Hello everyone. It been awhile since ive even seen this story and ive decided to go chapter by chapter and revise them. Cause honestly some are terribly written.
This chapter was revised 10/3/2017
I had never known numbness until now. I don't think my mind has truly processed what the fuck just happened. I came home and Edward said he wanted to talk. So i followed him out into the woods like a good little lamb. He told me he and his family were leaving. Leaving? I asked. I started thinking about all the loose ends i would need to tie before we left. I hadn't anticipated leaving so soon but i could make it work, but then he had to go and shatter my heart. "You aren't coming with" he told me. I was shocked. I just stood there looking at him not comprehending what he just said. "What do you mean?" i asked shakily. He just looked at me his gaze cold as ice. "We are leaving and you aren't coming. I don't love you, you were just something to pass the time." He then turned and left me standing there.
I was laying on the forest floor. When did i get down here? I must have fallen or maybe i blackout. Im not really sure, but all i did know what that i was cold and upset. A plaything? A way to pass the time? He had led me on this entire time? I slowly sat up on the forest floor and looked around. I was thankfully still on the path. I was glad i didn't do something stupid like chase after him into the woods. I hoisted myself to my feet and began to walk back to my house. As i walked i began to think. Truly think, i had wasted my time and emotions on someone who was just playing with me. How dare he, just because i was human and not a sparkly motherfuckiing vampire doesn't mean its ok to play mind game or any games for that matter. As i got closer to the house my numbness was replaced with a rage so hot i swear steam would pour out of my ears like in the cartoons i used to watch on Saturday mornings. He had played with the wrong human. This human wanted revenge and i knew just how to get it