BLACK ROSE: DUSK
Chapter 1: REGRETS AND GUILT.
If I could, I really would want to go back and show him how much I would want to suffer with him. It's just too late now. Why did I did such a thing? Was I protecting myself? Was I thinking clearly back then? Did I thought about the consequences? Did I just think it was all to protect him? If I could, I'll go back to that moment I had to make a choice, a life and death choice. I can't stop thinking about what I did, I can't believe myself, I was pathetic. I'm psychic? That's what they say, I can't even predict clearly what was going to happen. I let my family down, they hate me, I risked my brother's life, leading him to losing his loved one, well, so did I.
Again, why am I questioning myself? Should I just end my life? I can't stand to live for another second in this environment full with hatred. Abhorrence strikes their their faces when they see me. You're wondering who? My family of course, except my dad. He's always there supporting for me, he thinks the best for me and he's loving. His name is Julian Carter. He's a professional doctor, hard worker. I was adopted by Julian and his wife, Clarisse when I was eight. I didn't really think I would fit in his family, after all, it'll be awkward seeing and extra toothbrush in the bathroom all of a sudden, sharing food and hearing and extra voice while talking during dinner. But, just like Julian, they were all nice to me. Enough of the flash backs, I need to go to school now.
"Allise! Allise! We're gonna miss the bus!" That's Dakota, my best friend throughout the whole school. She used hang out with the other Carters, my siblings, but after what happened, the Carters and us were just isolated.
"Quit shouting Dakota! I'm coming!"
"Geez, you're always late. What were you doing up there? " asked Dakota while handing her sandwich. "Grab a bite, I'm sure you hadn't had your breakfast.
"How can I eat when everyone's like, hating me?"
"What exactly happened, Allise? What happened between you and Damon? Thought it was just a simple break up, he's stalking you? Hurting you? Tell me, I'll show him what my nuckles are made for." Dakota giggled while chewing her sandwich.
"Forget it. I just hope I don't meet Riley at school, he's gonna tear my mood apart." I sighed for a couple of times.
The bus stopped all of a sudden and everyone was shocked. We were all like "What happened!" Then, a girl with a black and red robe stepped into the bus and with her red fury eyes, she looked around the bus and spoken "I'm looking for Allison Deanne Carter".
It was her, Jane, the Volturis have come. I know I'm in danger now, but still, I coudn't let her hunt for me all over town, she'll scare everyone. I just got up and walked towards her and knowing she'll do something bad to Dakota if I talked too much with her, I just stand up without leaving any explanation to Dakota.
"What is it now? What do the Volturis want? I thought we had a deal, you woudn't come look for me ever again, Damon's gone now, what do you want?"
She just took a glance at me and we went to the Volturis.