'Fine dont change me, break your promise see if i care, who would want to be like you anyway, you bloods--,' The words that came out my mouth were not meaningful. I was just mad, i couldn't even finish what i was about to say. The one word i refused to hear, to speak, to acknowledge, and here i was halfway through saying it. I broke down tears pouring down my face. Edward stared at me, his face cool like he knew i didn't mean it, this made me glad and even more angry. He should just leave me, i am so horrible, i dont know why he puts up with me. I love him so much that a hole breaks me apart when he leaves. I collapsed to the floor sobbing.
'Edward, i am so sorry, i didnt mean a word of it. I know its hard for you and you dont want to change me but its what i want,' I gasped in between sobs.
'I know Bella, but you must understand that this is not a life i would have picked for anyone, especially not the girl i love,' Edward repiled his velvet voice comforting me.
'Please, you promised,' I said out of breath, but i had stopped crying. He looked at me and nodded, so i knew that he would change me in exactly one weeks time. I was excited and scared, i had seen the way Jasper found it so difficult not to kill me whenever i came near him. I didn't want to be like that, i had to keep in touch with Charlie, it would kill him to just be left alone, without knowing where i was, if i was safe. But at least i could be with Edward forever, without anyone spoiling it. Even him and Jacob seemed to be getting along, they talked cars and general boy talk that i didnt understand but at least they were trying. I loved them both, Jake like a brother and Edward like... well my everything felt like it was just me and him that existed when he kissed me, my head spinned and my heart throbbed at a million beats per minute. It was like a rush of adrenalin, it was the most magical thing in the whole entire world. I never wanted to lose him, he was like my personal drug.
A week has past, and tonight everything will change. I wont just be Bella anymore. i'll be a vampire. It sounds frightening but its the only way i can be with Edward. Thr rest of the Cullens are like my second family. Edward isn't happy about the whole thing, he thinks its stupid me throwing away my life like this. Alice is quite happy because she already classes me as her sister. I suppose she is really. Its just Jacob and this stupid treaty, surely it doesnt count if i want to be bitten. But if its a war they want, its a war they can have. We can just move i suppose but Jake is my best friend i dont want to lose him. He might convince Sam to leave it, seen as Jacob and Edward have been getting along, well to my face they have been. I wont be gifted like Edward or Alice, i'll just be a normal vampire. Well apart from the fact that i'll be a vegetarian. animals, never humans.
'Hey,' i said meekly as i met Edward, tonight is the night everything will change. I'm looking forward to it, i'll finally be a vampire. Its what i've wanted for a while now. He pressed his hands on my waist and pulled me close. Every worry i had in my head left and it was filled with pure pleasure. I melted into him and his lips crushed mine. He took hold of my hand and lead me into the living room. Everyone was there, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Rosalie