hey hey! i updated this just cuz.... its not really different from the one i just replaced, but it has more details. plus i wanted to thank my reviewers. hehe. (the thanx are at the bottom, thanx to y'all)
Cutting
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter in any way. It all belongs to J. K. Rowling, Warner Bros. Inc., etc. I don't truly own anything.
By: Rei H.
After staring at the top of his four poster bed for what seemed like hours after all the thinking over he had done, Harry took the box cutter that he had taken from the Dursleys from his trunk and sat on his bed. He was sad, depressed, and at the moment, his life sucked ass. His crush from his 3rd year at Hogwarts had dumped him for Michael Corner. Ron and Hermione were now a couple, usually too busy snogging and going out on dates to pay attention to their other best friend. He was lonely, Sirius had died, his grades were at their lowest point, and he had no living relative who cared for him. He could truly say he felt little point in living at all.
He gave a blank look as he extended the blade of the box cutter and pushed up his sleeve, revealing dark scars all across his wrist. All of which were from weakly attempts of killing himself, but always chickening out at the last moment. Harry had been committing suicide since the summer of his sixth year. He placed the tip on the pale flesh of his left wrist and slid the blade across deeply and swiftly. Harry watched the blood trickle from the cut with an expression of mild interest and slit his wrist again so there was a bleeding X on the inside of his wrist. His eye twitched with the twinge of pain he was well used to.
As the blood spilled, droplets at first but then in thick streams, he imagined the drops as his worries. He smiled as the blood continued to emit from him. For some reason, seeing the red issuing from his body satisfied him. He used his finger to wipe off a drop of blood that almost fell to his sheets and examined the droplet. His interest quickly faded and he licked the scarlet from his finger.
He cut himself once more and his head spun. While he still could, Harry quickly shoved the cutter back in his trunk. Then he lie back in his bed and let his worries dissolve as the blood escaped his body and he slowly lost consciousness forever more.
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thanx toreviewers:: slytherinphoenix7- yeh, they are. but still....lol. thanx for the review! FSI- its a one-shot dude....well, heres more i gues (technically) lol. thanx for the review! GG-chan- i kno, i like angst too! hehe. thanx for da review! Hidekazu- :snickers: im glad i scared u. haha. and dude its called ANGST u dork. Evan M.-thanx do much for the long review!!!! i kno, cutting really is an issue that not too many ppl anknowledge (sp?) and its kinda sad. i hav a friend whos starting to cut herself and its kinda scaring me cuz she doesnt hav any stress she needs to release, she just does it for....fun.... but she also says she sees no point in living...except for manga.... okay, anyways....thanx thanx thanx thanx sooo much for the review!
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