A/N This is my first songfic. Well, serious it starts with Kendall and Logan breaking up but they get back together… I promise anyway Disclaimer I don't own BTR or the song this song is called Landslide by the Fleetwood Mac. Also this is Kendall's POV
I took my love
And I took it down
I climb a mountain
Then I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the
Snow covered hills
Where the landslide brought me down
Logan and I used to hang out here at the pond. We played ice hockey with Carlos and James in the winter. We swam together in the summer. We just hung out in the fall and spring. Why did he break my heart? It's like the mountain I climbed just made me change my course…does that make sense? I guess I don't know about my feelings. I mean I love Logan, I'm hurt he doesn't love me back. I'm confused because he seemed to enjoy being my boyfriend.
Ohhhh
Mirror in the sky
What is love?
Can the child within my heart
Rise above?
Can I handle the sail through the changing?
Ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons?
Of my life
Uh, ohhh
(Uh, ohhh)
Uh, ohhh
(Uh, ohhh)
Ohhhh
As I walked home I could have sworn I saw Logan's face in the sky. Is this really what love feels like? Can't I be that seventeen year old again? My mom greeted me, I gave her a sad 'hello' and walked up to my room. This wasn't a surprise, She's been trying to cheer me up ever since Logan and I broke up. Unlike when Jo and I broke up she still tried and I cheered up almost immediately. Logan mean more to me then Jo and unlike Jo he didn't cancel because he had filming or interviews. I did try to be a great boyfriend to him.
Well I've been afraid of
Changin'
Cause I built my life
Around you…
But time makes
You bolder
Children get older
And I'm getting older
Too
I was afraid of this. He was changing. I built my life around protecting Logan. Like my mom said times make you bolder. I guess I mean I can walk around Minnesota and not cry like I did when we first came back from L.A. We are getting older we aren't children any more. I miss him a lot. STOP IT! He doesn't love you I mentally shouted at myself. I'm 22 now Logan dumped me when we were seventeen. I shouldn't be feeling this way it's time to move on whatever it takes.
Soooo…
I took this love
And I took it down
Yeahhhh…
If you climb a mountain and ya
Turn around…
And if you see my reflection in the
Snow cover hills
Where a land slide brought me do
I went downstairs, and out of our house. I wasn't going back to college…not yet. I started walking to Logan's house. I knocked and was hoping Logan answered it
"Kendall? What are you doing here?" Logan asked
Me having my hand in my pocket "We need to talk" I said
A/N Oh my god…enjoy R&R