Hello my lovely readers. This is a set of one shots. I don't know how many there will be, but they will all be short. Hopefully less than a thousand words. They will all be songfics. I found that it was really helpful to listen to the song while reading it, but that's up to you. I don't know what made me want to start doing this, but I like it. So as always enjoy :)
Last time -Taylor Swift.
The brunette stopped in front of the driveway, she wasn't sure exactly how or why she had gotten here, but she was glad she had. She needed to talk to her, she needed to make it right, one last time.
Rachel stood on the front stoop and knocked on the door. It took exactly thirty-five seconds for the door to open.
Quinn stood on the other side with a confused look on her face. "Rachel? Wh-" But the brunette interrupted.
"Quinn. i just want to talk. Please." Rachel said as calmly as possible. She was surprised that her voice had not wavered with how hard her heart was beating at the moment. But she was proud that she still had her composure, especially with those hazel, green eyes smoldering as Quinn stood in her driveway.
"Okay." Quinn stepped away from the door to let Rachel in,but didn't walk back into the house. She didn't trust the girl and she didn't want to let her stay or long. She thought Rachel would stay away after the last fight they had. She thought this was over.
Quinn folded her arms over her chest and sighed, praying to God to give her the strength to get through this. "What dd you want to talk about, Rachel?"
"I just-" Rachel started, but bit her bottom lip, trying to think of a better way to start this, "It's - I…" Rachel took a deep breath, she could do this. "I just want one more chance."
Quinn rose an eyebrow dangerously high, "No, get out." Quinn took a step towards the door but Rachel grabbed Quinn's arm.
"Please hear me out." Rachel pleaded.
Quinn willed herself to keep looking at the door, looking anywhere but at those brown eyes, those soft eyes that convinced her to say yes every time. Those eyes that screamed I love you, I need you, please need me too. "Rachel, I can't do this anymore." Quinn sighed but looked at Rachel reluctantly. "You know I can't do this."
"Quinn, we can do this, we ca-"
"No!" Quinn yelled interrupting Rachel, "No. I won't. I can't and I won't. You have done this so many times, Rachel. You come and go, come and go. You only stay when it's convenient for you. You can't just expect me to keep forgiving you overtime you fuck up! You can't just come back, apologize, and then expect for everything to go back to how it was."
"I'll…, please, I need you Quinn. Not talking to you is driving me crazy. I miss holding you, I miss talking to you on the phone every night. I miss your kisses and your hands and I miss you, everything about you."
"Well you can't. You aren't allowed to miss me. I'm not yours and I won't let you back in. The answer is no and that is final."
She knew this was a bad idea. That Quinn wouldn't want her anymore, she had hoped that Quinn would try to understand, try to love her again. "Okay, you're right. I shouldn't have come. I should ha-"
"You're right, you shouldn't have." Quinn spat before the brunette could finish her sentence.
"Quinn - I said I was sorry, what more do you want?" Rachel was desperate. She wanted Quinn to forgive her for what she had done.
"I want you to leave me alone. I love you, Rachel. But I can't do this. I can't just be here waiting for you. I can't sit around and pine after you while you go out, perform, go to parties, flirt with other people. I can't. You broke my heart. Shit, I think you broke me. And it hurts. It hurts so much. And I don't want to hurt anymore." Quinn said taking a step closer to Rachel. "I love you, but we're done."
"I can be better, I'll -" Quinn put up her hand to silence Rachel.
"No. I need someone who will cherish me. Someone who will love me all the time and not just when they feel like it. I have lost myself loving you. I have given you everything I have, every ounce of my soul belongs to you. I let down every wall I ever put up just to let you in. Just to love you the way I thought you deserved" Quinn said. "The answer is no."
"But you're the one, Quinn." Rachel said, "You're all I want."
"Then why do you stray? Why do you - you know what it doesn't matter. I know that I'm not the one. I'm not good enough and I'll never be good enough. I'm sick of laying myself bare to you. I'm tired of giving you everything I have and then being left with absolutely nothing."
"Quinn-"
"I'm done with this. I am done. Get out of my house." Quinn pointed to the door angrily.
"Okay. Okay" Rachel put up her hands defensively. "I'm sorry. I really am. I won't come back again. This is the last time."
"Good." Rachel walked out the door and Quinn closed it behind her.