I thought he was a good mate, you know Fletch. He was always making me laugh and cheering me up, but that all changed when my sister Denise came to work at Holby. It all stared when I told her about the mess in CDU, well she is the cleaner it's her job to clean up big mess's. She told Fletch and Louise my nickname the school bully gave me it was Jammy.
I was with an unknown paitent with Sam when Louise came over to try and prove herself clever. "Your unknown is called James", she said. Me and Sam thought it was excellent he now had a name. I asked her to find more notes and she replied "Ok Jammy". That one word brought back so many memories I could remember this boy just saying give us a doughnut Jammy and hitting me. I knew where Louise had herd Jammy from but I was to busy at that moment. Sam asked if she had just called me Jammy. I must have looked a little upset. I went over to the corner and Sam followed, she wanted to make sure I was alright, I replied I will be.
Later on I was walking when Fletch called me Jammy. He asked if it was because I loved jammy dodgers or if I was deals on wheels. I explained to him I was a chunky kid and it was jammy doughnuts. He began to laugh, I'd never felt so upset I wanted to have a go at him but were in a hospital and your supposed to be quiet. I walked off wishing Charlie was here as he would have had listened to my problem and helped me out, he would have also spread the word around how I don't like being called Jammy
I was walking down the main reseption in the hospital. "You alright", Denise says. I'm not sure how I could of even had faced her. She knew perfactly well I hated being called Jammy as she used to try and cheer me up. I said to her you know I hated being called Jammy so never spread it around again. She said "sorry", but its not like she would have meant it. I kindly asked Louise to excuse me. I was suprised she never said there are other computers in the ED you know. Then I knew why. Louise takes this box and says "These came for you thank Fletch". I opened up the box to find a load of doughnuts. I felt like crying, that's something I don't feel much, but my friend has not only laughed at me for being an overweight kid but decided to show the whole ED why. Some friend he turned out to be. I handed the doughnuts to Louise and ran to the girls toilets to cry.
I herd the entrunce door open. I hate attention so I cried quietly to myself. "Linda please come out I'm sorry", yep you guessed it, it's Denise. I didn't want to come out but I couldn't hide forever. I came out and Denise was shocked to see me in tears. She gave me a hug and told me everything's going to be ok. How could I believe her after today and what she had spread around. As more tears fell as I couldn't keep them in I wished no one knew my nickname when I was younger.
I came out to be met by Fletch. Oh what does he want I thought after I thought he was my friend. "I want to say sorry I never meant to upset you", he said. I wasn't sure whether to accept his aporligie or not. He'd basically just bullied me and I spent years trying to get away from it. A tear fell again but I quickly covered it. Fletch must have seen "oh Linda I never meant to hurt you that bad Im sorry", he said. I felt so embarrassed. Sam came running along "Linda your woah, are you ok", she asked. I figured out I was needed so went off with Sam. Sam put her arm around me I felt safe with Sam and began to cry. She took me into a hug and said "Fletch, Louise and Denise are bullies you have to try and ignore them, ask if you can be friends again", Sam said I thought about what Sam had said and I stopped crying. I tried to make myself as presentble as possible but with no mirror's that's hard but lucky enough for me Sam helped out and pointed on herself if I had missed a bit.