HEY, SO YA KNOW WHEN MARCIE BEATS NORA UP? YEH THIS COMES 2 WEEKS AFTER THAT. OH AND THAT SCENE IS FROM CRESCENDO BTW. ITS REALLY SAD, AT FIRST I WAS GONNA MAKE IT A FIGHT BETWEEN THEM, BUT THEN THIS JUST CAME OUT WHEN I FELT DEPRESSED!
DISCLAIMER, I DON'T OWN HUSH HUSH OR CRESCENDO THE WONDERFUL BF DOES! I AM WELL JEALOUS!
I was sat on my bed thinking, thinking about how unfair life is, how I wish that for once in my life, something would go right. First I was almost killed by an angel who would then become my boyfriend, who I would then fight with over Marcie, my worst enemy, and he would then leave me for her, and then my best friend would go over to Marcie's side.
Not to mention, Marcie beat me up pretty bad two weeks ago. Vee, my best friend, left to join Marcie after she saw what Marcie could do; she didn't want to risk getting hurt. And Patch, my ex, joined her, well I don't know why, but I do know that we had a fight and then he went to her, when she beat me up, he didn't even stop it. He let it happen; he only wouldn't let me get back at her. I hate him now. He used to be fallen, but then he saved my life, so he became my guardian angel. Let me tell you, he is a BAD guardian.
I hated how he had made me feel, like I was in love, he got me weak and helpless and then he hurt me. I felt like nothing, like I didn't matter, and to be honest I didn't matter. I was a nothing, Marcie had won, I should just give up, but that would mean seeing her with Patch every day, and Vee too. I smiled ironically at the thought of Vee, since she went over to Marcie's side she went on like a cabbage soup diet and has lost like a stone in weight, she is getting really skinny and even though we aren't friends anymore I worry about her. Oh well, she knows what she is doing, and if anything really bad does happen she has Rixon. I will never understand everyone's reasons for leaving me. I have never been popular; just I have never been left behind by all my friends and scorned by them because some Queen Bee tells them to.
I am all alone now, I have no one, Dorthea doesn't come by anymore, she quit because she got married to some rich guy in Las Vegas. My mum is never home, my dad is dead. Maybe I should join him up there; he was the one person who ever cared about me. No one down here cares about me, I won't be missed. Life will go on all around the world; the world won't just stop spinning because of my death.
I got up, I walked over to our medicine cabinet which my mum always keeps really well stocked up, excessively stocked up. I pulled out 3 packets of Paracetamol which each had 16 tablets in. I grabbed a glass of water and went back to my bedroom and sat on my bed. I popped the tablets out one by one and swigged them down with water. When I was done I lay down on my bed, I was starting to feel tired and a bit dizzy.
As my body started to shut down and die I thought about my decision, my mum wasn't due back for 3 more weeks and I knew no one else would come looking for me, unless Patch did, but I honestly don't think he would care that much.
All I could think about was the hurt of betrayal, and how good the ending of my suffering would be, no longer having to put up with the maliciousness of Marcie Millar and facing the betrayal of my friends and Guardian Angel.
I looked around my room one more time before whispering one word quietly,
"Goodbye..."
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