Title: Why Can't I Get Over You?

Summary and Author's Notes:

Levi has always been a strong man, never wanting to be dependent onto someone or into anything. After sharing a night together with Hanji, he had found himself suddenly wanting more and more of her. This story is set after the events of Serious Pranks and Wrestlings to Love Makings and set before Because Proposing is Fcking Hard and Complicated but can stand on its own and not be related to my other fics, completely depending on what you like and think is the best.

This story is completely written due to my inspiration of Maroon 5's song Animals and without a second I thought of making this right immediately and had it connected with my other fics as well. I totally got addicted with the song and thought that maybe Levi would feel pretty much the same way as according to the song's message towards Hanji once he tries having sex with her.

This has been finished way back last December and has been reedited on January. I thought that maybe I needed to finish my other fics first, specifically I Never Wanted to Live Without You.

Anyway, have fun reading.

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Chapter 1:

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Levi's bed was shaking hard with the giggles of Hanji Zoe being heard from inside of his room.

Her hair was drawn to her shoulders, spread all over though and is in serious sweaty form as she pants and giggles to think that Levi is pressing his weight down on her. She had her back on him and he is straddling her from behind. She closed an eye and continued laughing as her hand made way towards his raven glossy hair whose head was just below the level of her shoulder, breathing hardly. In turn, he kissed her cheek and run his left hand from her breast to her clit.

"You sure do are having fun Shitty Glasses" and he bit her neck and she twitched her shoulder, almost nudging his nose.

"I always love how you can be very cuddly on me, Heichou" He smirked and had his right hand held on her waist tightly. Calling him captain suits well tonight since he is riding her perfectly well.

"Hmph. Cuddly huh?" He nuzzled his nose to her cheek and readied himself to thrust on her even harder, making her whimper a bit between her moans. He gave her a few more bites on her neck, her back and on her hand as well.

"So you call this cuddly?" he asked and gave her another long bite on her shoulder, making her cry out a bit louder.

"In the animal world, yeah"

He smirked and licked the last bite that he gave her then continued to push in and out of her. When he was about to cum, she took the towel on the bedside that she only uses for him, turned around to meet his dizzy gaze and wiped all of the white liquid once he pulled out and spread over the towel she had in her hand. She wiped everything from his length and threw the towel again on the side. After how many times they did this, she knew best to prepare something, anything, to wipe Levi's seed which are too much as she noted. He sure does have a lot and wondered how he does that.

He was panting very hard, out of breath and sweat drastically falling on her but the way she rubs his semen from his penis, it makes him feel hard again and want another round.

He looked below him when she get rid of his milky white liquid and knew that his desirable organ is getting ready for another round. Hanji followed his gaze and knew what he felt. She instead placed her arms behind his neck and pulled him closer to her.

"Rest a bit first, you might strain yourself." She smiled and gave his nose a little kiss. "You look tired too Levi" looking at him with concerned eyes.

"Tsk." He looked away, disgust that she is right about not having another round and then submits to her sweet embrace. When he settled his head on the crook of her shoulder, she lightly patted and traced his back, her finger tips teasing his skin. Somehow, he enjoyed being inside her as they rode endlessly the way towards wonderland but having to just nuzzle beside her and be cuddled by her seems to be a better idea, something more calming that he enjoyed feeling until the very tips of his toes.

She kissed him in the cheek. "We still have a meeting with Erwin today" she whispers to him.

He nodded his head and replied "yeah, but let's take a quick nap. I'll wake you up when it's time." Levi usually is the first one to wake up on time every time that they have a sizzling time in bed and besides, both of them were tired and needed rest anyway.

They slept in that usual form of theirs, Levi on top of Hanji as she embrace him and submerge into a deep fast sleep, enjoying the beat of her heart that he is hearing as it helped him sleep.

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Levi woke up by the side of Hanji, realizing that he rolled over away from her as they slept. He gazed at Hanji whose hand is still attached to his arm and hair everywhere. Levi thought that he could wake up to that kind of view everytime, finding her beautiful in the midst of her hair spreading everywhere. He never liked being honest with her about how he finds her beautiful even if she thinks she does not deserve of such word.

He slowly opened her fingers and had it free from its attachment to his arm as she nuzzled her nose on the pillow. He always abuses the every little moment that he could get with her so he could do the things he wanted to her but cannot do it outside their rooms. This time, he tucks her hair as his hand lightly descended into her head and slightly traced her face's features. She looks unexpectedly beautiful whenever she is asleep and if he always lingered if he could actually ask her to behave when she's awake so she'll look maybe prettier but he didn't want things to be forced into her, most especially when she doesn't like it. Besides, the world would be very different and he will surely be bothered if Hanji would keep her mouth shut when she's awake just trying to go with his standards of keeping herself beautiful. Most importantly, how can a very noisy woman like her be so beautiful when she's so quiet?

He shrugged at the thought and moved quietly and sat by the bed. They were on her bedroom today and they had nothing else to do so he asked her if she's okay to do it this afternoon. She did mentioned that she has something to do but also added that she could just do it anytime since it won't need much focus on with anyway. He did said to just finish and do what she needed to do but she insisted and said that "you're more important than my research, Levi" and gave him a sneaky kiss on his cheek when they were alone on her laboratory.

Those words of her were agonizing and sweet, knowing that he should not hear those kinds of words because he never deserve them and that no one had ever prioritize him over something they were obsessing with, most especially with work which is the very attitude of Hanji. Yet they sound so endearing and pleasant to his ears that it made his heart stopped a bit. Damn, she should know that she is pinching his heart.

And now, they find themselves on her room, bathe with sweat and just rested from that sexy time that they just got so busy with.

As he gazes down on her, Levi remembered everything about how they ended up having an 'open-relationship' as she would have call it, and had it maintained between them without anyone knowing it. After that very night that they have revealed to each other their secrets and had 'made love' (he is still bothered by the latter word though, since he is sure he is still an alien to that word). As much as they have wanted to not to do it anymore the following night, Levi found himself knocking hard on her door, panting and covered in sweat two nights after their very first together. Once she opened the door for him, he quickly pushed her to the wall and desperately opened her clothing, almost even having them torn apart, kissing her violently until they had released the burning feeling inside of them.

After that, they had found themselves in each other's embrace, staring deep in each other's eyes, realizing that there is no way for them to deny the obvious- that they both needed 'this' and want it from each other. They have quickly discussed about their relationship and how they should handle it since they both knew they wanted to keep this kind of thing going between them but wanted no further deeper relationship than that.

One night that they had in her room, he did asked her why she agreed to keep doing it with him and just simply said that "a reminder that I am capable of doing such thing, to remind myself that I am a woman, that I am still alive and that to know you're still alive." She looked at him that night, with her serene, clear brown chocolate eyes and knew that she is honest of what she had said. Her words made Levi's heart jump and look away, feeling that his face is heating up. He didn't have any idea how to respond back to her honest answers that clearly came from her heart.

"Besides, a man needs sex at least twice a week to reduce the possible heart disease that you can get you know?"

"oh yeah, why would I get shitty heart diseases anyway?" he snorted.

"Well, you may not know. There are a lot of factors in the first place, like stress aside from illnesses or poor diet." She turned to look at him but he didn't let out any reply yet, so she figures that she should continue explaining. "You know, if the world will not die of titan's wrath, then it would be from diseases, illnesses that cannot be cured. Maybe that is why I had always thought of donating my body parts if I'll die."

Levi suddenly nudged her hand on his torso, surprising her. "Don't talk about dying shitty glasses."

As much as he hated life, the way how it treated and brought him before he found a mission to accomplish in the Corps, he is sure that he is happy to see people living peacefully and to the fullest. Just like her, living life to the fullest, smiles and a brave heart in every challenge that she faces. He figures that even if he despised life, he still wanted to see her alive and well.

"How about you?" she asked back after he hears her reason why she agreed doing such thing with him as she lovingly traced his chest and rub his abdomen again.

He thought about his answer hard, making his screws on his head work, trying to come up with an answer that will make her feel at least wanted by him even just a little. As always, his mouth is possessed and no matter how much he wanted to say something, another harsh word comes out of his mouth in a snap.

"Felt like it." Her hand stopped and muttered 'oh' in response.

At least he is willing to do it with me, she thought.

Levi did bit his tongue hard for his uncomforting respond and thought of the real reason why. He is suddenly feeling something queasy within his insides, and he did not know why. All he knows is that he does like her, like a lot, more than she even liked herself, and wanted nothing but him to be shared with experiences like this by her.

And it made things worse for his part. As time passed by, he found himself staring longer at her and even becoming more concern towards her. His eye involuntarily twitches when he finds her laughing with some other guy in the middle of the afternoon and worried if she is not with her usual self or having mood swings and excessive cravings during her period and look for her desired food until night time. The way his hand tugs on her hair has tightened but made sure she is not hurting as his inner drive of pulling her and giving her a kiss in the middle of a stupid fucking boring meeting is getting hard to control so he could be waken up by those luscious lips of hers.

At the times of them being sexually busy with each other, he made his kisses longer than he ever wanted and even had his embrace get tighter on her all the time. He finds himself loving more of her body as he get to familiar with it. He nuzzles her neck as he nuzzles his nose into it and caresses her face with his thumbs. His heart is beating rapidly when he sees her in the middle of the hallway and would even feel his body shiver with delight whenever she would whisper into his ear, whisper his name or even trace any part of his body.

He didn't know why or can't explain how this even happened but all he knew that it is happening already beyond his efforts and it's getting worse everyday.

He longs for her everyday and he too still can't fully accept that yet. Hanji is to be blame for this, not his heart nor his mind or even his penis, he thought. Her personality and touches were what he craves the most, her presence and cheery aura were just the only things that liberates him from any sort of horrible thing that he feels within or from a bad day.

Somehow, he is indeed fond of how she made him feel wanted and be taken care of as she softens a lot of times now to him and sneaks a kiss when nobody is around. This is the first time he felt such pleasurable feeling and at the same time it is unwittingly sweet and tormenting.

Somehow, he felt confused.

To organize his thoughts a bit as he took one last glance at Hanji on the bed and made his way towards the kitchen counter and prepared for something to eat for the both of them. He took his opened shirt and wore it but didn't bother to close it.

When he made way towards the kitchen, he can't still stop the thought and feeling that he is having towards Hanji. He didn't want any intimate relationship, most especially with a comrade and yet he enjoys the feeling of serenity and security that Hanji is giving to him. The maternal and sweet feeling that he never had from anyy woman was being given to him by her, and he is beyond grateful. He wanted to cut it off her and push her away so he won't long for her but he can't, no matter how much he tries to do it, something is seriously stopping him.

Nevertheless, he didn't like the idea of anyone knowing about their intimate-slash-unexpected-sexual-relationship to avoid rumors that will bug them everyday, and somehow managed to keep it that way for almost ten months already.

They both agreed to limit their sexual encounters for at least twice a week and they were both alright with it. He didn't want to push her towards her limits and if she feels like she doesn't want to do it, he slightly nods and tries to control his urges in the process as well as his zippers up. He respects her decisions and he doesn't mind it. Throughout the time, they had learned and respected what is to be done and shouldn't.

But in the back of his head, one exception is clearly on his head that he is sure that he cannot accept- and that is if Hanji leaves him for somebody else.

He knew perfectly that he doesn't own her or shit, nor told her idea of 'staying together'- or lovers in short. He may not be certain about the fact that he might find somebody else better than her but his entire body and mind only longs for her and her body, no one else. It's as though he has already memorized her body in all its aspects and its limitations and he just felt so much like in heaven when he is inside her, most especially when she caresses him until morning. He knows perfectly where he needs to caress her where she would like it the most and where she isn't. Having that kind of 'bond' was a bit hard to get but eventually, with much trust with each other, they managed to stay open and maintain such relationship as weird as them.

She was the very heaven that he never thought he could manage to dwell in. He had already made a new different connection with her through her body and he swears it's fucking amazing.

True, he may not be able to taste nor try the body of other woman but why would he when Hanji's body was already enough to satisfy him and drive him around like crazy? To share his body with her as the very first, even his first manly pleasures with her was just intensifying.

They sure maybe weird and weirder, most especially once they are together but Levi has an eerie feeling that they blend perfectly well to each other despite their differences, opposites and weirdness just like how cream blends well with coffee. Despite the sweetness of the cream to the bitterness of the coffee, and its pure white color to the black color of the latter, they are the best when blend well together.

"Everything alright?" Hanji already made her way towards the side of him and realized that he was staring at the coffee he was preparing for her. He nodded in response and continued to finish what he was doing.

Hanji grinned and gave him a peck in his cheek. Good thing she quickly made her way towards the table and prepared some bread and butter for her not to see how Levi blushed so bad. Just after thinking of their odd sudden relationship, he can't help himself but to blush like that bad.

She quickly sat on the chair as Levi placed the cup of coffee for her and he held his cup of tea. He sipped quietly as Hanji bit every piece of bread and places butter on it. Somehow, she felt the glue gaze on her by Levi.

"You made me feel so tired and hungry" her statement send chills on his spine. She grinned at him by the lips and swallows hard. Is she aware that she has the capability to make someone feel so nervous?

Levi smirked. He felt astonished to see her with her shirt open like his on her chest, apparently enough to give him glimpses of her breasts and chest. He like seeing her in that way, just effortlessly attractive and weirdly seductive as her hair down to her shoulders, wearing her eye glasses and only underwear.

She glanced at the clock and was surprised to see that their meeting with Erwin was just less than ten minutes away and quickly stood up. Levi watched her wear her clothes but his eye twitched when she just closed her shirt with no bras inside.

"What are you doing?" He stood up and went beside her, wearing his clothes slowly.

"Ahm, wearing my clothes back?" and she slips her harness and ties her hair. She blinked confusingly at him.

"You didn't wear this" he picked her bra on the floor and shoved it in front of her face.

She raised a questioning brow.

"Well, do you want everyone to see your nipples hardening under your shirt?" he asked mockingly at her. He is not fond of such thing to be viewed by other man aside from him. What's mine is mine, he thought.

He is indeed one selfish man.

"Ahm, I don't think it's that bad Levi" she answered questioningly.

Levi gritted his teeth and opened her shirt forcefully, almost ripping it into two, having her squeaked . "You'll wear it, whether you like or not, Shitty Glasses." He placed her bra onto her then bit her harshly on both breasts, hands holding on her rib to contain her in one place. His grip and bit were a bit hard and her eye twitched in suddenness, she is sure that it will mark hard against her skin.

"Levi! What are you doing?" she shrieked.

He didn't answer and just continued to bit her. She didn't fight back, knowing that it would be pretty useless and waited as he finishes. The two of them were panting when he finishes and he slid her slender body onto her yellow long sleeve shirt then her brown jacket. He was pleased enough when he didn't saw any sign of her delicious chest beneath those clothing.

"You don't fucking do that again." He turned around and finished clothing himself up.

She pouted. "Why not?"

Am I not enough to see those breasts of yours? He desperately wanted to ask her that but he shouldn't be forgetting that he doesn't have any right to do such thing towards her since she is not even his to be greedy for with any man. Besides, does she treat him that way towards other woman?

Perhaps not.

He turned around to meet her gaze. "Just because." Hanji groaned in disgust, Levi always leaving her with unanswered questions or mainly hanging answers back. Why won't he just always answer her properly? "or else I might punish you again." He added back.

Like always, she decided to obey his rules of weird security measures.

"Sorry" she mumbles.

He quickly tugs his hand on her hair and pulls her down and stare at her intensively. It's fun to think that despite his greediness when it comes to her and keeping it to himself, she still gladly follows. He just wished she'll do that with no questions asked, it's making him dizzy whenever she'll ask, since he can't provide her with a good answer.

She bit his lower lip and he quickly opened his eyes and smirked as she squeezed his groin lightly with her hands. "I'll be seeing you later in the meeting, Captain" and she kissed him in the corner of his lip.

Despite their agreement of no further intense touching or kissing, she still does it though when they are alone together and that would be whether inside or outside of their rooms. He got used to it eventually not knowing when she started doing such thing and when he just shrugged it off and let her. Besides, he knew how she could get too clingy onto some people as well so why would it matter if she is clingy with him as well? He won't deny that he liked it anyway but he never told her so or showed her that he does. He guesses it is part of her personality so he just let her grope or sneak a kiss onto him. It would be unpleasant too if they would argue.

He was left blushing on his own inside the room as Hanji made her way towards the door first.

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