Jezebel
Hunters stay in their own country and hunt anything they don't consider human. They are drifters with no money, or money won during poker or pool, and most often are in trouble with the law. R&R
Written By: SPN Fan 1
Set: It's an alternative universe where 'The Roadhouse' wasn't burnt down, Ellen and Jo are still alive, Castiel never turned evil and Dean and Lisa are still together.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or its characters they belong to Eric Kripke. Jezebel is my own creation.
Preface
Looking though the hole and seeing what is inside.
Warnings: None
Sam picked up a letter that he found on the motel bed. It read;
Dear Sam, I am so sorry I have to do this to you after everything
you've been though. I wish I could just take all your pain and
lock it away so it can't hurt you no more. You reminded me of
why I hunt the Supernatural and why I keep in touch with everyone
I meet. I lost my way, and you showed me the path. I don't think I've
meet someone as sweet and kind and sensitive as you. You make
me feel so special and loved. And I do love you Sam, so much.
Please believe me when I saw that I love you more than anything
else in the world. This is way I have to do this, I can't be selfish. I know
how to stop this, how to end everything. When most people say they
have to save the world, they don't mean like I have to. I won't lie to
you Sam, I am scared right now. I just wish they was another way,
but you and I both know there isn't. At the beginning we decided to
fight for control over our own planet, and not to listen to what so called
'Higher Powers'. We wanted free will to be more than just a dream and
to have the power to create our own destiny. The end is rough, and I
might fail, but this is how I want it do end. To die trying. I'm going down
with a fight. This is the last thing I'm going to ask you, if I have the right to,
that once this is all over you take care of yourself. You fall in love and you
start a family. And never lose contact with your brothers. I look at myself
and my sister and I don't want that with you. Keep Dean and Adam close,
for me. Writing this has to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I know
reading it isn't much easier either. Goodbyes are always so hard, I guess
that's why I never say them. Sam, goodbye. I love you so much and please
remember that. Tell the others that I love them, and I'm sorry I can't say
goodbye. These things don't really wait around you know? I know it seems
that Hunters are doomed to lose everyone they love but that's not true.
Please don't give up on love Sam. It's there and its real and Hunters can
find it. Please keep yourself safe and don't follow me Sam. There isn't
anything you can do. Love Jezebel.
Author's Notes: I know the preface is a little long, I thought Sam reading the letter that Jezebel leaves him was a good way to start it. I know Jezebel repeats herself in the letter, it is meant like that. For those wondering what she is going to do then you have to wait and see.