"Sebastian, take a seat." My master, Ciel Phantomhive, ordered me to do after I served his afternoon tea. Odd, I wonder what he wants to talk about… I thought. "Is there something we need to discuss my lord?" I asked. "Tell me Sebastian, is there a reason why I know more about my gardener, chef, maid, and old butler, and nothing about my demon butler?" Ciel asked after having a sip of tea.
I didn't understand what he was asking to be frank. "What do you mean, my lord? You know I'm a demon and that we have a contract. Is there something else missing?" My lord narrowed his eyes. "Sebastian, who are you?" I didn't say a word, since I was confused once more. "You know what I mean, Michaelis. Who are you? Where are you from? Tell me your life story." I was shocked by the response. And quite nervous. …I don't want to tell him…. he…he shouldn't know… "Oh young master, you wouldn't like my life story it's quite boring. Trust me I'm sparing you the trouble." Just relax, you'll be ok. "Sebastian Michaelis, are you trying to dodge the question? My, my, now I'm really interested in your life." He sips more tea while staring at me. He smirks seeing me sweat a little.
"No, of course not. It's just my life tale is boring. I wouldn't want to see you suffer hearing such a story." Phew, I think I'm good. "Sebastian Michaelis, I order you to tell me who you were before our contract, from birth to present time. Now!" Crap… God save my soul… I wasn't ready to tell my young master my life before the contract. Who I knew. Who I loved. Who I used to be. But now since this is a direct order, I must tell him. So, I took a deep breath, and said, "Yes my Lord."
Where to begin? I've been through so much I don't even know where to start. I've never told anyone else about…well… me as a person. Or in this case, demon. "Sebastian, I'm getting impatient." The young master said. I guess I should start when I was young. I'm going to regret this… "Don't say I didn't warn you my lord." Here it goes then.
