A/N: I wrote this story while listening to Beyonce - Irreplaceable. She makes a strong statement in every song she sings, conveying the message and its emotion flawlessly. Seriously, Queen B for life.

Disclaimers: i don't own the original movies/books or the characters only the plot.

- This story is mainly focused on the relationship between two men so if you're not into that sort of thing, this is defiantly not for you my friend.

Parings: Spencer Reid x Derek Morgan

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Like I'm Gonna Lose You (1)

Spencer was trying everything in his powers not to hyperventilate. He had been stuck in the unsubs basement for over 72 hours and he was not liking it one bit.

His captors name was Nicolas Green, 48 year old male and with a current fascination directed towards the young doctor.

Spencer remembered the first time he'd noticed that something was off but foolishly enough he had refrained from voicing his concerns. They had been hunting down said unsub for a month but every time they would pick up a trail it ended abruptly. Reid had been frustrated to say the least, just like the rest of the team, but it seemed that Morgan selected to voice his opinion rather loudly and ..physically.

Reid had been legitimately scared for his safety when Morgan had slammed his fist down his desk, commanding him to use 'that big brain of yours' as he so kindly put it. Reid had been hurt by that comment, not only because he'd been working non-stop for weeks; re-reading files and pushing his limits to prevent another victim - they all had sacrificed their personal comforts for the sake of the case - the thing that had hurt the most was how Morgans behaviour towards him had changed. He had become snippy, interrupting his speeches and acted annoyed with him; and it frightened Reid.

It was as if he had been the human punching bag for his best friend. The day before his abrupt abduction Morgan had even shouted at him to shut up. That comment, those two words had made more hurt then any bullet, knife or beating he'd ever endured.

The victimology had matched the young doctor to a T so he'd been subtly ordered to stay insight but at that moment he hadn't cared. He had walked out of the BAU facility, making his way to his favourite coffee shop - located two blokes away. Unfortunately for Reid it had also been the unsubs current 'hiding spot'. Of course, due to the hurt, Reid had been oblivious to his surroundings at that time and walked in to what seemed to be his death bed.

But back to the unsub..

Nicolas was known for his.. romantic display of affection before raping, torturing and killing his victims. It seemed that Reid had been an exception due to his attempts of escape. Nicolas had told him that he would soon learn his place after some 'punishments' which regrettably wasn't in Reid's favour.

Some belt lashes, fists flying onto his thin frame and cramped windpipe later left him exhausted enough to pass out. And so it went on for the next two days after being asked if he'd learnt his place. He knew he wouldn't last long at this rate and needed to get hold of a phone or something connected to the outside world with only one chance to spare.

''Oh my sweetness, look at you.. tsk tsk.. covered in bruises and dirt, we don't want that anymore do we?'' Nicolas asked slowly as he entered the basement, step by step making Reid cringe in disgust.

''N-no.'' Reid croaked forward due to his throat being parched and lack of use.

''That's very good my little treasure..'' The unsub hissed out in pleasure as he stroked Spencer's face, eyes filled with lust and longing. Spencer knew that he needed to act submissive to buy himself time, so he leaned in to the touch despite feeling revolted by every second that past by. Nicolas looked surprised at the display of complying but strangely pleased at the same time.

''I see you've learnt your place.. Very good, I don't want to hurt you unless I have to love.'' Nicolas coo'ed as if he himself believed it, Reid knew that as soon as the sun set he was as good as dead.

''Would you like some breakfast my sweet?'' Spencer only nodded in response, with a small smile; he didn't trust himself to speak yet.

''Hmm? Good, but first I think a shower is in need.'' He chuckled, helping the young doctor off the floor.

As they arrived to the top floor of the house, inside the unsubs bedroom Reid felt panic rise in his chest, he knew he had to stay as calm and collected as he could, not giving Nicolas any reason to hurry up his checklist. Spencer was lead the bathroom, freezing in shock as he felt large hands undressing him.

''Hmm? Nervous love?'' Nicolas asked Spencer, noticing the more tense muscles constricting under his touch. As the unsub kissed his neck softly, Spencer forced himself to relax; trying to take advantage of Nicolas kisses.

''A b-bit, I'm j-just n-not used t-to it..'' Reid noticed that his stumbling helped him create the elusion that he knew Nicolas mind needed, he doubted any of the other victims had acted deferential towards their abductor, making the unsubs temper flare and the checklist rapidly shorter.

''Mmm, taste so good; all mine.'' Nicolas moaned out and Reid thought was going to cry as he felt the erected member of the unsub poke against his rear.

''N-Nicolas?'' Spencer asked as innocently as he could muster at the moment, thankfully he seemed to succeed as said man looked up in confusion.

''I-I'm sorry but.. but I'm quiet hungry.. is.. is it okay for me to.. get something to eat?'' Spencer asked, looking up at the man with his hazel doe eyes begging to what ever god that would ensure that his 'cherry' stays untouched until he had any say in the matter.

Nicolas seemed taken aback by the question but seemed to melt after as second, he caressed the praying doctors cheeks before softly kissing his lips.

''Of course my sweet, I seemed to have forgotten myself.'' Reid almost sobbed in relief, thankful that the unsub seemed adamant about the 'romantic first - then kill' list.

As Nicolas left the bathroom Reid scrubbed his body as fast as he could, saving time to go explore for a phone. He left the shower on as he tip-toed in to the room, dripping wet and naked. He had to be able to rush back to the shower, would he hear Nicolas on his way back up.

It took ten minutes before he found a cellphone by the bedside table. He called the first number he could think of, Morgan.

He almost choked as he heard Morgans voice.

''M-Morgan..'' Reid had to remember to keep quiet as he spoke.

''Reid?! OH THANK GOD! Come on pretty boy, you've got to tell us where you are.'' Morgan stressed as he felt himself relax slightly after hearing his pretty boys voice after three days of constant worry.

''I-I don't k-know where we a-are, please, you've g-got to come and f-find me; I d-don't have much ti-'' Reid froze as he heard footsteps on their way up.

''M-Morgan p-please h-hurry!'' Reid said as he laid down the phone, turing down the volume before sprinting back into the shower. Lucky enough for Spencer, Nicolas didn't check his phone.

''Sweetness? Are you done?'' Spencer stepped out from the shower, shivering in disgust at the look of pleasure he was receiving from the older man.

''Good, good. Come, I've picked out cloths for you and then we will put some food into you.'' Nicolas coo'ed. Nicolas didn't hear the curses from the other end of the phone. Morgan was fuming, scared for his pretty boy and angry at the unsub stupid enough to try and take him away from him.

Derek had strong feelings for the genius, loved him even; and regretted his behaviour towards him as soon as he'd realised what he had done. He had been stressed out the whole month, disgusted by the similarities the victims had with Spencer.

Nicolas was deemed as an Alpha male, He hunted down fragile, curly blonds wether it be boys or girls. Crime scene after crime scene put more and more tension on the dark mans shoulders. He had nightmares about finding Reid just as mutated as the corpses they've found during this case.

The day he had asked his most beloved, his best friend to shut up had made him open his eyes, seeing how he'd been acting all week; taking out his frustration on the team, but most importantly on Reid. He had been cruel, a rightful arsehole at that; and hearing about Spencer's disappearance had his whole world freeze.

''Garcia!'' He yelled, receiving a hurried 'I'm on it' before focusing on the muffled conversation on the other line.

''So beautiful love, mmm we're going to so much fun aren't we?; oh yes we are..'' Nicolas promised as he helped Spencer button his shirt. The young doctor gulped before nodding, smiling at the perverted man.

Morgan growled defensively, no one was going to touch his pretty boy except him.

''Morgan, In the car! We've got an address!'' Hotch commanded, he would have laughed how fast the dark skinned agent flew out of his chair if the situation hadn't been so dire.

''Soon pretty boy, I'm on my way.'' Morgan promised, Spencer somehow felt like help was on its way, forcing down another bight of pancake.

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- Michael

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