Losing a Heart

Disclaimer: I own nothing except for my OC.

Warning: M for lots of reasons. M ALSO FOR HORRIBLE SPEELING! DONT LIKE DONT READ. MY spell check refuses to work, and im slightly dislexic. Suck it up. And dont say my speeling and grammer are horrible. I know they are. Trust me. I know.

Summery: Someone in beetween the lines, not a Noah, and not human. Zalen Heartless is an stuck beetween the war. With no memories, and everyone wanting to get there hands on her... what is a girl to do? Lots of pairings... And I mean every kind of pairing.

Chapter 1:

I am a Doll and a Friend...?

Zai's Pov (Zalen's Pov)

Darkness...

"Run!"

It never leaves...

"She's Lost! Run now!"

I am a creature of darkness... but im not. I am destined to live beetween the worlds... never being able to live in eatheir.

"Shit! Restring her!"
"NO! Run! You cant take her!"

I want more then anything to take a drink from the sacred fountian... thats always an inch away from my tireed fingers... always cravin the forbiden fruit, that is always an inch from my tired face...

"Zalen! Zalen! Its me! Its -"

Im stupid to belive that that anyone can understand me. Im stupid stupid stupid. I want to... too.. too much.

"Zalen, calm dow-"

One color im all to familier with... is red. Red is always there, hidden under a thin layer of flesh... Humans give up their red to easily...

"She killed -! We cant stop her! Run, God damn it!"

I love red. Red is comfterble, because I have a lot of red... I can give it up... I dont need it. Not really. I dont really need anything. I cant die. I cant love. Im just a... an advanced AKUMA. AKUMA are understanding of me... because they are like me. Not Human. Not Noah. But wanting to be one or the other. Another thing I like... is cold.

"WE have to try that!"

Cold never leaves me. Cold is as comferting as red. Red never leaves. Cold never leaves. I like it when things never leave. Im stupid stupid stupid for thinking something never leaves... I belived that with humans too. Humans lie.

"Are you insane! She lost her sences! WE run and pray that she dies when she sees the sun!"

"She's not a vampire you stupid fuck!"

Humans lie. A lot. I dont trust them. I dont allow myself to trust them. Every time I do... Nothing but pain fallows me. Pain never leaves. Im not stupid for thinking pain never leaves.

"Im not risking it! She's bringing down the entire order!"

"Try it!"
"Run!"

"Hey. You know... I cant die right?" Their screams fill my ears in a buitiful mocab chours. I love horrible things.

More red. More cold. More pain.

"Shit... Zalen! Stop it! I command you!"
"...I dont want to.."

More red. More cold More Pain. I have my friends with me. I feel safe. Safe... not really safe... but as close as I get. Im stupid stupid stupid for thinking that Red and Cold never leave. Im not stupid for thinking pain never leaves. Pain...

"Your so buitiful." A female voice sings. Her soft skin touches mine. Her hand entiretwins. "Do you want to come with me." I nod. "Will you be a Noah?"
"Im not..."

"WE know." A huge hord of people says. "We want you to be."

"Do you want to?"

Im stupid stupid stupid for thinking that red and cold will never leave.

"I can... pick?"

IM NOT stupid stupid stupid for thinking paim will never leave.

"Ofcourse"
".." After a minute or two or silance... I nod. "Alright."

Pain Never leaves.

"My name is Road! Whats yours?"

Never

"Zalen Heartless. Its nice to meat you."

Ever

Alice: God. Im so scared. That was my first time writing something like that. (takes deep breathes)

Please tell me how it turned out. Comment. Review what ever. If its about my speeling... I now. Im trying. But You know. Anyway, thank you for reading Losing a Heart. All Italics are Zai thinking to her self. The first set of "convos" Are other people and when the Tab starts, Zai is invovled. Also... Z's only work if the are upercase... so usualy itll be an s. Okay. Thank you!

Pain Never Leaves. Never. Ever.