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Ch.1
15 year old Rena stood in the rain looking at the newly dug grave where her best friend and the only one who understood her, was now laying in the closed coffin. She was the only one who had attended the funeral and was now the only one there in the graveyard as she watched numbly while her twin brother was buried, her heart was screaming in pain at losing her other half but she refused to cry as she read the grave maker that said
Alex James Potter
July 31st 1998- July 29th 2013
Here lies Alex, a loving brother and son,
May you be in peace in the afterlife.
Rena then sighed as the last bit of dirt was placed on the grave and placed a single white rose on the grave, she then stood in silence for about 10 minutes and then whispered "Good bye big brother...I love you."
She turned and walked away as she headed back to the Dursleys, she arrived in time for supper and her aunt screeched at her for being late. Rena just sighed and began cooking as her Aunt hurried around to get stuff done for the cocktail party that was at the house in two hours, Rena soon finished as her Aunt then slapped her for being "slow" and told her to go to her room without supper. Rena just headed up the stairs to what had once been her and her brother's shared room; she closed the door behind her and looked around at her brother's things that were still around the room. She walked over to his side of the room and found his favorite sweater still on the bed; she gently picked it up and hugged it as she caught the scent of Pine, mint and fresh rain from the article of clothing.
That made her break down since the scent was so fresh and she hugged the sweater tight as she started singing a song softly by George Canyon,
When she got the news I want you to live, I want you to love Takes all of her strength to go through his things I want you to live, I want you to love Lying awake in the middle of the night I want you to live, I want you to love
The phone hit the floor
She fell to her knees and cried his name
He had just kissed her lips
And both of the kids
Their lives will never be the same
At the end of her hardest day
The only words she could say were
I wanna go back to the way it was
To hear you say my name again
I wanna see your smile again
I want you to live
It feels like she's holding him again
The letters he wrote, the books that he'd read
and some of the shirts still have his scent
The picture in Florida
she holds to her heart and cries out loud
I wanna go back to the way it was
To hear you say my name again
I wanna see your smile again
Trying not to let the kids hear her cry
She prays for answer or some little sign
She closes her eyes
and swears she
hears him say
I want you to go on and not give up
I want you to live, I want you to try
I want you to know that I'm alright
I want you to fall in love again
I wanna see you smile again and again
I want you to live
Rena then lay down on her brother's bed while hugging her brother's sweater and began to sob; she then cried herself to sleep and dreamt of happier times...
Meanwhile...
Aizen sighed as he looked up at the starry sky when he left the Fifth division to go to his apartment; he had a feeling of overwhelming sadness and couldn't figure out why. All he could think of for a reason was that it was connected to who he had been in his living life but the thing was he couldn't remember anything about his past; He continued to his apartment and unlocked the door. He then entered the apartment and shut the door, he locked the door then headed to his bedroom where he got ready for bed and laid down to sleep...
The next morning...
Rena woke with puffy eyes from crying as her aunt screeched at her to wake up and cook breakfast; Rena sighed and got dressed as she then headed downstairs to cook her relatives' breakfast. Rena soon finished and then ate her usual piece of toast before starting on her chores for the day, Vernon smirked and said "Don't forget the other list one the counter..."
"Yes uncle Vernon..."
Rena sighed and took the list as she walked out and began the chores...
5 hours later...
Rena had finished everything on both lists and headed inside to cook; she did the Dursleys' usual meal then was told to head upstairs to her room. Rena nodded and walked up to her room as she sighed; she entered the room and shut the door to lie down on her brother's bed. She grabbed the sweater from the bed and slipped it on as she lay down, she was soon falling asleep as she whispered "Alex...I miss you so much..."
The next few months were hard for Rena as she fell into a deep depression over Alex's death, the school year would start tomorrow and Rena just rolled over on her bed as she wished once again that her twins was alive. Morning soon arrived as she was taken to the train Station and she made her way to the Platform, she soon arrived and boarded the train as she stuck a note on the door that asked that she be left alone for the train ride. Rena then sighed as she got dressed in her brother's sweater that had been a part of his Uniform and then sat down, she watched as the other students board the train and then sighed sadly as she saw all the families that were hugging their children while siblings said goodbye to younger ones.
She then sighed again and turned away from the window; the train then began to move as 10:00 am hit and Rena felt her heart break even more as it fully hit that she would be alone at Hogwarts without her best friend/ other half. Her tears slowly trickled down her cheeks as she tried not to cry, she then heard a knock on the door and stood to open the door. She found her friends waiting outside and they looked surprised to see her sitting alone, Draco then asked "Rena... where's Alex?"
Rena then began to shake as the words she wanted to say were lodged in her throat, Hermione then appeared and ran over to hug her as Rena collapsed Crying while clinging to Hermione like a life line. Draco and the others were alarmed as Hermione just rocked Rena and whispered that everything would be alright, that the Marauder's court would help her with the pain. Rena just clung to Hermione when Draco asked "Rena, What's wrong? Does it have to do with your twin?"
Rena nodded and Hermione then said "I just found out two days after what happened but we had left the country and couldn't come to the funeral..."
Draco paled and knelt beside Rena as he said "Rena...where is Alex? What happened?"
Rena trembled as she said "He's gone...he's gone and I'll never see him again!"
Draco looked at Hermione as she cuddled the slightly younger girl to give her some sort of comfort; Hermione then told them "Alex was killed in a mugging gone wrong two days before their birthday..."
Draco paled along with Neville, Fred, George and Luna then they all gathered around Rena as they hugged her tight as Rena burst into fresh tears. Draco was now regretting that he had taken her advice on not contacting them with the Potter twins' snowy owl named Hedwig who he had been caring for all summer. They all helped Rena back into the compartment and sat down with her when Ronald came in and said "Well if it isn't the Potter girl! Where's your freaky twin, you freak!"
Rena just sat there and didn't even pay attention as she stared at her lap, Ronald looked furious that she was ignoring him and made to slap her when Draco and Neville stood in front of him and the Twins stood as they hissed at their youngest brother "Get out! She doesn't need to deal with your crap!"
Ronald paled at being outnumbered then quickly left, the males quickly sat down and they looked worriedly at Rena who was silent...
The train pulled into Hogsmeade Station as they were all in uniform, Rena and the others then walked towards the carriages and climbed in. Rena sighed as the carriage pulled in front of the school and they all piled out as they headed into the Great hall, Rena barely noticed the new DADA Teacher who was dressed in ugly Peptol Bismol Pink robes watching her with malice in her eyes as she sat down at the table...
Days turned to weeks and the weeks turned into months until June rolled around with Rena not really caring about anything anymore, Umbridge was certainly not helping with her depression and Rena finally had enough when Sirius showed up in her dreams looking like he had been tortured in the Ministry of Magic. Her friend joined her on the trip and they fought hard against the Death eaters that had showed up, Rena was dueling Bella when Sirius showed up and took over the fight along with Remus. Rena just continued the fight with another Death eater when she heard Bella fire off the Killing Curse and turned just in time to see Remus and Sirius get hit as they flew into an archway with a tattered black veil attached. Rena sunk to her knees as Bella laughed and laughed, Bella then turned to Rena to say something when she noticed the Potter girl was whispering something as she strained to hear what Rena was saying. Rena stared blankly at the arch as she kept whispering "Why? Why must everyone I love, die instead of me? I want to be with Alex..."
Rena then noticed Bella running off and made her decision as she jumped up and raced after the insane woman, she then began to duel the woman when Voldemort and Dumbledore showed up. Rena was shoved behind Dumbledore as the two men fought and Rena just watched with a detached look as the minister of magic showed up causing Voldemort to disappear with Bella and Peter. Rena then looked at the sky as and let out a sorrowful scream as she hit her knees and began punching the ground, her hands were black, blue and bleeding badly by the time anyone could approach her without her magic lashing out at them. Dumbledore just smirked when nobody was watching as he believed she would now be the perfect weapon against Voldemort since he hired that muggle to kill her brother and now Sirius and Remus were gone. What Dumbledore didn't know is that when summer came, she would be out of his reach for a good long while.
Three days later...
Rena walked over to the Dursleys without a word except goodbye to her friends and waited for her orders, Rena was then told to get into the Car as they were late enough as is. Rena just nodded and loaded her stuff into the trunk then slipped into the car, Rena watched as they drove to the Airport after she had heard about Vernon's transfer to Japan to where her Mother and Aunt's older Sister had lived before she died. She barely listened to the fact that they were staying with her deceased Aunt's family and just went through the motions of following her "Family" like a robot; they entered the airport and then boarded the plane as the Dursleys sat in first class ad Rena sat in coach.
Rena watched as she left behind everything she had known and smiled sadly as she said "it doesn't matter anymore anyways...I'll be dead before the end of summer..."
The plane then leveled out and Rena headed towards Karakura Town, Japan where she would find the people she missed the most and learn some secrets about her past and some new tricks...