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In Hiro's POV.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation.
Love. It seems so simple. It's a dictionary definition. A lie. Something to give the unfaithful hope in this world. A piece of trash. Stupid. That's what some people say. And the real definition seems obvious to all, because it's what everyone is saying.
But that's not true. Once you're exposed to love, you'll never be the same again. And you might regret even falling in love, and you could say it's stupid because it didn't work out for you. And if your heart is broken, you claim that love is merely a lie for the crazy. But then all of us are crazy, aren't we? We all fall in love, we all hope for our feelings of affection to be mutual. It's human nature.
But don't think that it's as simple as that. No, no, no. It's beyond human nature, beyond descriptions of any sort. It's an emotion that no one can portray correctly, because no one completely understands it, the only one with that special characteristic. Even I don't understand love. How can you describe something you don't even relatively understand and that is beyond your control? It's impossible. You can't prove me wrong on that one.
Yet you know when you're in love, and it makes you feel like you're floating. But it can come back to bite you, and let you fall into a hole of darkness. It's reality, bittersweet.
We continue to love, even though some forget to show it, or deny it. Because no matter how many times it hurts you, you still come crawling back, because love is that beautiful, and deadly. We don't choose who we fall for, which is probably the deadliest part of it. Love chooses us, whether we like it or not, and we're forced to love.
But when you smile at the one you love, and the object of your affection smiles back, you forget all the pain it costs you. Logic is lost, and it's no longer useable. It's trash, because love has no real logic.
That is love, in the loosest definition. Coming from one who is plagued by dreams of love that is unrequited. But I continue to love, because, as I said before, it's such a magical feeling, isn't it? Yes, it is indeed.
Shuichi… I love you so much, more than you'll ever know, no matter how much it hurts to do so…