Prologue

Perfect, dark brown hair. Beautiful eyes. A flawless body. A voice like an angel.

Who I am? I am Mitchie Torres, rising star and lost soul in a world where nobody cares about anybody but themselves.

Once I was a fun and happy girl but that all changed when fame got its hand on me.

My world how I knew didn't exist anymore and everything around me broke into pieces. I was alone. Alone in a world where you need friends or family to rely on to stand your ground and don't loose it.

My family left me to my own future or did I leave them? I don't remember it clearly anymore. All I know is that I don't have anybody but myself.

I pretend everyday. Fooling the ones that just care about my fame. But I can't fool myself. I'm lost and never will be the Mitchie Torres I once was. The funny and kind Mitchie is long gone.

When I'm alone I cry myself to sleep. I don't love my talent anymore and I hate being on stage, when once it was all I ever wanted.

If someone told me 2 years ago that I'd be once all alone, without anybody, I'd laugh at them. I believed in miracles and thought real life fairytales existed.

Why did I ever want to be famous, you ask? Well, that's easy. I thought I could reach people with my voice, my feelings. Singing always was my best way to show the world what I had to tell. Soon after they discovered my talent at Camp Rock I found myself signing a contract. A contract that once meant the world to me but soon would change my life forever, but not for the good like I always wanted it to be. A contract where I kind of sold my soul. I didn't realize it right away but as I finally did, it was too late.

At first my dream seemed to finally come true and I, it seemed, found my prince charming. We belonged together; I was head over heels for him and didn't realize it was all just pretend. Oh, how I was naïve. Thought I could change the world and everybody in it just by singing to them. It was a perfect plan that just couldn't work out right.

I always thought that people liked me for who I really was and that my boyfriend really loved me but apparently I was deadly wrong. He just used me for his fame; he dumped me right after he got a foot down in the acting business. I was hurt, disappointed and at exactly that time I lost my belief in miracles. I promised myself I wouldn't need anybody anymore, just myself. I decided to show everybody who left me to be on my own that I was born to be famous. That I could do it without them. This pretence I once begun still lasts but slowly my façade falls apart and more and more my broken self makes its appearance. I am only 17 but my life already seems like a long forgotten story. A story that I once wanted to be my own fairytale. A fairytale where my prince charming would come along with his white horse and ride with me into the sun.

It seems like it's my own fault. 'Cause now I finally remember how I ended up being all alone. I was the one that left everybody else behind just to follow my dreams, not realizing I hurt them by just leaving them behind. I didn't realize my fault until it was too late. Too late to make everything right again. Too late to be once again the Mitchie Torres everybody loved. It seems as if only my brother didn't loose hope. He always called me, checking on me. I'd tell him everything was alright, when in reality nothing was. Soon even he didn't call anymore.

How did I become someone I never wanted to be? A diva that didn't care about anybody but herself. Who hurt everybody just to get to her goals? I never would understand how I got there.

But maybe there is still somebody in the world that could save me. What if it is somebody I knew for my whole life but never really recognized? I could be saved. I had to believe that.

I don't want to be a diva anymore.
I don't want to make a fool out of myself.

I want to get my old life back.

I don't want to be Everybody's fool.

A/N: Hey guys. So I lost my spirit with my story Somewhere I Belong but I had an awesome idea about a new story I really, honestly and totally want to write and will.

Tell me what you think and REVIEW! Plz ... it means so much to me. I'll upload as soon as I can.

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