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Ciel: His immense beauty eluded me. I never thought such a beauty could exist in this world... especially after the death of my beloved parents. Not a soul in this world (including that of Sebastian's) had known the truth of the tragedy that happened on August 13th of 1874. The day my mother, father, and their unborn child- my brother- …died.
Sebastian: How was it possible that a demon had the ability to fall in love…? With a mere human nonetheless? Sure I had preconceived ideas about love, or so I thought. Then on that fateful day all those years ago, I was to form a contract with my young lord, Ciel Phantomhive. I had no intent of ever developing feelings for anybody- especially one with a soul so perfect- pondering endlessly about my true feelings; I'd made up my mind. Ciel Phantomhive had given me the purpose I have oh, sodesperately been searching for my entire life. I couldn't deny the truth any longer.
Sebastian undressed me out of my day attire, and dressed me into my night gown, preparing me for my sleep. As soon as Sebastian left, he was distraught to the point of crying..
I love Sebastian so much…
But how was he supposed to tell him this? There were so many obstacles standing in their way. It was impossible for him to ever know the truth.. He was in fact, the prideful Earl, and Sebastian could never see him as anything more than that. Apart from that, he was to wed Elizabeth in mere months.
With everything that was going on he couldn't afford to drop his little act just yet, but Ciel wasn't the only one who was hiding behind a wall of sheer stupidity. Once Sebastian had finished all of his household chores, he couldn't help but think of the way the young master made him feel. He was in love with his Bocchan, but if Ciel didn't want Sebastian to know his true feelings…well, then why I should I tell him how I truly feel?
Sebastian thought of all the ways he could tell his young lord of his true feelings, but there was no time for such things. Everything was happening to quickly; especially the wedding Sebastian had to prepare for. It was too much for Sebastian to handle. He had to get rid of this stress somehow…
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Just as Ciel was about to fall asleep, he felt somebody's presence above him. As much as he wanted it to be Sebastian, he knew it couldn't be. So, who was this intruder? As I continued to pretend I was asleep I felt his hand move slowly across my face….Next thing I knew, my clothes were roughly being ripped off. Piece, by piece. It was too dark for anybody to see anything. I didn't know how to react. How could Sebastian let an intruder get so far into the manor without noticing?
Sebastian! Save me now! That is an order!
But Sebastian didn't appear… what could this mean?
Everything slowed down. The sound, the tension… it was all fading away.
-Just as I gained consciousness I faintly caught a glimpse of Sebastian, but it was to cloudy for me to get a grip on what was actually happening. It seems however Sebastian had arrived too late. The intruder was in fact, gone.
"Sebastian... Sebastian... I can't... I can't brea- breathe!"
Sebastian didn't react to it… nevertheless he was enjoying the fact that his Master was nude.
Sebastian then loosened his grip on the boy, and they both let out a sigh of relief.
Who could have gotten as far to my master without my noticing.. What if I hadn't gotten here sooner and my lord was hurt..? even killed.. I don't think I could have lived on…
"Young Master, are you hurt?" Sebastian asked with true worry in his eyes.
*SLAP*
"What the hell are you doing, Sebastian!? Go after him!"
"He's gone... that was no ordinary intruder, Ciel.
The only person who could have broken in, without my noticing… and gotten as far as they did was…was…
"Who DAMMIT TELL ME NOW"
Just then Elizabeth, stammered through the door with a look of total confusion on her face.
She demanded to know exactly what had happened and ordered Sebastian to come with her. After all, the soon-to-be wife of the Phantomhive Earl couldn't be left unprotected. Even though Sebastian assured her he had scared the culprit off.
Lizzie first suggested that her and the young lord share a bed for the night so they could both be protected, but that was simply out of the question, but Lizzie was the persistent one. Lizzie insisted on being guarded until further notice.
With that, Sebastian and Ciel exchanged glares… and then he was gone.