"Its senior year and I'm pregnant… oh and my Edward has- He left me and got me pregnant…" I cried into my pillow on the couch.
Charlie wasn't home from the station yet and Jacob was on duty guarding the border to the Quileute Tribe and the Cullens' land.
The Cullens were gone now. And I have no one to be with. Mike thinks that, that's all Edw- He wanted to just- UHG… Now I believe what Mike said, but that's the hard part, now knowing that he never did love me.
I felt another kick, my baby is so adorable. How did he get me pregnant? That… he is a damn vampire for gosh sakes!
I wonder if God let him do that to me. Let him by some miracle impregnate Isabelle Marie Swan.
"Bella. Bella! Wake up! It's ok you are ok you don't have to worry about that bloodsucker anymore, now please get dressed so we can get your senior prom dress," Jake woke me up and I hugged him with tears rolling down my face.
I kept having the same dream of me getting the test result and it being a positive and feeling the kick of my child in my stomach…
I am now four months pregnant, and my senior prom which Jacob is happily dragging me to.
"Ok, Jake… thank you for letting me live with you. Charlie didn't want me home alone, since I can only attend half of my classes… and I hate the emptiness." I shivered and put on my sneakers and heavy coat.
"No problem Bells. We always love to have you around, don't worry. Plus you can help me with my homework." He smiled and kissed my cheek.
"I hate what he left me with… and I can't even keep my mind busy!" I cried into Jake's nice leather coat.
"Bella, it's ok to hate him. He only used you. I promise that you will be ok." He then kissed both my cheeks and smiled, hugging me.