JAKE'S POV
These last months have been pretty hard for all of the wolves, I suppose they have been hard for the bloodsuckers too, but what do I care. Victoria, one of the 'bad' vamps as Bella called them, had created an army of vicious young ones. They had all come to Forks to get revenge on the Cullens, Edward more then the others. The pack had joined them in fighting, and of course we had won.
I hadn't actually participated in the fight, Bella wanted me and her beloved leech to stay with her. God knows why I always do what she wants, it's only going to make it worse when she goes off and marries him. I managed to get a kiss out of the deal though, and I think she liked it too. I thought maybe that would change her mind, but of course it didn't.
Then came that damn wedding invitation. I couldn't take the pain of it anymore, and I ran away in my wolf form. That was one place I could escape the pain. I spent months in my wolf form, running until I grew hungry. I roamed all through Canada and the United States. I finally decided to go back home. I didn't know it was the wedding day until I showed up at my dad's house in La Push. He seemed happy that I was home, and asked me if I knew what day it was. Of course, I didn't, and then he told me. I almost phased there and ran again, but I didn't. Something made me want to go to the wedding, but I knew how much pain it would cause me.
I finally decided to go, but not to attend the actual ceremony. When I arrived, closely followed by some of the others. Sam and Quil were the only ones actually. I got in a couple of dances with Bella before she mentioned a 'traditional honeymoon'. I snapped then, and I almost phased there in the woods. Edward showed up quickly with Seth. The three of them managed to get me away. I've got to hand it to them, I was ready to kill the bloodsucker.
I phased and ran. I knew I would face pain when I went to the wedding, but I didn't know it would be this bad. I didn't run for as long this time, I actually wouldn't even calling it running. I was back the next day and then began the wait. Bella wasn't going to be Bella anymore. She would be gone in some way, shape, or form. I had to learn to accept that, but I didn't think that I could. The news came from Charlie a few weeks later. He said the head vampire, Carlisle, had told him that Bella had contracted a foreign disease.
The pack had a meeting, in which Sam decided not to attack the vamps. I was furious, of course, and decided to go attack the leeches myself. I was in total shock once I was there. Edward was a different person then I had ever seen him before; he was almost crazy. I soon discovered why. Bella was still human, but she was different. She was pregnant, heavily pregnant. It made me sick to see her, to know what was inside of her. Edward confirmed my thoughts. It was killing her, and it was his fault. He asked me to talk to her, to try and make her see sense, but of course she wouldn't see sense. She loved the life-sucking monster inside of her.
I phased and ran. I was greeted by all of the others, and Sam commanded me to come home. Sam decided that they would attack the coven, but my mind was changed, I didn't want to kill them anymore. The alpha blood that was inside me took effect at his command to attack the coven. I turned my back on the pack then, and was soon followed by Seth. He didn't want to fight the vampires either, he was friends with them. I didn't want him to come with me, I wanted him to stay with the pack and his mother, but he wouldn't leave. I would not command him to leave, though.
We ran around the entire place for a while, keeping watch for the pack. Bella had gotten worse then before. The pack didn't attack that night. The next morning, we were joined by Leah. She said she came to keep an eye on Seth, but I knew she really wanted to escape from Sam. I made a visit to Bella later, and she was indeed worse. I talked to Carlisle and we discussed the creature inside of her. I figured what it really wanted was blood, since it was part leech. That actually did help her condition.
The next day, we were met by a party from the pack. Quil, Collin, Paul, and Jared came, Jared in human form. They came to make peace with us, get us to come back to the pack. The days continued on the same, we did patrols and I checked in on Bella. Her condition improved quickly. One of the vampires, Esme, insisted on feeding us and providing us clothes. I was told that they would get the 'baby' out in four days. Four short days. Less then four days later, the baby was detached from its food source and it became an emergency situation.
We managed to get the baby out, but Bella had died. I left Edward trying to revive her. I wanted to kill the creature now, I had the perfect chance. Blondie was playing with it, and it was the perfect chance. As I went to kill it, though, I felt all of my hatred drain away. My whole life was gone. My reason for living no longer existed. This baby was the only thing holding me here now. Renesmee.