Twenty seconds left before we got out of the training academy, I heard someone say "it's raining."
My thoughts went blank.
It was as if my little world of peace and serenity became a red, fiery hell that was engulfing my tranquility and heavenliness with its very fires.
Those fires, blazing through my mind, became the very anger that had enraged me before. My mouth went as dry as cotton and my eyes turned a bloody red.
Then, out of nowhere, those red flames that were killing my soul turned blue. They dispersed all throughout my mind and felt like the mighty blue ocean itself. I was drowning in my own sadness.
My whole body shook, for I was feeling a sudden burst of air that felt like it had come from an ice cooler as big as the earth itself. In the distance, I could see a light that was inviting with its warmth and happiness.
It felt like when I was a little girl.
My mother would hold me tight in her arms and I would get the feeling that those enormous arms would never let go.
As soon as I stepped outside, all my pain and rage faded. It was once again my time of peace and tranquility.
Although the rain was pouring down viciously on my head, I felt a strong wave of energy fill my body; extending throughout my veins, hair, nails, and toes.
It felt like a lightning bolt had burst through my body; filling it with energy burning bright like the sun.
All of a sudden, darkness fills the air; consuming the scenery around me. I feel as if I'm floating; watching down on everything; on everyone.
Then, I saw it.
My lifeless body; laying there on the floor outside the training academy.
An invisible fire burned as I was leaving, knowing only I could see it...
As I lay here, no one came to my rescue. No one stopped to take another glance. Now I know why I hated the rain.
Just like the rain, I was cold and alone.