1- A Night In Purgatory:
"Dean" Cas whispered to the man who lay next to him under his trench coat.
"What is it Cas?" Dean whispered back, trying not to wake Benny who was only on the other side of the tree asleep.
"What is it doesn't work?" Castiel cuddled up under the coat a little more, trying not to take any from Dean but trying to get more for himself.
"It will work. Even if it kills me, I will get you through that portal, you got it!" Dean was stern, he was tired of Castiel asking him that question. "You're my best friend and there is no way, I'm going to let you stay here alone. If you can't get through then, I'm going to stay here with you" Dean assured him, "ok?"
"Dean" Cas sighed, how could he explain that he didn't want to go. How does he tell his best friend, who thinks so highly of him that he deserves to stay in purgatory.
"No, Cas. You listen to me" Dean was only an inch away now. "I am not letting you stay here alone and you are going back to earth even if it kill us both! I will not let you rot in here, I need you."
"I know" Castiel sighed, "I need you too. I never really said it before but, you have done more for me than I have for you and I can't thank you enough for everything."
"Cas, just being my friend is enough" Dean assured him, "we should get some sleep."
"I don't need to sleep" Castiel reminded him.
"Oh, right. Well, uh, I do. So I'll see you in the morning?"
"Yeah"
"Promise me, you'll still be here when I wake up!"
"I promise" Castiel nodded. "I'm not going anywhere!"
"Good."
The air was silent as Dean drifted off to sleep.
"Oh, Cas" Dean said opening his eyes, "because, you never know when you might get ganked in this place" before Castiel had even turned to face the hunter, they were kissing. "I had to do that, at least once" Dean blushed, pulling Castiel closer and closing his eyes again. Castiel just smiled and relaxed in Dean's embrace. Holding him steady, his wings around the man, protecting him. Cas folds his arms around Dean's body and kisses his head softly, watching the oldest Winchester smile in his sleep. How beautiful Dean's smile was to the angel. So heavenly it almost made him feel at home. When he was with Dean, he felt at home. As if he belonged there. Home is nothing without a family and in heaven those angels, they weren't his family. They were just related to him. Loyalty makes a family and blood makes you related. Dean, Sam, Bobby they were his family. Not the other angels. They never cared about him at all, and whatever he was feeling inside him now as he layed her with Dean's arm holding him tightly, it was a close to home and being happy either of them had ever been. This night, in purgatory, Castiel reliezed why he'd agreed to dragging Dean out of hell in the first place, why he felt so lonely when they were apart. It's because Castiel, an angel of the lord, had fallen in love with Dean Winchester; a hunter.