Hey guys…
This is the first poem I EVER published. I wrote many, every single one about death or something similar, so no exception here :)
Just one thing: I wrote this in a boring German lesson, I'm native German, so please don't kill me for wrong grammar or something. But critical reviews are always welcome, as long as they're constructive. (Is this word right? I don't trust my dictionary.)
Lost Hope?
I am sitting here alone
Left by the one who loved me
Left forever, oh so alone
Crying myself to sleep every night
People try to comfort me
Say I should get over it
How could I ever forget?
Do they know what I am feeling?
Because my beloved one is dead
Lying in his grave now,
So cold and pale
Lifeless forever
How could I ever feel love again?
Feel the warmth of men's bodies
I will stay here, left forever
All alone in darkened rooms
I cannot stand being so alone
Without someone to love me
I have to leave this place
Try to reach new paths
So now I am sitting in a left forest
Trying so hard not to think
Pain is swelling inside me
It feels as if I would burst
What if I will die now?
I will leave this lonely world
Leave my family alone, just as he did
But do they really need me anymore?
No, no, no, I do not want to be here
Want to die just as he did
So I am lying down here
I will see my love again
So now I am soaring above this world
My spirit spiraling into the light
I can see my lost family below
And see his smile above me
I hear him speaking, "Welcome, my love"
Shining grey eyes look at me
He is smiling as I fly up to him
As I reach and kiss him
Yes, I have found my hope again.