Remembrance

At the start I fought it,

Rejecting and hurting you

Was just out of habit.

But I started to melt,

And let you come closer too

As love my heart soon felt.

Remember that day in the rain?

It had started out so mild;

In that cave, we forgot our pain.

Then was the time I found I was late

When I said I was with child.

After first nerves, we just couldn't wait.

When you were hit by that speeding car,

I nearly lost our offspring in shock.

I couldn't give up; we'd gone too far.

{Or when our ex-boss gave me that knock}

I felt so queasy when I came to,

Learning about Bryan, I felt like shit.

Those feelings dispersed when I saw you.

They say what you never have you never miss,

Without you, my life wouldn't fit.

One last 'I love you', partnering our final kiss.

AN:

I'm not so keen on this one, but I still like the last line *sniffs*. This is following the plotlines I had written in the original draft of A Diary Of Two Hearts, whether all of those things happen or not is another matter. It's not quite so harsh in proper context! The sentence with chain brackets signifies that Jessie despises the memory of Giovanni hitting her [whilst she was 8½ months pregnant, and James was in a coma from the incident with the car], and continues as if she hadn't remembered why she was unconscious in the first place. Bryan was her child, and consequently died of Giovanni's attack, and James died shortly after the accident. Reviews and well-explained flames welcome!!!