Sharin' some Info with ya'll:
Shounen-Ai. Very much OOC.
Based on the song "Over You."
stfu its D18. ;A;
now stfu again, I knows I has bad grammar and spelling orz.
Disclaimer:
If I owned KHR, would I be here? Writing fanfiction, no less? *snort* Of course not.
Lyrics from "Over You" by Chris Daughtry x3
/insert the song mentioned above.
Over You:
Hibari's Point Of View
Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house.
-x-
"Hibari!" The blonde chimed in, increasing the length of each stride so as to better adjust the younger male's pace besides him. His face was a happy one; bright smiles all around, you could say. He was a tall blonde, with an Italian accent, but well, yeah, he is from Italy, after all.
"I do not recall giving you permission to refer to me by my first name, Cavallone." The eighteen year old replied as coldly as ever; face front, face calm, no hints of any sort of emotion showing. There was an awkward silence between the both men, but that much was normal to say the least. Still, the silence had gone on for far too long. Usually the blonde - a person by the name of Dino Cavallone - would break the silence, but today, something was a tad bit off. Dino gave a weak smile and turned his gaze towards the eighteen year old male, Hibari Kyoya.
Ah, yes, Hibari Kyoya. A man deserving to be feared by many, whether it be enemies or allies. Recognizable from his black hair and eyes, Hibari is not a force to be reckoned with. "Kyoya, then." Dino finally said, breaking the silence that had engulfed the both of them. Hibari nodded in distaste, not bothering to turn towards him. There was a tense aura surrounding the both of them, the reason why, you ask? This: "Kyoya, did you hear yet, about my fia-" He continued, but was soon cut off by what appeared to be a very irritated Hibari. "Yes." He hissed, before a twitch formed in his left eye. He was not pleased. Far from it.
Hibari quickened his pace, wanting to be as far away as possible from the Cavallone. He did not want to see him today, let alone talk to him. In fact, it would make Hibari extremely pleased if he did not hear the word 'Dino Cavallone' at all that day. But nothing ever goes his way, does it? And to make matters worse, Dino had been talking on and on and on about his 'oh-so-wonderful-better-than-you' fiancé for days on end. And if he as so much breath a word about his 'oh-so-wonderful-better-than-you' fiancé again, he would surely crack. And possibly bite someone to death.
Dino nodded, his smile turning into a guilty one. He seemingly noticed the irritation in the younger male's voice, and stopped just there. Maybe he was jealous that his fiancé from taking away his teacher from him? Oh, wait... Pft. Yeah, right, like that would ever happen. Hibari Kyoya was definitely not THAT kind of person. Right? Well, not in the Cavallone's view, at least. Then again, Hibari always had a (somewhat) soft spot for him, no matter how minuscule it was. But that was it, wasn't it? Sure, he had caught the boy staring at him on several occasions, but that was because he wanted to fight him. So, what was the real reason Hibari Kyoya was irritated at him? But I suppose he sort of knew the answer to that.
The blonde thought about the issue for a moment; before waving it off and pushing it to the back of his mind. He had no time to worry about trivial matters such as that. He had bigger things to worry about... Bigger, more important things.
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say.
-x-
"Your leaving already?" Was all he managed to say, as he saw his former teacher pack all of his belongings into a suitcase. Truth be told, the boy was quite shocked that his teacher would be leaving so soon. I mean, he only arrived here a week ago... And besides, though he would never, EVER, admit it, he would miss him. Really, really miss him. After all, he is his teacher. And, well, he liked him more than just a teacher. You could say he 'like, liked' him. But yes, he would never admit to that. In fact, he would rather die than let his teacher find out that he liked him. He was just shy, is all. Besides, he had never once fell in love with a person. Let alone a man.
"What, are you going to miss me, Kyoya?" His teacher replied, smirking.
"Of course not, herbivore."
"Eh, how cruel~" The Cavallone said in a sing-song voice. Hibari squinted as he stared at the blonde, who now had a sort of 'oh well' expression on his face. The blonde's face darkened, and he looked away. "Kyoya, I'll be leaving soon, you don't have to be that mad about me staying here any more." He said guiltily, before turning back and scratching the back of his hair.
Mad? I wasn't mad.. its just that I... I just can't control my emotions properly... I don't want you to leave, I... "Fine."
I didn't know what to say to you.
If I could of just gotten through to you...
If only I was brave enough.
If I had just said it.
If I did, would both of us be in a different place, a better one than now?
Would we still be have the same relationship that we have now?
What would of happened?
Would you of been disgusted with me?
Or would you of passed it on as a joke?
I'm not as brave as people think.
I fight because I want to grow stronger.
To become someone feared by many.
So that I wouldn't have to be afraid any more.
If I had said it,
would you of said "Yes"?
"See you soon, then, Kyoya." Dino had finished packing, and was just about to leave. 'Last chance. Last chance before he leaves.' "Hibari?" Hibari flinched. Did he- did he just call him by his first name? He turned around to see the Cavallone was already outside his house; not moving. Was it just his imagination that he called him by his first name? "Cavallone.." Hibari finally managed to say, but his voice was so nervous that the only sound that came out was a sort-of squeak. Dino, who hadn't heard Hibari, resumed walking, and didn't bother too turn back and look at his former student. Hibari's heart stung. It hurt...
The boy bit his lower lip, and let the regret take over him. He opened his mouth, expecting words to come out - but they never did.
'I love you.'
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
-x-
How long has it been, since Hibari had last met Dino? Lets see... Two years, was it? Last time they met, Hibari was still sixteen. Now he was eighteen. It truly had been a long time, and many things had changed between the both of them. Dino, he was more handsome in the eyes of Hibari (and, well, everyone else, really. But more in the eyes of Hibari). And Hibari? Well, now he was... Older, I suppose. And apparently, his love for Namimori had grown more.
Hibari had convinced himself, once he heard the news Dino was returning to Japan, that he was over him. It was just a simple crush. There was nothing more too it. It was just a sort-of teenage love phase that everyone goes through, whether you wanted to or not. He was completely and utterly over it. Really, he was. And he will not hesitate to bite you to death if you don't believe him.
Dino, upon meeting him after two years, smiled and waved at him. Hibari, who noticed this and wanted to do the same, only managed to nod his head. For some reason he was nervous, and what showed on his face was a pissed off look. The day after, Dino asked Hibari if he would be as kind enough to show him around; see the sites, go to the shops and such. It wasn't that Hibari didn't want to go with him, its just that he disliked the large crowds that usually follow. Frankly, it annoyed him. He never enjoyed being around a crowd of weak, useless herbivores; doing their 'herbivorous' things with other herbivores.
Hibari sort of felt guilty over the thing, actually. He didn't want to see his teacher put on a 'puppy face', other wise he would surely start to lose it. And that wasn't very good, was it? So Hibari, though reluctantly, nodded. "Maybe." He mumbled loud enough for the Cavallone to hear. Dino smiled, and Hibari wondered if he was really over him.
Time passed by quickly, and it had already been a week since Hibari and Dino spoke. They didn't meet much, due to the fact that Hibari was still busy protecting the peacefulness of Namimori. He had to. If he didn't, who else would of? He couldn't just let any herbivorous thug mess around in his territory, now could he? Of course not. And Dino? Well, lets just say he was busy doing other things. Other... Important things. It was a Saturday when they first talked to each other again. And for some reason or another, Dino was feeling very uncomfortable.
They were both sitting in a small café. There weren't much people about, just how Hibari liked it. Hibird was perched on top of Hibari's head, laying comfortably nestled in the boys' thick black hair. Hibird's eyes were closed shut. Hibird was not sleeping - he was just resting after a hard days work. Dino had ordered a café latte for the both of them, which the waitress had brought in quickly. After thanking the girl, the Cavallone turned to Hibari, who was taking a large bite out of a hamburger.
"Kyoya," he paused. "Can I tell you something?"
Hibari glared at him. "What is it?"
"Oh, no. Just that I wanted to tell you something." Dino placed a smile.
"Which is?" Hibari turned too look outside the store window, and watched a few people pass by them.
"I'm getting married."
Hibari's eyes were wide in shock. Did he just hear right? He was, was he getting married? Hibari bit his lower lip. He had to try to stay calm. He couldn't show his teacher that he wasn't happy, now could he? He was over him, remember? The teenage love thing? But it was useless. His heart hurt now more than ever. He held back a tear, and turned to look at Dino. He opened his mouth, hoping that the blonde would not notice the sadness in his voice.
"A congratulation is in order, I suppose." He managed to get out, thankful that it sounded normal.
"Thank you, Kyoya." Dino smiled, and then nodded. For some reason, his smile seemed fake.
But Hibari was too over come with his own emotions to notice.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of me
-x-
Dino Cavallone had introduced almost everyone in the Vongola Family to his fiancé during their party. Tsuna had shook her hands and introduced himself nervously, Gokudera had already met her once, so he just stated a congrats. Yamamoto introduced himself and congratulated Dino for getting such a hot- why, er I mean, beautiful wife. Ryohei got EXTREME-ly excited and did some... things. Lets just say he did something, and leave it at that. Lambo got lost before the party started, and Chrome had excused herself to find him. All that was left now was Hibari.
Dino had excused himself from his guests. He knew that he had seen Hibari come, but he hadn't seen him at the party. He walked around the area, before noticing a yellow object fly past him. Oh, wait, that was not object. It was Hibird. The Cavallone followed the bird, and soon enough, he was on the roof of the house. And on the far edge of the roof, he could see a figure sitting down. Hibari heard the footsteps from behind him, and instantly realized who it was when he spoke.
"Hello?"
He turned around too see the blonde staring at him. For a moment, neither of them said anything. They only stood there and stared at each other. A small smile formed on Hibari's face for some reason, and Dino noticed this. The smile disappeared as quick as it came, and Dino walked towards the younger male. Hibari sighed, it was a cold night out that day.
"Hibari..." Dino said under his breath in a low enough volume that Hibari couldn't hear him.
Hibari glared at him, and Dino couldn't help but smile. The Cavallone approached him, and Hibari's heart seemed to beat a little faster than before. He didn't move - it was like he was frozen in the eyes of the blonde. Then something strange happened.
"Mmph."
Gently, Dino placed a hand behind Hibari's head, and pulled him closer towards himself. Their lips touched - and though Hibari was shocked, he welcomed the kiss, and enjoyed every last second of it. Dino brought them closer, and placed his hands around him, pulling him into a hug. Hibari's mind drifted off; but was pulled back into reality when a sudden tap was felt on the top of his head. He opened his eyes, and realizing what was happening, pushed the older male with all the strength he had in him. Dino fell to the ground, and Hibari started to pant. He realized another thing, he hadn't been breathing.
"You."
Dino flinched. Hibari was at a lost for what to say. He should be mad. Mad at him for doing that. But he didn't. He felt more sad than mad.
"You..."
"Hibari, I-" Dino squeaked, turning to look at the male in front of him.
"Leave. Go. NOW." Hibari almost shouted. Something was wrong with him, he didn't usually act like this...
"Kyoya," Dino's voice had returned back to normal as he picked himself up. "I only wanted to say this. I thought that you were my fiancé. You both looked similar, after all." He gave a small chuckle. "Sorry, I didn't mean too. Its just that you looked like her from the behind, so I just came and kissed you." He gave a somewhat forced laugh. "I'm sorry, Kyoya." That part sounded different from the others. "I'll leave now." With that, Dino took off, leaving Hibari alone with Hibird.
Hibari didn't know what to do. He slumped back, his back sliding down against a wall, and his hand covering his face.
What had he done?
The day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you…
-x-
Hibari Kyoya dragged himself to bed. That night had not been a wonderful night at all. In fact, it may as well be the worse night of his entire life. Hibari didn't bother waiting for the party to end. He didn't say good bye to anyone. He just left. And no one knew he did.
He was thinking of his fiancé when we kissed.
He wasn't thinking about me.
Will I never be more than just a student to him?
I can't do this.
I just can't...
A voice appeared in Hibari's head. A nice, calm one. A familiar voice, and Hibari twitched in distaste when he heard it.
You're still young.
There are many people out there.
You may have loved him then.
But you have to move on.
A jolt of emotions ran through him; and Hibari winced. A picture of a smiling Dino appeared. Slowly, the image began to fade away, and was replaced by a picture of the other things he loved. Namimori. Hibird. Hamburgers. Hibird. Hamburgers. And then Namimori again.
Hibari's eyes dropped ever so slightly, he hadn't even noticed how tired he was. Everything was still a mess. Hibari curled up in his bed, eyes glued shut. He knew what he had to do, right now, right then. He had to do it. And he had to do it right.
The boy took a deep breath; and slowly, the strong feelings he felt for Dino gradually began to disappear.
The boy smiled, and slowly drifted off to sleep.
End.
A/N:
Gah, its finally over ;A;
Oh jeez, the shame this brings me.
stfu, I know its bad :c
And the ending was sort-of rushed...
I'll make a Dino POV as the next chapter, or otherwise this story would get confusing...
A- anyway, hoped you enjoyed~
Review, please c: