Hmm, here is a real challenge for you. Which person is the one who is
suffering "behind blue eys?"
The creak of the door opening made JJ look up, Dee was walking in with Ryo by his side. JJ's heart melted at the very sight of his beloved. Overflowing with joy, he glomped Dee. "JJ, you idiot!" Dee thundered, trying desperately to knock away the overzealous youth. "Wont you ever learn to keep away?! I hate you!"
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
Dee walked off, hand wrapped around Ryo's waist. They were glowing as the walked by the now seated JJ. "Dee." JJ whispered to the wind. "I love you, I always have, but you don't see that. Everyone just thinks that I am an idiot who just wants in your pants. Maybe that is all that I've ever showed?"
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies
"Hey," Drake waved at his partner and plopped in his seat. "Thinking about Dee again?" JJ nodded solemnly. "Maybe you should talk to him?" Drake stuck his nose in some paper work ignoring JJ like everyone else in the precinct.
"How could I?" JJ's mind drifted to dreams that he had had about Dee. Many of them were wet dreams, but others were of him living with him, just being around him. He held those dreams closest. The idea of waking up next to someone, holding him when the power went out during a storm, was all that he ever wanted. He hated going to bed alone. Many times he would wake up hugging covers, feeling empty inside.
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Dee could never understand what he thought about him. He only cared about Ryo. When they had been in the academy JJ had declared his love to him as romantically as he could. Dee had just laughed at him. He never thought gave him a fair chance! Ryo had pushed him away, but Dee still chased after him. Still, JJ hid the pain of the unjust rejection.
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
"Start with his attitude." Drake's voice snapped JJ out of his daydream. He shot him a confused look. "Start by telling Dee what you like about how he acts. Say that you think that it is cute when he acts confused when you know that he isn't, or how he tilts his head to the side when he actually doesn't know what is going on, or how his eyes light up when he sees his love."
"But he doesn't do any of that!" JJ snapped. "Hmm, but I like your idea. I love everything about him. I love how he casually flops down in his seat, even how he smokes when he is nervous."
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Memories of Dee and Ryo flashed through his eyes. He had seen them in the park together. Snow was falling around them under the small light. In the world of darkness, they were a glowing beacon of heavenly light. The snow had danced around them, landing on their eyelashes and noses. JJ felt dirty watching them kiss. They were so much in love.
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No, it would never work. Dee could never see what JJ thought of him. He could never look at JJ the way that he looked at Ryo. It was hopeless, his love would never be understood. 'I don't know if I can keep this up much longer' JJ thought to himself, absently looking at a police report. 'I can only pretend to be happy for so long.
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
"You don't know what it is like." JJ let out a long sigh, looking up into Drake's eyes for only a moment. "To be hopelessly in love with a person but they don't even notice. They don't care because they have someone else, someone who doesn't even want their love."
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
JJ stood up to get a cup of coffee and to grab a glance at Dee. Drake watched him walk out. "Yes, I do know what it is like.."
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
I didn't really plan for this to turn out like that with the whole Drake thing, but I think it works! How about you?
The creak of the door opening made JJ look up, Dee was walking in with Ryo by his side. JJ's heart melted at the very sight of his beloved. Overflowing with joy, he glomped Dee. "JJ, you idiot!" Dee thundered, trying desperately to knock away the overzealous youth. "Wont you ever learn to keep away?! I hate you!"
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
Dee walked off, hand wrapped around Ryo's waist. They were glowing as the walked by the now seated JJ. "Dee." JJ whispered to the wind. "I love you, I always have, but you don't see that. Everyone just thinks that I am an idiot who just wants in your pants. Maybe that is all that I've ever showed?"
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be faded to telling only lies
"Hey," Drake waved at his partner and plopped in his seat. "Thinking about Dee again?" JJ nodded solemnly. "Maybe you should talk to him?" Drake stuck his nose in some paper work ignoring JJ like everyone else in the precinct.
"How could I?" JJ's mind drifted to dreams that he had had about Dee. Many of them were wet dreams, but others were of him living with him, just being around him. He held those dreams closest. The idea of waking up next to someone, holding him when the power went out during a storm, was all that he ever wanted. He hated going to bed alone. Many times he would wake up hugging covers, feeling empty inside.
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Dee could never understand what he thought about him. He only cared about Ryo. When they had been in the academy JJ had declared his love to him as romantically as he could. Dee had just laughed at him. He never thought gave him a fair chance! Ryo had pushed him away, but Dee still chased after him. Still, JJ hid the pain of the unjust rejection.
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain woe
Can show through
"Start with his attitude." Drake's voice snapped JJ out of his daydream. He shot him a confused look. "Start by telling Dee what you like about how he acts. Say that you think that it is cute when he acts confused when you know that he isn't, or how he tilts his head to the side when he actually doesn't know what is going on, or how his eyes light up when he sees his love."
"But he doesn't do any of that!" JJ snapped. "Hmm, but I like your idea. I love everything about him. I love how he casually flops down in his seat, even how he smokes when he is nervous."
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
Memories of Dee and Ryo flashed through his eyes. He had seen them in the park together. Snow was falling around them under the small light. In the world of darkness, they were a glowing beacon of heavenly light. The snow had danced around them, landing on their eyelashes and noses. JJ felt dirty watching them kiss. They were so much in love.
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No, it would never work. Dee could never see what JJ thought of him. He could never look at JJ the way that he looked at Ryo. It was hopeless, his love would never be understood. 'I don't know if I can keep this up much longer' JJ thought to himself, absently looking at a police report. 'I can only pretend to be happy for so long.
No one know how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
"You don't know what it is like." JJ let out a long sigh, looking up into Drake's eyes for only a moment. "To be hopelessly in love with a person but they don't even notice. They don't care because they have someone else, someone who doesn't even want their love."
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
JJ stood up to get a cup of coffee and to grab a glance at Dee. Drake watched him walk out. "Yes, I do know what it is like.."
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
I didn't really plan for this to turn out like that with the whole Drake thing, but I think it works! How about you?