Authors note: Quatre's father never died but everything else happened.
In love with innocence
He is always so kind. I worry about him this war is taking it's toll on him. Quatre shields the pain from everyone but I can tell. I see it in his eyes. He always gives them a chance to surrender they never do.I don't know why he always gives them the opportunity they will never take it. He is such a pure soul I wonder if this war will break him. Dammit he caught me looking.
Quatre walked over to Wufei and put his hand on his shoulder. "Is everything all right Wufei?"
"Fine."
"Are you sure. You know you're my friend if you need me I'll help."
"You care to much."
"I can't help it that I care about my friends. Is that so wrong?"
"There is no room for friends in a war."
"If you don't have anyone to care for then why fight? I mean what's the point of fighting if you don't have someone to fight for?"
"I fight for justice. It is pointless to care. Besides who said we were friends?"
Quatre winced at those words. He cares for Wufei deeply and to hear him say they weren't even friends. "I see. I won't bother you anymore." Quatre walked away quietly. Wufei hadn't meant what he said. He would rather die than hurt Quatre but he ended up doing just that. I'm sorry Quatre I didn't mean it. he thought to himself.
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Days passed and Quatre avoided Wufei. Infact he tip toed around him he didn't even speak to him. His heart weighed him down with hurt. When Wufei was in the same room he would leave it. Quatre thought deep down that one day he could tell Wufei that he loved him. Now that he knew Wufei didn't even think of him as a friend how could he possibly love him back?
The whole situation hurt Quatre but things were about to get worse for him. Duo yelled to him that he had a phone call. "Who is it?"
"It's your pops."
Quatre knew something was up his father never called him. He went in to his study and closed the door.
Wufei watched Quatre through the window and couldn't make out what was being said on the phone but could tell Quatre was in obvious distress.
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"Hello, Father." Quatre greeted and smiled.
"Quatre I have come to a decision. You have been an embarrassment to the winner name and therefore I have no choice but to disown you. I am having another Heir made to take your place."
"I see."
"I have transferred a rather large sum of money for you so you will be taken care of. In return you will keep your mouth closed about being my son. I suggest changing your last name it makes no difference to me either way. Goodbye winner out." he said it so coldly.
Quatre hung up the phone and walked out of the study. He went into the bathroom and examined the medicine cabinet until he found what he was looking for. A bottle of pills sleeping pills. He was in so much pain he could no longer live in a world where all those he loved didn't return his love. First Wufei then his father. It was just to much for him to bare. He swallowed them all without any hesitation. As he walked into his room he callapsed on the floor almost immediately.
Shall I go on?