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I don't remember much about that night. All I can tell you was it was cold and I hurt mentally and physically. All I could feel was pain and a craving to die with all the innocent people who lost their life because of this "war".

Exactly how it sounds.

Just a petty fight for power, and among all those innocent people who lost their life's were my family and friends. We were all too young to experience a war especially one that brought so much death in its wake.

Many died protecting before they could even live their life without the worries of war and the death it brings.

Ever since I was 5 and the Dursley's treatment became harsh abuse death was a longing.

Even if it was one I couldn't give into ,but Voldemort's gone now and there's nothing left here for me anymore.

So I gave into the wanting of death. As I fell through darkness I couldn't help but let feeling of true happiness wash over me at the thought of a place where nobody expected me to be anything but myself.

But death had other plans for its master.

After that all I can recall is a blinding light and an agonizing pain.

Than it all started over.

I don't remember much about my life as Harry Potter, and from the little pieces I do recall I can tell I wasn't treated like a king. But this isn't about the old me this is about my new life as a Winchester.

My name is Harrison ( Harry) Damon Winchester and even after everything I went through as Harry Potter it still wasn't enough to prepare me for life as a Winchester.

John's POV

January 28 1983

Dear Journal or whatever the hell I supposed to write.

I found out that in a few months Mary will give birth to twins. As in two babies.

Mary's joyous she rubs her belly and talks them about how they'll love life out here. Dean's excited he says it's the best birthday present ever and that he can't wait to be a big brother. But, honestly I feel ecstatic and terrified I don't want to mess my kids life's up. Hey but there's a small chance of that with an amazing mother like Mary these kids will be fine.

Right?

May 7 1983

Today is the first day Harrison and Samuel will spend outside of the hospital. Sam was born 20 minute before Harry. Making Harry the youngest and Sammy the middle child. They were born on may the second a little premature ,but the doctor assured us that most twins are. Other than that they are healthy baby boys.

Sam and Harry's eyes are green, but depending on what they wears, or how their mood is, they'll have tints of brown or blue. Their hair takes on the color of dark brown. Their eyes will probably stay the same unless They chose to wear contacts. Their Identical in every way.

I can already tell that Harry will be a somber child he hardly ever cries, Sam will most likely be the shy child and Dean will be protective of his younger brothers for sure! But one things for sure, they're all bound to be doing a lot of heartbreaking just like all Winchester men!

After the twins were cleaned and brought back to Mary I took Dean to see his little brothers. As I look around the room filled with my healthy children and my amazing wife a new light was brought into my eyes. That's when I knew that was the best moment of my life. With my little family here happy and healthy I can already see the closeness my family is developing.

I can tell they'll be good kids.

If y'all have questions please don't hesitate to P.M me.

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Don't forget nothings sexier than a little confidence!