I dont own naruto or its characters, lamely i only own this fic...

Sakura the perfect girl, perfect grades , pink hair and a perfect body. Yeah sure she was an angel at home and school but no one knew the real Sakura she was a drug addict, anorexic and she was full of scars her "perfect porcelain skin wasn't as perfect as it seemed it was full of bruises and scars.

The first day of high school she recognized her childhood friend Naruto Uzumaki with his perfect girlfriend Hinata Hyuga she was perfect dark blue hair, pearl like eyes and , a perfect body Sakura was always jealous of her, then she saw Ino Yamanaka a beautiful blond with pale blue eyes and a white skin that was to die for and then she saw Tenten a tall brunette , with hazel eyes and the girlfriend of the famous Neji Hyuga .She hated school it made her feel even worst she tried to avoid he crowd but failed miserably when he blond kid shouted her name "hey!hey! Sakura-chan ! over here!" she sighed and walked over to the "perfect" crowd "hi guys!" she made the most believable smile she could "she sat down as naruto offered her a piece of sandwich "here finathe mafe it!" she didn't understand when naruto spoke with his mouthful "excuse me?" he swallowed and spoke again "I said here hinata made it" he pushed the piece of sandwich to her and she smiled "no thank you I had a pretty big breakfast" she pushed the piece of sandwich back to him as he frowned "oi, sakura-chan you never eat what I offer you I want to feed you, by the way did you bring lunch?" he asked with a grin, she giggled "yes here" she took out some curry a few dangos and a thermo with ramen, narutos face lit up but then sakura saw Sasuke Uchiha she got up and smiled at the "perfects"." Um I need to go to class becau….".She was interrupted when the uchiha took her arm and pulled her to the janitor's closet and pulled her sleeve's up, revealing a series of fresh cuts he let go of her and clenched his jaw "why?!" she looked at him confused "what?" I he looked at her in the eye the cute twelve year old full of happiness was now gone vanished "I mean why did you do this to yourself?" she noticed the anger in his voice "why do you care" she whispered "I don't I just want to know why?" she looked at him with hurt in her eyes and dashed out running pass the "perfects" tears flooding her eyes .She decided to skip school she needed something to calm her down anything she looked around her room and spotted a blade, she sighed in relief, with tears running down her cheeks she locked herself in her bathroom, using the blade she made a small wound but accidently when too far and I wouldn't stop bleeding she started to feel faint as a she looked at the red liquid coming out of her she smiled thinking "im going to die, the world is going to be perfect without me" and with those thoughts she fainted.

A few hours later Sasuke was walking home he noticed red lights coming from Sakura's house, worried he ran to her house and saw the medics talking to Sakura's dad and step-mother and Sakura in the ambulance, he climbed on without being seen and saw sakura her lips were pale instead of their natural soft pink and they were a pale purple , he noticed bandages in her wrists stained with blood, now he knew what he had done and he was mad, he was mad at himself he should had been there with her instead he said he didn't care he growled in anger as he saw ino,naruto,hinata and neji in sakura's house naruto with an evident worry in his face and ino's eyes swollen from crying hinata was trying to calm naruto down and neji looked a bit saw Sasuke and charged at him "what did you say to her teme!uh? why did she do this!" Sasuke looked at naruto with confusion and then relaxed "I didn't do anything DOBE, now let me go" naruto looked behind sasuke and saw Sakura he pushed Sasuke out of the way and looked at Sakura's pale face tears coming out of his eyes.

Then Sakura's eyes flutered open "uh?, wait, Naruto? Sasuke? Sasuke, what are you doing here I thought you didn't care" Naruto got red from his anger and Sakura looked at him "Naruto? What are you doing here?" Naruto looked at sakura "Sakura what happened?" sakura looked down "i-ill tell you later"

CLIFFHANGER! BUAHAHAHA

no just kidding in the next chapter there will be a time leap in which Sakura explains EVERYTHING

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