I knew it was right

I knew it was right

When you said I love you

But all I could do was get out of your sight

I don't know what to do

So I sit here alone

Tears running down my cheeks

I still here your voice, your serious tone

As the days and weeks

Months go by

I begin to wonder why

I couldn't tell you how I felt

I know I love you

I always have

Your beautiful sapphire eyes

How I long to see the sparkle in them

But I blew it

When I left

Why am I so deft

All I want now is for you to know how

Much I love you and need you

Why couldn't I bring my self to stay

To say

Those 3 little words

I love you

You'll never know

Because you left a while ago

You said it hurt to be near

I fear

That I shall never see your young handsome face

Or wildish blonde hair

And so I dare

To leave this place

For another day

I cannot stay

It felt so cool against my skin

As I slid and it cut in

The small drops turned into a puddle

As my thoughts begin to muddle

I sit here and cry

Still not knowing why

I couldn't say

I love you

So now here I am slipping slowly away

And the thought that crosses my mind is you

And how much I loved you and how you never knew

I don't understand why but I know I am going to die

I take my last breath

And on my death

I say few words that won't be heard

I love you Matt