A/N:This is to anyone who has ever harmed themselves or been abused (although I am not) or anything like that... I will get back to my other stories in a bit no worries :)
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Emenem,Youtube,Twilight,Alice Cullen or anything you may recognize!
They starve me, they abuse me verbally and phisically.
I don't think I can live like this anymore, there are cuts all up my arms bruises cover every inch
of my body that are hidden behind clothing.
My father's name is Riley just like my middle name and my mothers name is Isabelle.
It confuses me that they even have a child when all they do is hurt me.
Hello, I'm Alice Riley White I am abused on a daily basis.
I'm beat up at school and bullied, My life sucks but it could be worse right? Right?
I have absolutely no friends.
Enough of my life lets get back to reality I thought, snapping my computer shut, finishing the first page of my auto biography.
I have to buy my own things, they don't care about me, they don't even feed me.
I plugged in my computer and went to YouTube and listened to Lose Yourself by Emenem.
I fell asleep, hiding underneath my bed, headphones plugged in music still playing.
My favourite song Better Than Revenge By Taylor Swift was on when I woke up.
The front door opened with a loud BANG making me jump, followed by a series of grumbling coming from downstairs.
"WHERE IS MY FOOD!" My 'father' shouted at my mom downstairs
There was an unusual silence downstairs.
I sat on my bed and read Romeo and Julliet for the 47th time. By now I could practically quote it without thinking.
There was a loud gasp from downstairs followed by a scream.
"Oh My God!" Ralf (Dad) Screamed. I heard him call 911. I know the drill; stay in my room and if I hear footsteps
I go run and hide, or get beaten later.
Ambulances drove up, sirens blaring. The front door opened and Paramedics rushed inside.
I knew something was up, but what? The recognizable sound of Ralf's boots stomping up the stairs scared me.
"YOU!" He screamed, pushing me up against the wall.
I screamed "HELP!" I choked out
"You killed Julie!" He broke my arm.
"OW!" I screamed starting to cry.
My room was sound proofed by my father so the paramedics couldn't hear my cries.
He told me what to say happened if they asked how I broke my arm, He would litterally kill me if I told the truth.
The paramedics came to search my room for clues, and then they found it a bloody knife under my
pillow I had never seen it before.
"Take her away." Ralf growled
"What? No, No ,NO!" I cried as they dragged me out the door, I was sentanced death.
I was thrown in jail, I cried all night the first night until I saw him, instantly I was calm for no reason.
I saw a boy not much older than me the cell across from me
"Hi." He said softly.
"Hi" I said
Its okay, I thought, falling asleep. I heard twisting metal, screams and choking.
A gaurd's body fell to the ground, I fell back asleep involuntarily.
I felt a sharp sting and a burning sensation and calm again, It still hurt but somehow I kept quiet.
I woke up, my vision was brighter, clearer even, I was in a diner with the boy a storm whistled wildly outside.
"I am Jasper." He said calmly, quietly and softly.