A/N: this will be a series of Clint and Natasha one shots. here is the first chapter, if you have any ideas or would like to see something happen i would appreciate. put it in the reviews. I do not own Avengers, enjoy!
After their Lunch break at the shawarma joint Tony had suggested. Natasha was glad when he invited them all to stay at the Stark Tower. They needed a place to relax but the helicarrier wasn't a good choice for two reason; one being director Fury who might send them on a mission, two being they would have to help with the clean up on board that was damaged by Loki's invasion. So the tower was the best and only option. Natasha knew better, she knew Clint would object to the idea and go back to the helicarrier,she also knew Clint needed a lot of rest. He had bags under his eyes indicating he never got much sleep, he looked stressed, tensed and shaken up from having Loki inside his head. Going back to base would mean the those two choices she had thought of if they went back, Clint needs his rest. It took several attempts to convince Clint to come with them to tower, until he finally agreed. After a long drive to the tower, of Tony talking to Bruce about something scientific related. They Arrive at the tower as they walk in, JARVIS opened the door for them.
Tony turns and grins at them but then yawns. "make yourselves at home, if you have any questions just ask JARVIS. I'm calling it a day, hitting the racks, night!"
"I think I'm going to make some tea before going to bed. JARVIS do you have any tea in stock?" Bruce asked.
"yes, Dr. Banner there is a variety of tea in stock" JARVIS replied.
"really? I didn't think Tony would be a tea person" Bruce smiled slightly amused.
"sir, prefers coffee than tea. It was miss Pots who ordered the many kinds of tea hoping they would help calm sir down" JARVIS replies.
"hows that working out for her?" Natasha asked.
"sir rather drink coffee instead of tea. However sir, tries to at least drink one everyday for miss Pots" JARVIS replied.
"aw how sweet of Tony" Natasha smiles.
"hmm..JARVIS is there any green tea in stock?" Bruce asked.
"yes Dr. Banner, there are plenty in stock as sir's current favorite brand is green tea. They are in the fridge on door of the row"JARVIS replies.
"interesting," Bruce smiled. "thank you JARVIS"
"you are welcome Dr. Banner"JARVIS says.
Natasha puts her hand on Clint's shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. He looked at her with a lop sided, exhausted smile which she then returned with a smile as well.
"let's go Clint" she says.
"where?" he asked.
"you need rest" she says softly.
"yeah, but do we even have our own rooms? He asked
"yes agent Barton, sir has renovated your rooms when you were all at the shawarma joint"JARVIS spoke.
"oh...okay" Clint says.
"come on Clint" she says softly.
Clint nods and follows her to his own room, when he opened the door. He saw that it hat a place for his bow and arrows, a large closet that is separated with a board so one side has his casual outfits and the other side held his uniforms for missions. There was also a queen sized bed, a balcony with a perfect view of the entire city, of the sunset.
"go ahead and get some sleep. I'll get you some water" Natasha says leaving to the kitchen.
Clint sighs and lays down on the bed slightly relaxing as his bed is kind of comfy, he closes his eyes as he lets sleep catch up. But suddenly bolts up panting as the image of him killing Natasha passed his mind. Clint never wants to think about that again but its been stuck in his head since Loki was in his mind, had planted that image inside his head as Natasha comes back and looks at him concerned.
"Clint are you okay?" she asked.
"y-yeah" he whispers.
"you should try to sleep" she says.
"I tried...I can't sleep Nat..." he whispers.
"why?" she asked, sitting next to him with her legs close to his like always when they would talk to each other.
"I cant get an image out of my head" he sighs.
"what image?" she asked.
"remember when you were integrating Loki on the helicarrier?" he asked
"yeah..how did you know that?" she replies surprised.
"when Loki took over my mind with the tesseract. Our minds were linked or connected with each other...I could see what was happening with Loki, know what he wants..we were sharing information and I didn't mean to though," Clint sighs and Natasha nods. "it was when he told you that I would kill you in every way that you feared..he planted that inside my head and I...I cant get it out"
"Clint its going to be okay. You're in control now, you don't have to worry about that" she says, handing him some water.
"I know" he sighs taking the water and drinks a few sips.
"Lay down and relax. I'll help you fall asleep" she says softly.
Clint nods, putting the cup on the table. Then lays down, closing his eyes as Natasha begins to Hum softly.
"pain and sorrow it's all you feel today
tears and hollow drifting all the way
face your demons
chase away your ghosts
state your freedom, you are your own host
wipe your tears and breathe again
fight your fears and break your chain
find yourself and free your soul
feel again and be whole
your redemption is close for you to reach
peace is there, find yourself the breach.
Wipe your tears and breathe again
fight your fears and break your chain
find yourself and free your soul
feel again and be whole
smile for me my love and shine
spread your wings
begin to fly
feel the sun
your spring is near
here and there, is nothing to fear
smile for me my love and shine"
Natasha stops singing and smiles seeing Clint's chest rising and falling from his even breathing.
"get some good rest my brave hawk" she whispers as she leaves the room.