Right this is my first fanfic that i'm actually uploading, so yeah i'm pretty nervous, I love Glee to bits and Kurt/Finn have to be my favourite ship, plus I completely adore Kurt *screams like a crazy fan girl* anyway, heres the first chapter and I hope you all enjoy it

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Feelings

Cheerio's practice had been pretty intense and tiring and all Kurt wanted to do was get into his room, collapse on his bed and watch the latest episode of project runway, well that's what thought he could do if he had the house to himself. As he walked down the street his house was on, he sighed slightly shrugging his leather Versace book bag onto his shoulder a little more, still wearing his Cheerio's uniform.

'I hope Dad is still at work...plus I think Carole said she was going out with friends...and I have no idea what Finn said he was doing after school, but I hope he's gone to a friends...' Kurt thought to himself as he stopped outside the front door of his house.

Finn and Carole had only just moved in with them, but he never thought he would be wishing Finn wasn't home, usually he would be wanting to be as close to Finn as he could, whether Finn liked it or not, but right now all Kurt wanted to do was curl up and watch some TV.

He pulled his house key out of the front pouch of his book bag and unlocked the door, letting himself into the house before closing the door behind him.

He looked around the house slightly to see if anyone was around, but he couldn't see anyone. He shrugged a little and walked into the kitchen, grabbing himself a bottle of flavoured water from the fridge before he opened his room door and walked down the stairs, dropping his book bag on the floor by the stairs.

He walked over and literally dropped himself down onto the bed before grabbing his TV remote, pressing the on button as leaning his head onto his pillow a little more wondering what was on TV that he could watch until it was time for Project Runway.

As he was flicking through channels he let his eyes drift closed, letting a long sigh escape his lips.

Unknown to Kurt, upstairs in the bathroom Finn was actually just stepping out of the shower. Wrapping a towel around his lower body, Finn made sure he was covered just in case anyone had come home while he was in the bathroom.

He sighed slightly and he rubbed a smaller towel through his hair making his hair a little drier but now it was all spiked up. He was planning on watching the game on the huge plasma screen TV in the living room, but he would have to go down into his and Kurt's room first to get himself some clothes. He didn't know what it was but he had taken a strange liking to The Soprano Fashionista, but he didn't know if it was just because he was spending more time with him or if he actually genuinely had feelings for him, but it kind of scared him in a way. Finn left the bathroom and walked along the hallway stopping outside his and Kurt's room before frowning slightly as he heard the TV blaring from the room, he nodded slightly knowing Kurt must have been home now from Cheerio's practice.

'Okay Finn, keep your cool...he's just another friend...plus you're straight, you like girls...not boys...but Kurt's so adorable...no...just go in get clothes and then get back up...yeah...' Finn thought to himself all while taking a deep breath as he opened the room door and started to head down the steps slowly, but he forgot that the bottom step creeked and just as he stepped on it he stopped dead.

Kurt almost jumped out of his skin when he heard the bottom step creek as he sat upright on his bed and looked over towards the stairs.

"Finn!...I didn't think anyone was home..." Kurt spoke truthfully as he ran one of his hands through the front of his hair, trying to fix it before he straight his cheerio's top, it was a habit that he always fixed himself to make sure he looked amazing around Finn.

Finn raised one of his eyebrows slightly and flashed Kurt a small kind of awkward smile as he stepped down off the last step and headed over to his drawers, picking himself out clean boxers a pair of shorts and a clean t-shirt.

"Sorry if I interrupted anything...I'm just getting clothes, then I'm going to watch the game..." Finn simply told Kurt, trying not to make eye contact with the smaller boy because he knew if he did he would get that annoying feeling in the pit of his stomach. Kurt watched Finn, pretty flustered that Finn was only wearing a towel around him. Which was unusual, usually Finn would put his underwear on before he got out of the shower while Kurt was around, but he supposed that Finn didn't know he was home.

"Oh no...You didn't interrupt I was only going to watch Project Runway...but I was starting to fall asleep...Coach Sylvester kind of over worked me today..." Kurt spoke, his eyes never leaving Finn, he then frowned realizing that Finn wouldn't look at him, he had done something wrong? He swallowed hard getting a little worried in case he had done something to upset Finn.

"Finn?" Kurt muttered as he stood up from the bed and took a few steps towards the quarterback, wanting to ask him something but he didn't know how to word it.

"Yeah?" Finn answered Kurt finally turning his head and letting his eyes catch the sight of the fashionable diva in front of him and as if on cue his stomach got the usual funny feel.

Did he seriously have feeling for Kurt?

"Are you okay?" Kurt asked him with a worried look set upon his face. Finn sighed slightly and pulled on his boxers quickly making sure the towel kept his covered as he did so before he took the towel off once his boxers were on fully. He then turned and looked towards Kurt and flashed him a reassuring smile.

"I'm...fine" Finn managed to say as his eyes caught sight of the worried look on Kurt's face. He tilted his head slightly and all he wanted to do was reach out and give the smaller boy a tight loving hug, but he didn't know how Kurt would react. He knew Kurt was gay, but he had no idea that Kurt indeed had feelings for him. Kurt nodded slightly and sighed a little before he turned and walked back over to his bed, sitting down again just as the opening credits of Project Runway started. Finn sighed and pulled his t-shirt over his head before pulling on the pair of shorts. He looked once more over to Kurt before letting a long exhausted sigh escape his lips as he walked back upstairs and headed into the living room.

Maybe at some point he might be able to pluck up the courage to admit to himself that he had feelings for the fashionable teen, but he needed time to think.

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