di, happy birthday! you are such a great friend and an introspective and aesthetic writer :) it's been amazing getting to know you these past few months :) i hope you have a wonderful birthday and many more to come - you've got a bright future ahead of you.

love,sienna


[inej ghafa]

/

she did not ask for this

life of deceit

of crime and darkness

of night and shadows

/

she was once

a good girl

with hopes and dreams

with innocent eyes

/

(a life, all of it, stolen away)

/

change is inevitable

they so often say

but not like this

they never say this

/

she had to lose it all

just to find herself

he showed her the way

but at what price?

/

(she prayed for a savior, but not like this)

/

now she has become

a knife, a wraith

his secret weapon

the shadows incarnate

/

the good girl is gone

dreams of stars and flowers

all replaced

by blades and blood

/

a queen to his king

a wraith to his darkness

she is shifting, transforming

and she's not sure she minds it

/

change is inevitable

they so often say

and what matters most

is what you make of it

/

she is a spy, a lost girl

the sovereign of shadows

she has taken that night

and made it her day

/

(she does not see the light any longer, it has become her)

/

may the saints guide her

and he at her side

may her heart aim true

(whatever's left of it, of course)

/

for she cannot control what's stolen

all she can do

is fight, and pray and

take

it

back.