Tare Me Apart

Were you there when darkness tore me apart?

I could feel it right from the start

It was a morning of frost and ice

I was empty, not even stirred by the rats or mice

Abandoned the wind had a sinister chill

The mist curled in but there was no thrill

A ghost of your image never left my mind

No solace or comfort could I find

No sound could be heard, the world was asleep

The poison of loneliness cut through me deep

I felt so numb without your touch

I could hardly believe I loved you this much

But now you're gone and I'm alone

My fingers itch to reach for the phone

My eyes sting, my throat is sore

After these tears I can cry no more

Was I bad? I will right any wrongs

If only you would stay and play our songs

I would dance, I would sing, I would leap in the air

If only it ensured you would always be there

I gaze into the rain wondering where you are

Are you gone? Or watching from afar?

I don't know why I gave you my heart

Because today, you tore me apart.