I felt her shiver. I took a hold of her hands, and placed them in mine. After this night I do not think that our feelings will ever change. Her face was pressed peacefully against my exposed chest. Her bare skin was glistening from the street lights. I wished I could close the window, but I couldn't risk waking her up. The soft snoring sound she making are so cute. Both of our lips red and swollen from all of the French kisses we had. Her hairless legs and arms, not at all shaved. Pink painted nails. She slowly rolled so she was now laying her back down on the mattress, her breast now completely in eye-sight. I remember passionately loving those earlier this evening. Sweat was dripping from my wet hair. We both need a hot bath. Her cheeks were red; she was so exhausted that even she could sleep. The electricity from the first kiss was still plastered on my lips. I let go of her hands, and reach around her waist with my right hand, shaking slightly in the progress. She became a little startled by the action. Suddenly she started shaking.
"Ethan. Help…." She muttered, moving her head around. I was scared I didn't know what to do. Even though it was a nightmare, I was concerned. Being her boyfriend'…. I mean… We actually aren't even a thing.
Those that make me a pedophile? For having the sexual play with my intimate best friend? This could be harassing an almost fully mature woman, who's also my paid babysitter. At first it seemed impossible, but she convinced me that there was nothing wrong; before we even knew it we were practically running around the house desperately trying to find a condom like crazy idiots (maybe even more).
But no, we both love each other. We both confessed this earlier… while I was preparing myself for the finale… Maybe she did lie, but not on purpose. It was probably in the heat of moment kind of thing like in the movies.
I was hurt, tears started to form in the back of my eyes. I could not believe it. After all the supernatural things we've been together, laughing and being afraid of dying. She even came back to town, she could have moved on. Forgotten all about us. Live forever young with other fellow vampires. The more I think about it, the more I realize we can't actually stay together. Forever immortal, and mortal, Mortal & Immortal. Sarah and Ethan, Ethan & Sarah.
She sprung up scared out of her mind. "Sarah are you okay?" Yeah, now she knows that you're totally concerned, stupid me. She doesn't say anything or move at all. We just sit there in the dark, completely exposed to the other.
"Ethan" She breathes out. Her voice full of worry and pain. I reach out my arms and try to comfort her with a hug. One of them placed on her lower back, the other on her neck, by all of her loose hair. "I had the worst dream ever!" She exclaimed into my shoulder. What a coincidence, I just had the worst thoughts EVER!
Sarah backs away from me and eyes me. I can tell that she's terrified. I look away not wanting to see her hurt. But that's not going to help if I want figure out what's wrong. I rub my hands up and down, from her shoulders down to her petite hands. She opened her mouth and hesitated, but still didn't speak further. "You know that you can trust me."- I am not so sure about you tough. Both of us stayed stiff.
"The green mist didn't come." She whispered. "The council tortured you, while I was forced to look." A tear fell from her beautiful orbs. I can't stay mad at her for something that's probably not even real.
"You raised you're head and looked at me with blood spread around your entire body. And I felt so cruel to stand there, and not being able to do a thing while they almost ripped you apart. They scratched and bit you, while you were screaming in pain." More tears fell, and she started hulking. I couldn't take this any longer, so I took her face in my hands and kissed her. Feeling the sweet taste, I opened my mouth wanting more of her. But she pulled away with her vampire strength.
"I do not understand! Why did you pull away?" I asked frustrated with her, using my hands to express my feelings. I wanted her even more than the first time. I just couldn't sit here and listen to her being in agony.
"How can you kiss somebody that got you killed?"- Wait what? "YOU looked at me and screamed that I was the most horrible creature ever! You broke my heart!" -That's what's wrong here, just a fantasy gone wrong?
"SARAH! It Was Just A Dream!" Silence… Her face began to fell. Realization hit her. Then she started to cry again. "Why are you acting like this? It wasn't real, just calm down. I don't like seeing you in this state." I said much calmer this time.
"I'm sorry Ethan. I don't know what is going on any longer. I just need to rest." She whispered, putting her face down in her hands.
I lifted her chin up, to have us face to face. Her eyes were still watery, tears dripping down her cheeks silently. "Do not be sorry I shouldn't have yelled at you in that way. I should not even be raising my voice at you. You deserve so much better than me." I say apologizing, falling down on the bed again. Resting my head on my hand while lying down.
She chuckled very softly, staring at me dreamily. She let her left hand crawl up from my stomach to my nose, sending chills down my spine. A talent only she processes. She slowly leans down to my nose and places a very gentle kiss. Only for a moment, to then rest her head silently on my upper body. I feel her drawing circles around my navel, while I gently play with her hair. Loving each other's presenceto the fullest amount of time we have.
There was a silence, but not an awkward silence. The company of us together was perfect. We could stay like this for hours I'm sure. Sarah begins to move, placing her body on top of me. She creeps her face up above mine, so that our noses are touching. I start to heat up, and she breaths in my scent. We stare into each other's eyes lovingly, knowing that I'm all hers. My passion towards her is undeniably stronger than anything I've ever felt. She then bent her face closer to mine, and kisses my forehead, cheeks and chin. Going in a pattern till who knows what time.
Our true feelings only came out tonight because of my parents deciding to stay at their friends house saving them from a long car ride this late at night. Which lead to Sarah having to stay the night at my house. It being Friday she was babysitting as usual. Jane fell asleep while we were watching a horror movie, so Sarah and I had a conversation about last week's events. An eventful week it surely was. First she came back after being turned into a fully-fledged vampire. Meeting the vampire council, and only maybe dealing with a new enemy. Dirk Pattison being on the news, with his 'Vampire Girlfriend' also known as Erica. And that same day lead to this.
Sarah was sitting next to me ruffling my hair even more then it was before, if that is even possible. "Ethan?" She rather spoke than asked. I still nodded anyway. "There is no way in the entire world that there is anyone better for me than you."
Her words surprised me. I loved her more than anything else. I wanted her; I needed her in my life. Everyday should be with her, all the same. "Change me" I said casually. Her eyes became worried in an instant. She looked around as to check if anyone else could have said that.
"Are you getting sick or something?" She placed her palm on my forehead as if to make it look like she was checking my temperature. I pushed her hand away, and sat up on 'our' bed. She was giving a confused look.
"No! I mean bite me" I raised my hand for extra effect. She began to look concerned. "Sarah, I mean it. Change me, make me a fledgling. A vampire, whatever. Just let me be with you for the rest of eternity!" I raised my palm closer to her mouth.
Not a good choice. "WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU SAYING? Never, No! I just became used to being like this. Do not make me bite you again. I will never change you!" She screamed, backing away from me. She could almost have awoken Jane in the progress.
"Sarah don't you want to be with me? Then make it so, or else I'll grow up and probably move on with my life!" -Why did I say that? I can't believe I just lied to the only person that matters to me.
My only love ever, my beautifulSarah. I had to say something. But does it matter that muchthat I had to hurt her completely? Yes it does matter! We need each other; well at least I need her. I could kill myself already if I knew that it is not possible to be with her.
"Ethan, I want to be with only you." She whispered in pain from a dark place. She is always so happy, and I want to make her that. If she just could be convinced. I began to caress her rouge colored cheeks.
"Then make it be so. I trust you, and have to be with you. No matter the consequences. I could get someone else to do it, if it was the only way left." She gasped at the last bit. She looked up at me and into my eyes. I was finally getting on the right track.
"Are you sure you know what you are asking for?" She asked, looking down on her knees.
"Yes Sarah I am. I promise you that I wouldn't ask you for this, if I wasn't completely and fully sure." Now we both stared into each other's eyes. Her orbs glassy, and mine soft.
She let out a sigh. Sarah pushed my neck down to her mouth, and let her fangs bare. She breathed a little heavy, and hesitated. She pushed down her fangs into my skin. It felt worse than anything I've ever felt. Still it was better than when Jesse bit me. Suddenly the pain got too much for me, everything became blurry, as I fell backwards onto the bed.
The pain was gone, but there was still a bloody mark back there. I opened my eyes, and suddenly everything was different. I could easily see everything in the dark. I think I could smell Sarah. Wait Sarah! I rose up and saw her next to me sleeping easily this time. But I must have woken her up, because suddenly she looked at me quizzically.
"Hey, how are you feeling?" She asked softly.
"I feel Amazing! My vision is much clearer now!" She let out a small giggle. I would love to hear that all the time.
We just lay silently, admiring each other. Sarah's eyes stared tensely at my new found muscles. "You look very pale. You're probably already hungry." - This fast? But I didn't care for my hunger right now.
"I'm just happy to be here with you." I smile at her, taking both of her hands in mine. She gets what I'm trying to do, so she crawls over to me. She laid her head closely next to mine, so that I can hold around her body protectively.
"I love you, stay with me forever." She whispers into my ear.
"Always will. I love you"
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Hello, it's FleurForce! This is my second story about 'MBAV'. Hope you enjoyed it. This is going to continue, not this precise story. But I plan on making oneshots. I will hopefully get some good constructive criticism because I do not improve on my own. So I'll talk to you another time.