America sighs sitting on the kicthen counter, his head hitting the cabinets with a soft thud. A few tears slipping out. He couldn't bring himself to finish the burger in his hand. He quickly wiped his eyes as England walked into the kitchen. "your up early" He said opening the fridge door. He took one look at the young nation. "Have you been crying again?"
"you can tell huh?" America says wiping his eyes again. "Alfred it's been like this since she left. You need to get over it" England says pulling out the juice carton. "I was thinking about her again. thinking about me, thinking about us and what we're gonna be. Then I realized It was just a dream" he says sadly blinking away tears. He looked over at his brother. "Will she come back?" England shrugged. "No one knows."
"I felt like I was at the top with (Name) Now it feels like I'm in the basement. i was number one and now she's found a replacement." He jumps off the counter "I swear I can't take it knowing someone else is with my baby"
England who had just started drinking his juice, sits at the table. "(Name) wanted a commitment and you weren't ready. You really can't blame anyone but yourself America"
"I should've took the hints and got that ring. I can still see her face when I wake up. and fell my fingers running through her hair." He sighs sitting at the oppisate end of the table. "sh was my lover. My life.. (Name) Was my shorty. I shoul've made her my wife, but she left me" He slammed his head on the table.
"Maybe you should just go for a drive. It'll clear your head" England suggested, a bit annoyed with his brothers sulking. He shakes his head, "While I'm riding I swear I see her face at everyturn. I hope she notices she's the only one I yearn for. "
Later that evening England had sent America off with Prussia and Denmark, to ty and cheer him up. But he sat on one of the couches against the wall thinking about (Name). "Bro your really killing my buzz. " Denmark said downing his third beer. "Seriously America she wasn't worth it" Prussia said watching a young blonde walk by. "she was so easy to love" He smiles a little, then frowns. "But I guess love wasn't enough"
A few shots and countless beers later America was stumbling to Denmarks car, the Dane already in the drivers seat. He felt alone, his phone in his hand, calling (Name) and leaving messege after messege. "I wish you'd pick up the phone" He slurs. "But you made the decision to move on. I've been thinking about you and me. thinking about us and what we're going to be. But I guess it's only a dream. I wish I could give you everything."
The next morning America was lying on his bed again. Thinking about (Name) Again "It's only a dream" He mumbles. As England opened his door. "Theres someone here for you." He said then walks out. "I just want to be left alone" America mumbles sitting up and walks downstairs. As he reaches the livingroom, he freezes. Standing there is (Name) His (Name).
"(N-Name). What are you doing here?" He asks. (Name) Smiled sadly, her eyes red and puffy. "I missed you. I listened to your messeges. I've been thinking about you , thinking about me. Thinking about us." She steps to him and hugs him. "And I don't want it to be just a dream." America smiles. "i love you (Name)." She kisses him sweetly " I love you too Alfred"