Hey everyone, so this is my first ff and I really hope you like it, but if you don't please say it so that I can do a better job  Oh, and I don't own Gossip Girl or any of the characters

Chuck Bass loves me. I already kindda knew that, but I have to say that actually hearing those words made me feel very good. And just to specify, I didn't hear them just once, oh no, that would be unfair since I told him twice. So I made him say it over and over again, just for the fun of it…and also because I needed to be sure. But I am now.

So today we are going on our first real date and I'm totally relaxed about it. Seriously, I've got absolutely nothing to worry about. He is not going to screw this up, of course not. Everything is going to be perfect, I'm totally fine and…MY PHONE IS RINGING! OMG, WHERE IS IT? IT COULD BE CHUCK, HE IS SO GOING TO CANCEL, I KNEW HE WAS GONNA BACK OUT!

"WHAT?"

"Hi to you too B."

"Oh, sorry S, I thought you were Chuck."

"Why? Is there something wrong between you two?"

"Of course not, what makes you say that? Everything is just…"

"…Perfect, yeah, you've said that before like a hundred times B."

"And you didn't seem to believe any of them, so let me remind you: everything is perfect, therefore stop freaking out about it!"

"I'm freaking out? Blair, you're being…you know what? I won't even bother, I'm tired of this. I just called to tell you that Nate and I have been hanging out lately and I wanted you to hear it from me and not from Gossip Girl."

"Oh…well, it's not like I didn't see this coming."

"What is that suppose to mean?"

"Calm down, I'm not done yet! Anyhow, what I mean is that you two always had sparks, and it makes sense."

"So you're not mad?"

"No… I don't think I am. I'm not in love with Nate, so as long as you don't commit incest with Chuck you're okay"

"I'm very happy to let you know that there are better probabilities of Dan committing it with Jenny. Okay B, good luck tonight then, and don't be nervous"

"Thanks S, and I AM NOT NERVOUS! Bye"

This is so typical of Serena, trying to throw her own insecurities on me. I am a confidence woman now, not just a teenage girl…OMG! It's almost five! Chuck will be here in two hours, I need to get ready, and I need to look gorgeous and…

"Miss Blair, Mr. Carter to see you!"

Carter? What could he possibly want from me?

Thanks for reading it, and sorry about Chuck not being on it so far, but there will be lots of him on chapter 2. Oh, and please review ^^!