Nessie falls for.... [story]

Nessie's POV
I shut the door to my bedroom lightly and walked quickly to my bed. I pulled back the blankets swiftly and layed down. I was so tired, so I fell asleep almost instantly.
In my dream, it was dark. I was in the forest with Jake and another wolf. I wasn't quite sure who it was.
Jake was growling at the wolf, who was actually quite small, compared to some of the other wolves.

"Jake, stop!" I yelled, but he didn't.
"JAKE, STOP IT!" I yelled again, louder this time.
And he still didn't stop.
Though he's imprinted on me, and I love him, there's something about the small black wolf that really made me want to faint.
I ran past a couple trees and slapped Jacob's nose so he'd stop growling. He wimpered slightly, and backed off.
I turned to face the black wolf. I patted his head. He barked like he was laughing. It made me laugh too.
I looked into the wolf's eyes and instantly felt something.
There was something about this wolf that made me attracted to him. He was just so sweet and sensitive and....
Wonderful.
My eyes burst open and were nearly blinded by the light coming into my bedroom from the window. I covered my eyes.
I sighed, thinking of the dream.
I couldn't believe I was falling for another wolf in my dreams. It made me feel really bad about myself. I never thought I could love anybody besides Jacob, but this wolf brought me happiness.
If only I knew which werewolf it was.

I got up and went downstairs. Neither of my parents were in sight, so I opened the cabinet and got some cereal for myself.
I got a bowl out of a cubard and poured the cereal in. I got the milk out of the refridgerator and poured it into the bowl as well. I got a spoon out of the nearby drawer and took it and the bowl and sat at the diningroom table.
I ate slowly, not really paying attention to anything. That's why I didn't noticed when Jacob appeared behind me.
He wrapped his arms around me. It made me jump.
"Sorry," he whispered and he kissed my cheek softly.
I smiled, but then frowned when I thought of my dream.

He must've seen me frown.
"What's wrong?" he asked, his arms still around me.
I couldn't tell him, could I? He'd know who the black wolf is and if I told him....he might hurt that wolf. And I couldn't let him do that!
"It's nothing," I lied, trying hard to hold back tears, but a few slipped over anyways.
He took his finger and wiped them away.
"It's okay, you can tell me anything," he told me.
But I couldn't tell him this.
I know. I'd tell him, but I would leave out a lot of the details.
"Oh, just a dream I had last night. It's nothing really. Hey, do any of the wolves in the pack have, I don't know, black fur?" I asked.
"Umm...yeah, why?" he said, looking confused.
"Oh, just wondering. So...who IS the black wolf?" I asked carefullly. I couldn't let him in on what I was hinting at, and he couldn't figure it out himself either.
"Why do you want to know?" He asked. Dang it, he was getting suspicious.
"I--" I started, but then the doorbell rang.
I smiled.
Saved by the bell! I thought and ran to get it.
I smiled and pulled the door open.
There I saw....
Seth.
I instantly felt the way I did in my dream last night. Like all of my insides had melted. I felt light-headed, like I wanted to faint.
I had to press my lips together tightly to keep my mouth from falling open.
Then, Jake came into the room and I felt horrible inside.
"Hey Seth, what are you doing here?" Jake asked and put his arm around my shoulders. I couldn't look at him or Seth. So I just looked down at the floor, twisting my fingers together to keep myself busy. I did listen to what they were saying though.
"Renesmee left her necklace at my house last time she was there," Seth said. I looked up at what was in his hand.
It was my necklace. It was silver and had a little R with diamonds on it, a heart like my dad gave my mom before I was born, and a little silver wolf charm, that Jacob gave me, just like the one Jacob gave my mom, only this one is silver.
I took it from his hand. I thought I would be used to warm skin, but when my hand touched his, it was like nothing I'd ever felt before.

Sure, I'd touched werewolf skin before, but this was entirely different. I wondered how I was still concious.

Seth smiled a smile that just made me feel even more lightheaded. He winked at me and my heart sank. He turned around and disappeared into the woods.

It took me a minute to remember anything, including that Jacob was there with me. I shook my head to snap out of my daydream.

I looked at Jacob. He didn't look mad, and he wasn't trembling, so that must've meant he didn't know what was going through my head.

At that moment, I remembered stories both he, Mom, and Dad had told me about before I was born. About how Jacob had loved my mom, had been in love with her. But she'd been in love with my dad, not with Jake. So she'd broken his heart.

If he found out I secretly really, really like Seth, almost loved him, then it would be like those times all over again. He'd have no one.

And I would've broken his heart.