I stand here thinking about how my life has been great for the last 10 years. I
have a great family that will never die. A husband that i will never get enough of and 9 beautiful children i will love till my heart stops beating.
I never thought i would get to this spot in my life 10 years ago. But, here i am. And now everything is getting turned upside down once again.
Standing in front of my worst fear trying to figure out witch way is better. Dying in the place of someone you love or running.
Neither of these sound very appealing but its time for this madness to end.