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Rogue's POV
I knew I shouldn't love her, yet my heart wanted her so badly. We were from rival guilds so it was an impossible, dangerous and a Forbidden love.
It all started when I first saw her...
Sting and I were beating up some random people when a pink haired boy comes crawling into our little circle made up of bystanders. Both Sting and I knew who it was right away...Natsu Dragneel otherwise known as Salamander. Sting and I used to look up to him and Gajeel but, now knowing they are from pathetic guild we now look down upon them...or at least Sting does. We were both happy they came clause be cause he wanted to fight Natsu and I wanted to fight Gajeel. Sting only wanted to fight him though to prove the third generation was superior and to show off. I only wanted to fight because I looked up to Gajeel; I still look up to him in fact. Before a lot of the main members disappeared Sting and I were going to join Fairy Tail but, because they disappeared we ended up joining SaberTooth.
Anyway so Sting approached Salamander and stared talking to him. I could careless so I just tuned them out. Then SHE came running into the circle. She was absolutely beautiful with her doe brown eyes, golden locks and curvy body. I immediately recognized her as Lucy Heartfilia, the celestial mage of Fairy Tail. She had been in Sorcerers Weekly which I used to read a lot always looking for things about Gajeel. I could tell she was beautiful from the pictures but, her standing here in front of me she was absolutely gorgeous. The moment I saw her I felt my heart skip a beat and then pick up rapidly. It took a lot of effort to remain emotionless despite my heart beating a hundred miles an hour. She stood there and stared at me for a few seconds then went over to Natsu. She grabbed his arm trying to get him to go back to their inn. Lucy eventually got him to go and they left hand in hand. I couldn't help but feel a pang of jealousy though I did my best to hide it. Before they were out of sight Lucy looked back and I swear our eyes met for a second. She then quickly turned back and continued her walk to her inn.
I saw her many times during the Grand Magic Games in the stands. I was either looking at her from the corner of my eye, making quick glances or pretending to glare at their guild so I could stare at her. A few times she caught me looking and a few times I caught her looking. I don't know if she knew I was looking at her and I don't know who or what she was looking at but, I hope it was me.
Then there was the time she was fighting Flare from Raven Tail. She was doing pretty good at first but, then she started losing pretty badly. That stupid bitch Flare had cheated by threatening the little girl in her guild. I only knew this though because of my sensitive hearing. I wanted to do something badly but, thankfully Natsu was already taking care of it. When Lucy could finally attack back she was amazing especially with her last spell. Although she couldn't finish her spell (thanks to some cheating bastards) I could tell it was powerful.
Then there was the day she was in the water sphere with the other mages. She was doing pretty good until it was just her and Minerva. Minerva decided to toy with her instead of just end it. I knew she was bad and evil but to be this heartless to this existent was just plain cruel. It was in fact the first time I truly wished I could kill Minerva with the same amount of torture she put Lucy through or more. I struggled to remain emotionless. My hands were gripping the railing so tight I thought it would break. I then heard laughter coming from my right and I saw it was Sting and he was pointing at Lucy and calling her weak. I wanted to rip his mouth off and throw it in the trash. I never thought I could hate my partner so much I wanted to do that but, then again I never thought I would be this much in love. Eventually I heard something break and I looked down at my hands. The railing I had been gripping was broken into bits and pieces. Thankfully no one noticed because they were to interested in the game. I was about to walk out because I couldn't stand anymore of this torture when Sting called me back. He jumped down along with the rest of SaberTooth and I followed. We ran over and stood protectively in front of Minerva. Fairy Tail obviously wanted to get some revenge and honestly had if they were to attack I would have let them. I didn't want to be on this side. I wanted to be protectively standing no... holding Lucy instead. Natsu was currently holding her though and I felt jealousy instantly flow through me. Eventually they exited the arena and so did we but separate ways.
Later on when everyone was asleep I went into shadow form and snuck in the infirmary. I had used a potion so I had no smell therefore no one(especially dragonslayers) would know I had been there. I went over to the sleeping blonde mage. She looked so much better than before. I assumed she was healed from Fairy Tail's sky dragonslayer. Lucy looked so peaceful sleeping. I bent down and gave her a quick kiss on her forehead and was about to walk away til I felt someone grab my hand. I looked back and thankfully she was still asleep. She must have grabbed it unconsciously. I noticed her calm face had turned to a frightened one. She must have been having a nightmare then. Her hand squeezed mine so I gave her an assuring squeeze back. I sat in the chair on the side of the bed and accidentally fell asleep. The next morning I woke up to the sound of footsteps coming towards the infirmary. I said "Shit," and looked at Lucy to see if she heard me. Thankfully she was still asleep. I then went into Shadow form and escaped the infirmary. I went past this old pink haired lady but then stopped when she spoke. "A forbidden love isn't Cheney?" she said to me. I had know how she knew I was there and how she knew about my love for her. The lady then kept going towards the infirmary but, said one last thing. "Be careful young one," she said. I then finally left and went to the inn my guild was staying at.
Now here I am the final day of the games, sitting down, waiting for another guild mage to come around so I can attack them and thinking about Lucy. Should I tell her I love her? Does she love me? Is there any hope for this forbidden love?
The next chapter will be Lucy's POV
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