The Life That I thought About

My days that were happier were when we were together,

The days we spent together as a family were the joys that I would never forget,

However, time is always against us,

Fate is always playing with us,

Even though I wish to stay together like this it is impossible,

That is why I wish to spend my times together with you guys like this,

Living it to the fullest and working towards that goal,

Never will I leave someone behind,

Never will I hate someone because they hate me,

Never will I love with greed,

I only want to be myself and see you, my family together with me on this never ending journey called life,

Not that I hate it,

Not that I cringe at it,

Not that I am scared of it,

The life we share is the most important treasure to me,

These memories that I wish to keep forever will be locked away in my soul,

If I were to reincarnate I wish to be with you guys again,

I will hope for that time,

I will hope for the same goals,

I will hope for that kind of life,

Again and again, I wish for this,

This is my resolution,

This is my pride,

This is my life,

This is my dream,

This is my everything,

But for right now I will live like this,

Smiling,

Laughing,

Crying,

Yelling,

Anything right now is the me right now,

I live like this till there is no tomorrow if I have to,

Till the time I depart from this world I want to live like this,

A fragment of the time we are together as a family, as friends,

This tiny life out of the millions and billions that are on this tiny planet,

Wish for this world to never end and be a happier place for everyone,

No wars to fight in,

No deaths to mourn for,

No Anger to despise at,

No discrimination,

No bullies,

No dictators,

Just people that look out for each other,

Just people that live like us,

Help those that have nothing,

Help those that need it truly,

After all isn't this, what I thought about life in the first place?

I think I forgotten about them,

Many people do when they keep living,

However I think otherwise after being with you guys, my friends, my family,

Because of you guys I changed to be the person that I am today,

The life that I thought worthless,

You guys brightened it with your own smiles,

Your own happiness,

Your own resolutions,

I realized it so long ago yet only accept it now,

I understand that you guys are my life line to this world,

Because it is you guys being there for me that I know that I can keep going,

This life I will cherish forever...

Along with the memories that we all will carry...

My friends….

My Family….

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I think this is to dark and amazingly beautiful at the same time. However...

Did I really just write this poem? Anyways this was inspired by a fic I read not too recently and decided to write the feelings down on what I thought would suit it.