grew more worried.
"Are you sure that you are okay, Tadase?" He asked sounding way more worried than he had before. "Yeah yeah I am fine Nagihiko, I just have an off day today. My grandmother's condition has become worse again."
Nagihiko nodded in understanding, He knows that my grandmother is a very important person to me, so me acting off because something like that was something that is very normal.
Yaya smiled lightly. "She will be okay Tadase, don't worry to much about it. She wouldn't want you to bad so sad about it. You said that she likes it when you smile so for her you have to try to smile, maybe it will make her feel a little better."
She was right I had to cheer up for her. Yaya sure has grown up a lot in the past year even though she said she never would. I guess it is because she is now a big sister and that she wants to be a good example for her little brother
When the car starts again to start driving again, one of my favorite songs comes on the radio. Lucky for me the number just started and when we drove up, I hummed along with the song that was on. I couldn't help it. It just happens and I can't hold it back.
"Hey Tadase if you want to sing along you can you know? We don't mind at all if you do."
I heard Nagihiko say when he turned to look at me. I was sitting in the back while he was sitting in the front.
Well he didn't have to tell it to tell me that twice. When I heard the start of the next line and started singing along with the lyrics of the song. Instead of feeling good when I started singing. My chest started to feel slightly heavy all of a sudden.
A little later the song finished. I found it sad but somewhere in my heart I was also happy that the song had ended since the heavy feeling finally dissapeared after I stopped singing. I just hope that the others didn't really notice it in the tone of my voice while I was singing.
"That was great Tadase~" I heard Yaya say, she was sitting next to me so I could hear her loud and clear. For Nagihiko reaction I had to look in front of me since the only reaction I got was a nod as an agreement to what Yaya said.
I smiled warmly. They didn't notice anything of and I am happy about that, very very happy to say the least. "Thank you Yuiki-san." I said to thank the girl next to me for complimenting my singing.
I saw Pepe and Rythm sitting in front of the car talking to each other. It seemed like they were having a lot of fun. Seeing them made me wonder about my character Kiseki who I haven't seen much or almost not in the past few weeks.
I wonder what is going on with the little guy. I don't know if I have done something that would have upset him in any way. As far as I remember, there hasn't happend anything that could have pissed of the little king.
I picked his egg out of my school bag to see if I would be able to make him come out of him egg if he has someone to boss around. Which from the many years I have spend with the purple haired chara has become clear that that is the thing he enjoys doing the most.
Something caught my attention when I looked at Kiseki's egg. It looked slightly darker than it normally does. The egg didn't have it's usual light blue shade, most of the time it is baby blue. Now it is a darker shade of blue and it looks a little dirty instead of the usual clean appearance.
Maybe it is just because of the lighting. It is rather dark outside..maybe that is why it looks like this.
It is just looking at his egg in this state makes the weird feeling in my chest appear again. Maybe this is a sign for some bad that is going to happen.
