A ring, A kiss, A silver chain.
I sit alone,
Day and night,
And think of you,
Your smile,
Your laugh,
Your stupid jokes.
But then I cry,
Because then,
That's when I realize,
I miss your,
Never ending smile,
Your loud and handsome laugh,
And your idiotic jokes.
Because that's when I realize,
Those things,
I disliked so much back then,
I miss so much,
Now and again.
I sit in math, and think of you,
Your grade point average,
Which always made me mad,
You never tried,
But got top score,
You always were the genius,
To bad you choice this time,
To turn it off.
I think of you,
When I'm all alone,
When I'm happy or depressed.
When I'm writing a test.
There is never a time,
A day,
A place,
In to which my mind ever looses the thought of you.
There were people,
To whom you may have disliked,
People whom made you mad,
But never sad.
People who loved you,
People who cared,
People who wanted you,
People like me,
People who always wanted you there.
But then it happened,
Quick and sudden,
So fast that we can not comprehend.
You left,
Without a second thought,
You say you had no choice,
You said you were all alone,
You promised you'd come see me,
Before I went away.
But, it was just a broken promise,
Did you even care,
To think of those around you,
To think of how they care?
But then again,
You were never always there,
Again and again,
We'd catch you off in a daze,
Dreaming of a better place,
Then the home you had right there.
You never really cared,
If you went to,
Here or there,
You could wander the world,
Like those stories you often wrote.
The ones about pirates,
Kings and queens,
Soldiers and battles,
Love and hate,
Life and death,
And all those in between.
You often wrote,
About a better place,
A better time,
To which you and I could escape.
But then you left,
You wouldn't take me,
You knew I'd never agree,
You knew what was best for me,
I just wish you hadn't gone either.
I went to see you,
You were there,
But you didn't see me,
I went to touch you,
But couldn't reach.
I talked to you,
But you didn't,
I played your favourite song,
The one that slowly lost it's meaning,
I heard it,
But you didn't.
I left some time later,
After it had gotten dark,
I said good bye,
You said nothing,
I touched the cold stone,
And got up from the ground,
Leaving the flowers that you and I had grown,
And walked away.
A ring,
A kiss,
A silver chain,
A wish,
A dream.
I just wish,
Every thing could go back,
To the day,
It was the same.
End.